Oh my gosh that’s the coolest thing ever omg?? Good luck in getting more autographs that’s so awesome!!

I love fire emblem!! I rlly wanna get into playing more of the games :3 also yeah ofc!! I’m fine with pictures as long as ppl ask! :] I also saw there’s gonna be a fire emblem cosplay meetup on Saturday so im so excited abt that WOO

I haven;t posted in a bit here oopsies but EEK anime impulse this weekend, SO EXCITWD YAY!! Gonna be osplaying Felix (academy version) ofc :3 currently finishing up a sword for the cosplay! :D

Artfight tmrw guys, so freaking excited HEHE

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I’m sobbing bruh why did my sister’s teacher make this word search as an assignment HELP HAJSG they have so many words the teacher doesn’t like, thsi isn’t even all of em apparently PFT

also I’m struggling on this word search,,trying to help her,,

I don’t know what to talk abt,,,HGDHS that’s why i wanted to reschedule at least

I do NOT wanna go to my therapy appt today bruh,,,I meant reschedule but forgot grrr

It is the fear of looking stupid for asking a question💔

LIKE for example; this always. Happens when I commission ppl bc im like “what if they decline my request n i feel like a FOOL!!” Or like recently i messaged someone to get clarification on smth n im like,,staring at the notif bc they replied back and im anxious to open it LMAO

Anyone else also get weirdly anxious when someone replies back to smth you asked about HGDSH LIKE it’s not even anything bad it;s just,,IDK WHAT IT IS HAHSGD

Srry im yearning again andf sont know what to do about it GO AWAY AUGH i hate feelings.,,

I miss my exes and then I remember what made them bad and im like ok im chill but then i remember the Good Things and I crumble GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!!!

Not to mention all the negative feelings I get abt myself once getting in a relationship like goodness gracious what the FUCK let me chill,,

Feelings r crazy bc I be like “iwant a partner i want someone to love” and then when i get in a relationship im like “oh ok wait no go back this may not have been what i wanted,,,,,,I am thinking I just wanted a close friend ohfuck” LIKE BOOOOO

I wanns make adopts so i have smth to do but also hhhh i lowkey hate designing and also there’s the feeling of it going to waste and hh

Need smth to do so my brain doesn’t thinjgfk abt stupid stuff but I literally dont know what to do UGHHH punching the wall

It’s happening again STOPPP GO AWAY.

I had smth in my eye and it HURT so I got up faster than usual and hit my head on the bar GHSJSG I’m fine but yeowch

I used to hit my head or back on the ceiling when I would sit on my bed (I don’t anymore bc I would get rlly bad back pain) but a few times I’ve hit my head while stepping out from under my bed and hit it on the metal frame,,,

Pros and cons of having a loft bed
Pros: my bed and desk can occupy the same space and give my room more space!!
Cons: ikeep hittinfg my fucingh head on the bed

Also yeah maybe I did stay up late asf last night but also that’s because I had the most energy I’ve had all week so like let me enjoy that okay!!!!!! Like if i get a burst of energy i am USING it man

She also gets (understandably) upset when i wake up at 12-12:30 during the week. But like I’ve been getting up around 10, literally the recent times where I got up at 12 she JUST so happened to not be out running errands and got mad at me for sleeping in that long LIKE ITS NOT EVERYDAY GIRL WHAT.

“You’re probably just gonna sleep in till five now. Why couldn’t you just stay asleep.” Because i just wanted a nap to have energy!!!! I’m gonna hang out with my sister tonight and I don’t wanna be tired; and also I wanna work on something that she asked me to, so like,,i need my energy pls

Why’d my mom get upset at me for taking a nap,,”I don’t know why you do this to yourself” GIRL I KNOW. But like I’ve been good at not doing naps bc they make me stay up late but I just so happened to take one today bc I felt really drained but obviously didn’t wanna sleep yet