𝕝𝕛 ⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾ | edsky
@borderlinebby.bsky.social
25. they/them. feminist.
dx autism, adhd, bpd, c-ptsd. addict.
18+ content. minors dni!
TW on ALL content.
pro harm reduction & recovery
i follow back 18+ ed/mh accounts!
dx autism, adhd, bpd, c-ptsd. addict.
18+ content. minors dni!
TW on ALL content.
pro harm reduction & recovery
i follow back 18+ ed/mh accounts!
Pinned
EDs as unstable as my life. sort of recovering. sort of relapsing.
lw: 76lbs/34kg hw: 172lbs/78kg
18+ content, minors dni !!
trigger warning on everything:
mentions of ED, addiction, sh, trauma/cptsd, bpd, autism & adhd.
edtwt 14yrs veteran - crvckwhvre, codeinebvby & bpdmemoirs.
threads below👇🏼
lw: 76lbs/34kg hw: 172lbs/78kg
18+ content, minors dni !!
trigger warning on everything:
mentions of ED, addiction, sh, trauma/cptsd, bpd, autism & adhd.
edtwt 14yrs veteran - crvckwhvre, codeinebvby & bpdmemoirs.
threads below👇🏼
man i wish i was high rn
December 14, 2025 at 4:13 AM
man i wish i was high rn
like a crutch i can’t give up
December 13, 2025 at 11:19 AM
like a crutch i can’t give up
he hit me and it felt like a kiss
December 13, 2025 at 11:02 AM
he hit me and it felt like a kiss
3 nights without sleep, so we’re on day 4. i am having a major flare up off one of my my physical health conditions with no tramadol to combat it. i am not looking forward to the elvanse slump that will inevitably come. my mh is really bad. my bf is MIA. i text my something pitiful.
December 13, 2025 at 8:31 AM
3 nights without sleep, so we’re on day 4. i am having a major flare up off one of my my physical health conditions with no tramadol to combat it. i am not looking forward to the elvanse slump that will inevitably come. my mh is really bad. my bf is MIA. i text my something pitiful.
i just completely wasted one. i know things hit the blood stream faster when sn*rted so i did that and now i’m a week behind just on this one stupid day. fuck i hate being neurodivergent sm. i’d be EUPHORIC rn if i was normal
December 13, 2025 at 1:08 AM
i just completely wasted one. i know things hit the blood stream faster when sn*rted so i did that and now i’m a week behind just on this one stupid day. fuck i hate being neurodivergent sm. i’d be EUPHORIC rn if i was normal
i haven’t slept in 2 days and it looks like i’m going for 3 lmfao
December 12, 2025 at 10:48 PM
i haven’t slept in 2 days and it looks like i’m going for 3 lmfao
then my dads headphones wouldn’t connect to my phone no matter what i did and my mum said he’s getting frustrated with you stop texting him before he blows his top so i was just gna leave it. he comes in my room. sorts it. then digs at me abt my room so i’ll be expected to clean tomorrow
December 12, 2025 at 9:59 PM
then my dads headphones wouldn’t connect to my phone no matter what i did and my mum said he’s getting frustrated with you stop texting him before he blows his top so i was just gna leave it. he comes in my room. sorts it. then digs at me abt my room so i’ll be expected to clean tomorrow
i mean would it be the worst thing in the world if i went and scored he’s been MIA for 24 hours what kind of boyfriend does that to his vulnerable bpd partner ??? “hi im alive” would fucking suffice bro
December 12, 2025 at 9:00 PM
i mean would it be the worst thing in the world if i went and scored he’s been MIA for 24 hours what kind of boyfriend does that to his vulnerable bpd partner ??? “hi im alive” would fucking suffice bro
my boyfriend better have a good fucking reason for going radjo silent
December 12, 2025 at 7:36 PM
my boyfriend better have a good fucking reason for going radjo silent
its friday. i got a tiny amount of money today. i should clear some of my debt. but i know if i meet him tonight, i’ll score. popped my 3rd 70mg elvanse today. im doing everything i can to stay away bc i’ll be dumped otherwise. end of month will kill me, no elvanse for xmas or bday?! my worst times?
