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Evianna 🪷

@blowpopsugarcube.bsky.social

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LA ➡️ Bay Area. Lover of music, cooking, weather, sports, retro tv & others. Autistic/ADHD. Bipolar, PTSD, agoraphobia, OCD. Chronic pain. Sober (8/23/23). NICU survivor. Soul with a body ✨💫 #RecoveryPosse #MentalHealthMatters

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Evianna 🪷 @blowpopsugarcube.bsky.social · 2h

Holy bananas, how many Eagles players have gone down with injuries today?

#NFL #EaglesVikings

Evianna 🪷 @blowpopsugarcube.bsky.social · 2h

2 hours until my brother comes to get me for the party.

Anxiety= through the roof

Physically= feeling like ass

Mood cycles= they’re there

But hanging in there. It’ll be good to see my brother and sister in law and try to have a fun time.

Evianna 🪷 @blowpopsugarcube.bsky.social · 2h

😊😊 thank you

Evianna 🪷 @blowpopsugarcube.bsky.social · 2h

Thank you! 😊 i always appreciate your kind words

Evianna 🪷 @blowpopsugarcube.bsky.social · 17h

Ooh boy, it’s Bugsy who comes to replace Lara. Totally forgot about that part. The look on Hannah’s face said everything

#BelowDeckMed

Evianna 🪷 @blowpopsugarcube.bsky.social · 17h

Gratitude tonight 🌺
1) It’s finally getting to be electric blanket season/weather
2) My sobriety
3) My cozy home
4) My brother and sister in law are here visiting
5) My dad turns 80 tomorrow and there’s gonna be a big party for him

#RecoveryPosse #ODAAT

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Evianna 🪷 @blowpopsugarcube.bsky.social · 17h

Anyway. Good evening, Sky friends 💫🌙✨

Evianna 🪷 @blowpopsugarcube.bsky.social · 18h

It’s not a Below Deck picnic without some kind of incident. This time, it was broken glass in a garbage bag and it cut Malia’s leg. And now that Lara’s gone, I forget who the new stew is that comes to replace her.

#BelowDeckMed

Evianna 🪷 @blowpopsugarcube.bsky.social · 1d

I may not be having the best time right now, but rewatching season 5 of BDM, Ben and Jerry’s chocolate fudge brownie ice cream, and Reese’s big cup caramel will help a bit.

And I still hate Lara.

#BelowDeckMed

Evianna 🪷 @blowpopsugarcube.bsky.social · 1d

Hi my wonderful Sky friends 💙🩵💙🩵 it’s a breezy 78° (Fahrenheit) degrees here. Still feeling how I was feeling yesterday with physical symptoms today; cough, sinus pressure/pain, nasal congestion, body aches. I’ve had this virus for what feels like forever 😩

#NEISVoid

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Evianna 🪷 @blowpopsugarcube.bsky.social · 1d

Then I go down this rabbit hole (I guess the cool kids are saying that these days) about this shit and my spiral downward happens so fast. I try not to let that happen, but there are times that I crack

Evianna 🪷 @blowpopsugarcube.bsky.social · 1d

Because doing the work is taxing. Because healing from trauma and being sober can be a lonely path to walk. Because there’s a grief that I’m allowed to feel.

I’m still learning about emotions and feelings like I’m a small child, especially how to rein them in and get a better handle on them.

Evianna 🪷 @blowpopsugarcube.bsky.social · 1d

Hello my dear Sky friends 🩵🩵🩵touching base. Really good therapy session today, but damn it was draining. Not because I talked about super heavy stuff, but because I realized there’s a lotta shit that I have to let go of

Evianna 🪷 @blowpopsugarcube.bsky.social · 1d

Ah, there it is! Thank you 💜💜

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Evianna 🪷 @blowpopsugarcube.bsky.social · 2d

However, I love movies about paranormal shit, demon possession, and evil spirits who haunt people by showing up everywhere. I watched The Conjuring 2 on Halloween last year and turned off all the lights in my house, then had popcorn and Red Vines

Evianna 🪷 @blowpopsugarcube.bsky.social · 2d

So, I watched some of Hocus Pocus the other night on Freeform. I really tried to like it, but switched channels after maybe 15 minutes. It came on after Beetlejuice, which I never cared for as a kid. I watched it as an adult, still don’t.

Evianna 🪷 @blowpopsugarcube.bsky.social · 2d

I love it on Below Deck Down Under as well, especially the shots of the marine life

Evianna 🪷 @blowpopsugarcube.bsky.social · 2d

I love love love the cinematography on Below Deck; these shots of Tahiti are stunning. And I would go down that water slide a million times like a little kid

#BelowDeck

Evianna 🪷 @blowpopsugarcube.bsky.social · 2d

Caroline: “So, I’m gonna give you guys my two days.”

The resting bitch faces on Josiah and Kate were a “if looks could kill” type.

#BelowDeck #BravoSky

Evianna 🪷 @blowpopsugarcube.bsky.social · 2d

Not yet! Do I find it on the App Store?

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Evianna 🪷 @blowpopsugarcube.bsky.social · 2d

Hi Ree 💜💜

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Evianna 🪷 @blowpopsugarcube.bsky.social · 2d

It sure is! 😁😍

Evianna 🪷 @blowpopsugarcube.bsky.social · 2d

Took a long nap at some point. Now I’m glaring and cuddled with my blankets watching the Blue Jays-Mariners game. Bottom of the 9th and the Jays are up by 6, and Scherzer is a powerhouse 🔥🔥🔥 why have I never noticed him before

#MLB #ALCS

Evianna 🪷 @blowpopsugarcube.bsky.social · 2d

After the walk I had breakfast. Went to my meeting. Cleaned my stove burners, unloaded my dishwasher, and did many other chores. I was just trying to not think about anything. This anniversary month is getting intense

#BipolarSky

Evianna 🪷 @blowpopsugarcube.bsky.social · 2d

Today was...it started out kind of okay, but then I started to really struggle after logging off my meeting. I started my morning off with a walk, I’m trying to do that as much as I can. And I’m starting to go up on the duration of the walk too

#BipolarSky #ERP #agoraphobia