Celah Convis
@celah.bsky.social
unspeakably hot, uniquely unfuckable
i’ve been saying i use any pronouns (in #woke circles) for like two years and i offhandedly said “gotta figure this gender shit out” to a close friend and he goes “what gender shit” brother do you listen with your ears
November 27, 2025 at 12:34 AM
i’ve been saying i use any pronouns (in #woke circles) for like two years and i offhandedly said “gotta figure this gender shit out” to a close friend and he goes “what gender shit” brother do you listen with your ears
been reflecting on my compassion for the people who have hurt me. whatever it is within a person that they can’t be honest with themselves, with others, whatever it is that motivates the urge to manipulate and control—
November 26, 2025 at 11:32 PM
been reflecting on my compassion for the people who have hurt me. whatever it is within a person that they can’t be honest with themselves, with others, whatever it is that motivates the urge to manipulate and control—
one of THOSE therapy sessions
November 26, 2025 at 12:20 AM
one of THOSE therapy sessions
they’re calling it the plath bath
November 25, 2025 at 12:09 AM
they’re calling it the plath bath
it has been a dark and killing realization for me to learn that people who say they love you often don’t. idk what it is about me that finds it so hard to deal with dishonesty, this odd naïveté that has betrayed me more than any one offender
November 24, 2025 at 1:59 PM
it has been a dark and killing realization for me to learn that people who say they love you often don’t. idk what it is about me that finds it so hard to deal with dishonesty, this odd naïveté that has betrayed me more than any one offender
i have never wanted to kiss someone more than i did watching jonathan bailey sing “as long as you’re mine”
November 23, 2025 at 3:19 AM
i have never wanted to kiss someone more than i did watching jonathan bailey sing “as long as you’re mine”
my car is pissing me off so bad it’s almost curing my depression because I can’t kill myself and let this bitch outlive me
November 21, 2025 at 11:19 PM
my car is pissing me off so bad it’s almost curing my depression because I can’t kill myself and let this bitch outlive me
i never got the “daddy” type of kink shit until i realized: i’m the daddy
November 14, 2025 at 8:11 PM
i never got the “daddy” type of kink shit until i realized: i’m the daddy
i have got to start eating like i want my body to last longer than tomorrow
November 13, 2025 at 1:56 PM
i have got to start eating like i want my body to last longer than tomorrow
friend group in da karaoke bar asked for my number i declined and gave em my instagram bc “im emotionally unavailable but nice to look at” drunk me kinda dropping bars
November 9, 2025 at 2:29 AM
friend group in da karaoke bar asked for my number i declined and gave em my instagram bc “im emotionally unavailable but nice to look at” drunk me kinda dropping bars
continually disappointing myself with my readiness to believe things have changed
November 1, 2025 at 5:51 PM
continually disappointing myself with my readiness to believe things have changed
way too close to accepting a date i don’t actually wanna go on just bc i want to go out to eat. never check your dms when hungry
October 28, 2025 at 10:17 PM
way too close to accepting a date i don’t actually wanna go on just bc i want to go out to eat. never check your dms when hungry
i want to have a friendship where someone is genuinely interested and excited to listen to my music and share theirs with me. but i have only experienced that connection in interactions where the other person wanted to fuck me. so is this a real thing that can exist separate from that.
October 28, 2025 at 4:03 PM
i want to have a friendship where someone is genuinely interested and excited to listen to my music and share theirs with me. but i have only experienced that connection in interactions where the other person wanted to fuck me. so is this a real thing that can exist separate from that.
feeling like i’m currently in a season of overflowing, not with bounty, but something messy and ill-contained, oil spills warranting apology, nowhere proper to dispose of my heart’s excess
October 20, 2025 at 5:40 PM
feeling like i’m currently in a season of overflowing, not with bounty, but something messy and ill-contained, oil spills warranting apology, nowhere proper to dispose of my heart’s excess
FUCK my therapist’s timeline i’m ready to get married!!!!
October 14, 2025 at 12:47 AM
FUCK my therapist’s timeline i’m ready to get married!!!!
the way both the opener and the headliner of the sexy lesbian rock show flirted with me during their sets and i still wake up thinking No One Will Ever Want Me like girl get some ketamine and emdr
October 13, 2025 at 2:18 PM
the way both the opener and the headliner of the sexy lesbian rock show flirted with me during their sets and i still wake up thinking No One Will Ever Want Me like girl get some ketamine and emdr
i think i’m getting pretty good at watering this hollow wood
October 9, 2025 at 7:45 PM
i think i’m getting pretty good at watering this hollow wood
maybe i make being vulnerable more of a big deal than it has to be but so far every vulnerability i’ve expressed has been disregarded and exploited at one point by the people i trusted most
October 3, 2025 at 2:50 PM
maybe i make being vulnerable more of a big deal than it has to be but so far every vulnerability i’ve expressed has been disregarded and exploited at one point by the people i trusted most
how i want to share music with someone in a meaningful way that i wont come to regret
October 3, 2025 at 2:21 PM
how i want to share music with someone in a meaningful way that i wont come to regret
maybe i should never travel again because the two trips i get this year were and will be bookended by the same person leaving me in different ways
October 1, 2025 at 7:20 PM
maybe i should never travel again because the two trips i get this year were and will be bookended by the same person leaving me in different ways
my god let me just catch a fucking break
October 1, 2025 at 7:17 PM
my god let me just catch a fucking break
the day i start believing im worthy of the love i give it’s over for you bitches!
September 11, 2025 at 2:34 AM
the day i start believing im worthy of the love i give it’s over for you bitches!
how long is it gonna take to get to the part of my career when i’m established enough to start looking like a boy
September 8, 2025 at 11:31 PM
how long is it gonna take to get to the part of my career when i’m established enough to start looking like a boy
how about we take this back to my place and establish a dynamic that will confuse our community for decades to come
September 8, 2025 at 3:20 PM
how about we take this back to my place and establish a dynamic that will confuse our community for decades to come
i went to the worthy of love city and everyone knew you? i was banished upon sight however
August 24, 2025 at 3:11 AM
i went to the worthy of love city and everyone knew you? i was banished upon sight however