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Blepleb

Blepleb

@blepleb.bsky.social

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17 year old artist. autistic/adhd/ocd i like spamton a lot other than that i mostly post about my ocs and random things on my mind #art #spamton #shitpost #fandom #digitalart

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Blepleb @blepleb.bsky.social · 27d

OLD GODZILLA WAS HOPPING AROUND
TOKYO CITY LIKE A BIG PLAYGROUND

Blepleb @blepleb.bsky.social · 1d

wait hey i remember you. are you from alabama? i remember seeing you and i was searching the wword on bluesky
honestly in a kinda self destructive way cause i was expecting mostly negative news and stuff but it. has been. kinda not (as) bad as i was thinking? i think?

Blepleb @blepleb.bsky.social · 1d

please no
just. make a mound of dirt and put them on it.

Blepleb @blepleb.bsky.social · 1d

quick were there any districts in alabama that voted blue specifically in rural alabama asking for a friend and not for myself promise
(lying)

Blepleb @blepleb.bsky.social · 1d

and i wish that some of the progress and positivity that i see in other places would find its way over here but i feel like i'm abandoned and isolated from like. the rest of ''the group'' & it sucks :(

Blepleb @blepleb.bsky.social · 1d

yeah
for me though, i feel great for it happening but i also feel so left out too. its weird & i'm not sure what to make of it, i just want to be included i guess. every time my state (alabama) is mentioned its usually over something really bad happening or we're being made fun of

Blepleb @blepleb.bsky.social · 1d

please i wan to feel included

Blepleb @blepleb.bsky.social · 1d

please say that this comes to alabama. please. please. i want something to be proud of. something. please. fucking please. if theres anything good that i missed someone please tell me i feel so left out and it's been negatively affecting my mental health i'm being serious please

Blepleb @blepleb.bsky.social · 1d

hopefully the south becomes woke too because i want in on the party i'm tired of living in anti woke town i want to be with my woke brethren help me

Blepleb @blepleb.bsky.social · 1d

also hello. i very frequently lurk in the halls of 'spamton' search term so bluesky so i'll probably appear again. unless you don't want me to and then i wont and i'm sorry

Blepleb @blepleb.bsky.social · 1d

yeah basically yeah
in all fairness if i was spamton i think i would be pretty fucked too i think being spamton is what hell would feel like and im only being a little ironic there

Blepleb @blepleb.bsky.social · 2d

yahoo!
maybe one day that can happen here in alabama. mental health has been bad but maybe i will live just to piss them off/ and i will outlive them too. sweet home WOKE-a-bama? yes please!
help i think that last part is becoming a stim for me

Blepleb @blepleb.bsky.social · 2d

make sure that it doesn't happen by being ''good''
interesting...
did spamton listen?
lol no

Blepleb @blepleb.bsky.social · 2d

put them in a room together for reasons
...and then he went against his better judgement and tried to help spamton partially because he's actualy just the kind of person to do that and partially out of the worry that he would/could end up like him someday and as a way to like. i guess superstisiousl

Blepleb @blepleb.bsky.social · 2d

this is basically the situation that ended up accidentally happening between spamton and an oc that i originally created to be a self described ''ripoff'' of spamton
my oc wound up having a good ending (before getting their story rewritten) but was freaked the FUCK out by spamton when i decided to-

Blepleb @blepleb.bsky.social · 3d

amount. i just want to think that everyone is going to get a happy ending. they have to. they have to.

Blepleb @blepleb.bsky.social · 3d

similar to what that guy did in particular for some reason. so like. if he ends up actually just being evil, and if hes just always been that way, then like. what does that say about me? and there will be no other character that i can relate to in the same way. which scares me. like an unreasonable

Blepleb @blepleb.bsky.social · 3d

and i've been really afraid of the idea of #spamton actually just being an evil piece of shit for real because like. i like him a lot and i relate to being or feeling like a complete abject failure in every way and there is not a single character out there that has elicited anything even remotely

Blepleb @blepleb.bsky.social · 3d

in that moment.
there's also the fact that like. that its that room in particular that obviously references #spamton with him also being a comfort character for me that i latched onto during probably the worst point in my life so far, so like, fucking ouch. jesus christ

Blepleb @blepleb.bsky.social · 3d

it may or may not have sent me spiraling downwards for a bit. i think it was the room itself (obviously) paired with tennas reaction to you repeatedly failing at everything paired again with that ''there is a room...for people like *you*'' dialogue. it just felt horrible and i don't think i was okay

Blepleb @blepleb.bsky.social · 3d

long stupid rant incoming
so. #deltarune z rank room. i remember watching a video on it and afterwards i came out of it genuinely really depressed like it felt like that room was actively mocking me somehow. that was DEFINITELY not what toby intended and i don't know what the FUCK happened but-

Blepleb @blepleb.bsky.social · 3d

to see a future where he's *okay*. yknow? and stable and a better person. like he is the only character like that that i've grown attached to and if he ends up actually just being evil then like. what does that say about me. man. fuck.

Blepleb @blepleb.bsky.social · 3d

be okay and be better like. if he ends up just being evil then its gonna feel really shitty because he is like the *only* character that has had the kind of effect on me that he has had because he's an abject failure in every way which is, unfortunately, relatable to me and because of that i want

Blepleb @blepleb.bsky.social · 3d

yeah
i came on here just to kinda rant about that actually lol like i like spamton a lot genuinely and im scared at the idea of him actually for real *just* being an evil piece of shit cause like. he is my comfort character that i got attached to at a very low point in life and like i wanna see him

Blepleb @blepleb.bsky.social · 4d

i adopt the th spamton

Blepleb @blepleb.bsky.social · 5d

and worms too believe it or not yeah those are somehow relevant too but not canonically
[[succumb to the worm]]
[[succumb to the worm]]