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Soka Sarmantoix
@bunboychewtoy.bsky.social
FFXIV RPer / 21+ 🔞 / Gposer / Artist / SFW & NSFW friendly

A former Au'Ra turned Viera from Kugane. Musician, singer, pianist, violinist, guitarist.
73, Male, Pansexual with a heavy male lean, Open marriage
《Maybe the damage is done
Maybe the darkness has won
And we were programmed just to suffer》

#gpose #Viera #Veena #ffxiv #ff14 #ffxivviera #bunboy #bnuuy #ffxivgpose
August 15, 2025 at 10:42 PM
《And I'm staring into the void again
No one knows what a mess I'm in
The voices in my head say I'm just being paranoid
But it's bad for my health
How much I hate myself
I suffocate
The weight
It pulls me underneath》

#gpose #Viera #Veena #ffxiv #ffxivviera #bunboy #ffxivgpose #ff14
August 2, 2025 at 8:11 PM
《I can't control the monster any longer that's inside
The pain and sorrow left us hollow
No tomorrows, hard to swallow
Death is calling, so appalling
Tightrope walking
Now I'm falling down》

#ffxiv #ffxivgpose #gpose #Viera #Veena #ff14 #ffxivviera #bunboy #bnuuy
August 1, 2025 at 3:55 PM
《I'm running outta teardrops, let it hurt till it stops
I can't keep my grip, I'm slipping away from me
Oh, God, everything is so fucked, but I can't feel a thing
The emptiness is heavier than you think》

#ffxiv #gpose ##ffxivviera #bunboy #bnuuy #Veena ##ffxivgpose
July 31, 2025 at 4:57 PM
《All this glory you did not earn
Every lesson you did not learn
You will drown in an endless sea
If it's blood that you want from me
You can empty my arteries
Will you halt this eclipse in me?》

#ffxivgpose #gpose #Viera #Veena #ffxiv #ffxivviera #bunboy #bnuuy
July 30, 2025 at 7:05 PM
《Nobody loves you like I love you, oh my dear
But you should have known that this was gonna end in tears》

#gpose #ffxivgpose #viera #Veena #ffxiv #ff14 #ffxivviera #bunboy #bnuuy #elezen #ffxivelezen
June 26, 2025 at 8:40 PM
Reposted by Soka Sarmantoix
Hello all,
A gofundme has been organized by a friend on behalf of myself and Michael's family as there are Significant costs involved with planning for his service that we could use the help with
If you can't help, that's more than ok, simply sharing the fund is already so helpful
gofund.me/615b77f0
Donate to Remembering Michael's Kindness and Joy, organized by A Nou
On Friday, May 23rd, my good friend Michael passed away suddenly and unexpectedly, while … A Nou needs your support for Remembering Michael's Kindness and Joy
gofund.me
May 27, 2025 at 7:00 PM
《Not acid nor alkaline
Caught between black and white
Not quite either day or night
He's perfectly misaligned
I'm caught up in his design
And how it connects to mine
I see in a different light
The objects of my desire》

#ffxivgpose #gpose #Viera #Veena #Rava #ffxiv #ff14 #ffxivviera #bunboy #bnuuy
May 28, 2025 at 11:16 PM
《Did my back hurt your knife?
Do you think you're bulletproof?
Go chat shit all you like
You and I both know the truth

Plot twist
I don't give two shits
About you or whether you exist
Tripping if you think there'll be a happy ending》

#ffxivgpose #gpose #Viera #Veena #ffxiv #ffxivviera #bunboy
May 27, 2025 at 1:50 AM
《Can't say I'm mad
This is entertainment
But I want what they have and I'm gonna take it
And I'm so sorry if I'm cynical, my water's full of chemicals
I don't know what I'm made of anymore》

##ffxivgpose #gpose #Viera #Veena #ffxiv #ff14 #ffxivviera #bunboy #bnuuy
May 25, 2025 at 11:59 AM
Reposted by Soka Sarmantoix
So, it took a week of planning and 2 days actually putting it together, but I did my own set inspired by @necromeowncy.bsky.social 's based off of a meme template. Thanks for the brainworms~! 💜

ft. @nightcrytid.bsky.social | @ovintiaxiv.bsky.social | @bunboychewtoy.bsky.social
May 16, 2025 at 8:47 PM
《Too young to get bitter over it all
Too old to retaliate like before
Too blessed to be caught ungrateful, I know
So I'll keep dancing along to the rhythm》

#ffxivgpose #gpose #Viera #Veena #ffxiv #ff14 #ffxivviera
May 13, 2025 at 4:46 AM
Back when I first made Soka, his name was initially Hisoka

The more he developed over time, the more he changed, and started going by Soka.