December 12, 2025 at 7:32 PM
its friday. i got a tiny amount of money today. i should clear some of my debt. but i know if i meet him tonight, i’ll score. popped my 3rd 70mg elvanse today. im doing everything i can to stay away bc i’ll be dumped otherwise. end of month will kill me, no elvanse for xmas or bday?! my worst times?
i didn’t sleep last night or the night before
December 12, 2025 at 7:36 AM
i didn’t sleep last night or the night before
obviously i still don’t abide by all laws but the sole reason i follow ANY law is bc i know i would find prison so fucking BORING and for me boredom is the worst prison there is and i can’t even kill myself in that scenario bc i have this whole pact w my dad i cant kms while he’s alive so
December 12, 2025 at 7:25 AM
obviously i still don’t abide by all laws but the sole reason i follow ANY law is bc i know i would find prison so fucking BORING and for me boredom is the worst prison there is and i can’t even kill myself in that scenario bc i have this whole pact w my dad i cant kms while he’s alive so
y’all are my family where else would i go 🤧🖤
and in your final moments you came to us 🤧
December 12, 2025 at 6:12 AM
y’all are my family where else would i go 🤧🖤
the internet it off. AGAIN.
i have little to no data. fml.
i have little to no data. fml.
December 12, 2025 at 6:01 AM
the internet it off. AGAIN.
i have little to no data. fml.
i have little to no data. fml.
i finally made the family.
this is the King family, big time investor Michael, his Lawyer Wife Tamira, their eldest child Shae (my focus) & their son Darius. They run a tight ship, they expect perfect grades, extracurriculars and College is a non negotiable. Anything less is failure in their eyes.
this is the King family, big time investor Michael, his Lawyer Wife Tamira, their eldest child Shae (my focus) & their son Darius. They run a tight ship, they expect perfect grades, extracurriculars and College is a non negotiable. Anything less is failure in their eyes.
December 11, 2025 at 10:20 PM
i finally made the family.
this is the King family, big time investor Michael, his Lawyer Wife Tamira, their eldest child Shae (my focus) & their son Darius. They run a tight ship, they expect perfect grades, extracurriculars and College is a non negotiable. Anything less is failure in their eyes.
this is the King family, big time investor Michael, his Lawyer Wife Tamira, their eldest child Shae (my focus) & their son Darius. They run a tight ship, they expect perfect grades, extracurriculars and College is a non negotiable. Anything less is failure in their eyes.
just realised it won’t be a “white” christmas and its ruined my day
December 11, 2025 at 6:19 PM
just realised it won’t be a “white” christmas and its ruined my day
i feel guilty having an even negative THOUGHT about my dad bc he can be so mean and harsh and angry but he’s also so thoughtful and deep down a very good man. its so conflicting, like my current safe food requires a lot of prep, the night before & on the day & he’s still gone and done it for me 🥲🥲🥲
December 11, 2025 at 12:23 PM
i feel guilty having an even negative THOUGHT about my dad bc he can be so mean and harsh and angry but he’s also so thoughtful and deep down a very good man. its so conflicting, like my current safe food requires a lot of prep, the night before & on the day & he’s still gone and done it for me 🥲🥲🥲
building this world has become so fun. it already had some stuff in it but now it feels more personalised since i got a storyline :D
my next side quest on my forever save file focuses on a teen girl from a semi-affluent family getting pregnant and refusing to give up her baby so shes disowned. sims starting funds is 20k so i made a house under that. i figured she’d be able to gather 20k, i imagine she sold most things + savings
December 11, 2025 at 11:56 AM
building this world has become so fun. it already had some stuff in it but now it feels more personalised since i got a storyline :D
no but seriously i’ve deadass been agoraphobic since i was 21?? i’ve missed so many important events and missed out on so many opportunities because i couldn’t leave the house
my dad absolutely going off at me….
dad: why don’t you come in here a bit? (in a sharp aggressive tone)
me: … no thats ok
went in to discuss my severe UTI, got a huge lecture about how i don’t help myself & how its my fault & how i love labels
“so you’re agoraphobic now?”
