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@be11aswan.bsky.social
she/her ^ྀི 23 ^ྀི ednos ^ྀི cgw 130
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April accountability 🤍
Waiting for my program to start in June and they r saying I might have to start paying my student loans early bc I’m technically not enrolled atm 😐 what if I kms
April 8, 2025 at 4:44 PM
Bad bad binge day. I’m just doomed to be fat forever. I’m so close to being back at my hw and I still can’t seem to actually starve. It used to be so easy why am I so bad at it now
April 4, 2025 at 6:19 AM
April 2
weigh in: 133.8 lbs
total: 2440 😐
no pics. was doing good for most of the day and then had pizza
April 3, 2025 at 8:00 PM
Poor kitty I hope he has a speedy recovery!
April 2, 2025 at 8:02 PM
Canvas jumpscare
April 2, 2025 at 7:02 PM
Describe your music taste in six artists

1. Pierce the veil
2. My chemical romance
3. Megan thee stallion
4. Korn
5. Deftones
6. Slipknot
Describe your music taste in six artists

1. kendrick
2. sza
3. lana
4. saves the day
5. cardi
6. owen
Describe your music taste in six artists

1. Fall Out Boy
2. YACHT
3. Mother Mother
4. idkhow
5. Pierce The Veil
6. The Used

I’ve got like 10k songs in rotation and it’s hard to pick just six but these are the ones I’ve rotated through most recently.
April 2, 2025 at 6:59 PM
1) any low calorie ice cream pint (halo top, nicks etc)
2) any veggie but esp cucumbers
3) zero sugar chobani yogurts
4) soup
5) the individual bags of baked lays, only 140 cals and satisfies my chip cravings
April 2, 2025 at 6:47 PM
Incredibly valid
April 2, 2025 at 6:38 PM
scale dropped 2 lbs overnight. they were right about drinking water 😞
April 2, 2025 at 6:36 PM
April 1
weigh in: 135.6 lbs
total: 1315. went a little over but still in a decent deficit for today so I’m counting that as a win
April 2, 2025 at 5:18 AM
Rules/goals:
- twomad + one snack under 200 cals
- close all rings
- 10k steps every day
- cal max of 1200
- take pics of everything eaten
April 1, 2025 at 4:57 PM
Stats
sw: 135.6 lbs
gw: 120.0 lbs

I’m seeing ptv in may and I really don’t want to be fat, but I’m being more lenient with my food rules this month bc that’s what I think made me binge so bad in march
April 1, 2025 at 4:57 PM
April accountability 🤍
April 1, 2025 at 4:57 PM
Happy april bloomfies 😁 new accountability thread going up I am locking in this month ‼️
April 1, 2025 at 3:06 PM
Parmesan or raspberry vinaigrette for my salad today hmmm
a cat in a pink shirt is sitting in a green basket of salad .
ALT: a cat in a pink shirt is sitting in a green basket of salad .
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March 21, 2025 at 6:18 PM
They’re cutting the trees outside my apartment and it’s so damn loud I’m gonna pull my hair out
March 21, 2025 at 3:18 PM
gonna cut up all my fruit and freeze it to make smoothies this week to quell my sweet treat addiction
March 21, 2025 at 4:32 AM
anorexia starts tomorrow ‼️
March 21, 2025 at 4:29 AM
Reposted by joy
I’m here to undo the binge curse that has fell on edsky. You are now cleansed
a person is holding a piece of white sage with smoke coming out of it .
ALT: a person is holding a piece of white sage with smoke coming out of it .
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March 17, 2025 at 1:18 AM
What supplement do you take?
March 16, 2025 at 7:43 PM
Why are we all binging this week did someone curse us 😞
March 16, 2025 at 7:42 PM
ok I am dog sitting for my aunt this weekend and staying at her house so I think I’m going to attempt a 3 day liquid diet since I won’t be around my bf. I’ve never done a liquid diet before but it’s only 3 days, and I’ve been binging bad so hopefully it will help me get back on track
March 14, 2025 at 5:03 AM
sry I’ve been so inactive I ate like shit the past two days and I’m embarrassed to update my accountability thread lmao
March 14, 2025 at 2:12 AM
Mini haul
March 12, 2025 at 11:02 PM
Going shopping w bf and my sister and then having dinner at my moms house tonight yippee
March 12, 2025 at 7:57 PM