His first name is still Hisoka, which translates to "Secret". Which is fitting because his paternal blood heritage is where his half dragon trait comes from.
less important than direct meaning, for both navrys + gièvaix, is the significance underlying their names.
"navrys quilarain" is a construction, a pseudonym that took on a life of its own.
"gièvaix d'envers" quietly references media that inspired his creation; there's also a tiny kushiel reference!
May 12, 2025 at 4:42 PM
《Even in this garden of gardens I am the god of the gaps
I am the demon of Sodom
I am the blood of an angel, the fate of the fallen
Nobody knows where I came from, even I have forgotten

Will you halt this eclipse in me?》

#ffxivgpose #gpose #Viera #Veena #ffxiv #ff14 #ffxivviera #bunboy #halfdragon
May 11, 2025 at 1:57 PM
《I am the final dawn, I am the flood
And what was missing from those scriptures will be written in my blood
Dig down into the mud
What good is all this talk of wings when there is nothing left above?
Have you been waiting long?
For me?》

#ffxivgpose #gpose #Viera #Veena #ffxiv #ff14 #ffxivviera
May 10, 2025 at 7:36 PM
《One look at my past self
Double take on my cash flow
Apologising for shit that frankly I stopped thinking of years ago
And you know I deliberate on cutting out the demons
I still need a dark side, they just need a reason》

#ffxivgpose #gpose #Viera #Veena #ffxiv #ff14 #ffxivviera #bunboy #bnuuy
May 9, 2025 at 6:36 AM
《You might be the one to take away the pain and let my mind go quiet
And nothing else is quite the same as how I feel when I'm at your side》

(Featuring @kenjidaitoffxiv.bsky.social 's character, Davien)

#ffxivgpose #gpose #Viera #Veena #ffxiv #ff14 #ffxivviera #bunboy #bnuuy #elezen #duskwight
May 6, 2025 at 11:29 PM
"Let this be a lesson to you on who you call an 'abomination'. Next time will be your last."
- from the Dark Dragon AU

#ffxivgpose #gpose #Viera #Veena #ffxiv #ff14 #ffxivviera #bunboy #bnuuy
April 30, 2025 at 11:11 PM
《Oh, and my love
Did I mistake you for a sign from God?
Or are you really here to cut me off?
Or maybe just to turn me on?》

#ffxivgpose #gpose #Viera #Veena #ffxiv #ff14 #ffxivviera #bunboy #bnuuy
April 22, 2025 at 9:42 PM
《Hey, I'm begging you to stay
My darkside won today
My heart keeps breaking
Over and over
Hey, don't let me out your sight
Can't trust myself tonight
My heart keeps breaking
Can you talk me off the ledge again?》

#ffxivgpose #gpose #Viera #Veena #ffxiv #ff14 #ffxivviera #bunboy #bnuuy
April 12, 2025 at 2:30 AM
《Got out on good behaviour
I'm sorry kid but I can't be your
Saviour
I don't know what you expected》

#ffxivgpose #gpose #Viera #Veena #ffxiv #ff14 #ffxivviera #bunboy #bnuuy
April 10, 2025 at 1:41 AM
《I am in your algorithm learning all your mannerisms
I'm already level with God
A million words a second, and I know your imperfections
Baby, I'm the only future you've got》

#ffxivgpose #gpose #Viera #Veena #ffxiv #ff14 #ffxivviera #bunboy #bnuuy
April 8, 2025 at 4:29 AM
《So, don't swear to God. He never asked you.
It's not His heart you drove a knife through.
It's not His world you turned inside out.
Not His tears still rolling down.》

#ffxivgpose #gpose #Viera #Veena #ffxiv #ff14 #ffxivviera #bunboy #bnuuy
March 26, 2025 at 8:33 PM
《I need a cure for me 'cause a square doesn't fit the circle
Give me a remedy 'cause my head wasn't wired for this world》

#ffxivgpose #gpose #Viera #Veena #ffxiv #ff14 #ffxivviera #bunboy #bnuuy
March 25, 2025 at 8:51 PM