have been since i was 21🧍🏻
dad: why don’t you come in here a bit? (in a sharp aggressive tone)
me: … no thats ok
went in to discuss my severe UTI, got a huge lecture about how i don’t help myself & how its my fault & how i love labels
“so you’re agoraphobic now?”
have been since i was 21🧍🏻
December 11, 2025 at 10:09 AM
no but seriously i’ve deadass been agoraphobic since i was 21?? i’ve missed so many important events and missed out on so many opportunities because i couldn’t leave the house
bittersweet symphony just hits different… if u have never listened to it i highly recommend you do
December 11, 2025 at 10:05 AM
bittersweet symphony just hits different… if u have never listened to it i highly recommend you do
my dad absolutely going off at me….
dad: why don’t you come in here a bit? (in a sharp aggressive tone)
me: … no thats ok
went in to discuss my severe UTI, got a huge lecture about how i don’t help myself & how its my fault & how i love labels
“so you’re agoraphobic now?”
have been since i was 21🧍🏻
dad: why don’t you come in here a bit? (in a sharp aggressive tone)
me: … no thats ok
went in to discuss my severe UTI, got a huge lecture about how i don’t help myself & how its my fault & how i love labels
“so you’re agoraphobic now?”
have been since i was 21🧍🏻
December 11, 2025 at 9:06 AM
my dad absolutely going off at me….
dad: why don’t you come in here a bit? (in a sharp aggressive tone)
me: … no thats ok
went in to discuss my severe UTI, got a huge lecture about how i don’t help myself & how its my fault & how i love labels
“so you’re agoraphobic now?”
have been since i was 21🧍🏻
dad: why don’t you come in here a bit? (in a sharp aggressive tone)
me: … no thats ok
went in to discuss my severe UTI, got a huge lecture about how i don’t help myself & how its my fault & how i love labels
“so you’re agoraphobic now?”
have been since i was 21🧍🏻
me: an often su*c*dal individual in a loving relationship (but has never been in one longer than a year)
*brain working overtime*
me: what if in 20 years good luck babe happens to me
*brain working overtime*
me: what if in 20 years good luck babe happens to me
good luck babe hits different as a bi women tbh bc like i LOVE women. i prefer women. i’m in a relationship with a man. if this goes long term, will i turn 40 and wake up next to him in the middle of the night, with my head in my hands, i’m nothing more than his wife… like its struck FEAR in me
December 11, 2025 at 8:30 AM
me: an often su*c*dal individual in a loving relationship (but has never been in one longer than a year)
*brain working overtime*
me: what if in 20 years good luck babe happens to me
*brain working overtime*
me: what if in 20 years good luck babe happens to me
my next side quest on my forever save file focuses on a teen girl from a semi-affluent family getting pregnant and refusing to give up her baby so shes disowned. sims starting funds is 20k so i made a house under that. i figured she’d be able to gather 20k, i imagine she sold most things + savings
December 11, 2025 at 8:03 AM
my next side quest on my forever save file focuses on a teen girl from a semi-affluent family getting pregnant and refusing to give up her baby so shes disowned. sims starting funds is 20k so i made a house under that. i figured she’d be able to gather 20k, i imagine she sold most things + savings
i post so much rubbish that i don’t know what post got deleted and got me suspended i also wish the person had just said “this is harmful” or “this is not ok” and i would have removed it… being suspended was AWFUL, now i have to be cautious
December 11, 2025 at 7:43 AM
i post so much rubbish that i don’t know what post got deleted and got me suspended i also wish the person had just said “this is harmful” or “this is not ok” and i would have removed it… being suspended was AWFUL, now i have to be cautious
good luck babe hits different as a bi women tbh bc like i LOVE women. i prefer women. i’m in a relationship with a man. if this goes long term, will i turn 40 and wake up next to him in the middle of the night, with my head in my hands, i’m nothing more than his wife… like its struck FEAR in me
December 11, 2025 at 7:41 AM
good luck babe hits different as a bi women tbh bc like i LOVE women. i prefer women. i’m in a relationship with a man. if this goes long term, will i turn 40 and wake up next to him in the middle of the night, with my head in my hands, i’m nothing more than his wife… like its struck FEAR in me