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Greeting πŸ¦·πŸ‚
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Schizophrenic transgender woman making therapeutic art πŸ‚ 1997 | She/Her | UK https://aybaonline.carrd.co Profile picture by β€ͺ@saproartist.bsky.social
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Currently chipping away at a Doom 2 texture replacement wad for personal use β€” May share on my site 🧑
It's okay! I always welcome people to have contentions or not enjoy my work, lots of my closest friends don't like my art. My problem in the thread was Scuba Steve implying that I was a bad artist for not doing exactly as he commanded.
I like feedback, I like discussion, but I won't be dictated.
I cleaned my room β€” I am immortal.
That’s true. It’s unfortunately late for that. I’ll continue on elsewhere.
Something, something I’ll figure out.
I just desperately need to get away from them. I don’t want anything to do with that forum.
Don’t worry… No more Doom.
I will find a way to live forever.
Ah! Lovely to see you again... Thank you so much for connecting with my work β™₯
I really try to make my work possess a frustrating difficulty and messiness... Fighting the Hysterians is a metaphor which only really works if they are a struggle, and fighting them feels crude and unnatural. I'm still trying to work on this specific aspect, and I have more freedom to do that now.β™₯
Escaped now to somewhere safer, I hope. Authority figures will always do this, abuse of male power looks kinder to the people outside of its targeted gaze. Being polite is more important than exercising empathy.

Doomworld is a horrible place.
I’ve decided to host my art on my personal site. I pulled my work because there was pressure from established users on Doomworld to make changes to specific, intentional parts of my maps just because they know better. I don’t want authority figures to make me uncomfortable anymore, not again.
Belot is tested to work on any DSDA-adjacent port, I can at least report that it works in DSDADoom, Nyan Doom, etc. My future work will run standalone to avoid this kind of thing. 🧑
i would have been a good mariachi if i knew how to play guitar or have sex
this was a frustration because i hate this idea
mental health culture culminates in the same terminating point as it had before performance
β€œhurry up and fix yourself, attention-seeker”
lesbian romance coming of age story about a past her prime bass guitarist who gets turned into a bass guitar by a curse that will only be undone by a sweet cool solo being played on her but she’s been bought by an amateur scrappy college girl oh no! slams my fucking head in the sink over and over an
this is true i was thinking very superficially, we do all do this and it’s being born again in its own way, we’re always turning into a new thing
i always had a feeling and i knew that you possessed some quality of otherness from the secular world
i’m so happy that you can change whenever i’d love to start over a hundred times if i was you and keep restarting my life with a new face whenever i felt like
there are people who have chosen evil and hatred, who have changed and become beings of light and warmth.
this means that nobody is exempt from accountability, but also that nobody is exempt from redemption.
don’t throw yourself on a sword for an evil person, but don’t turn away a convert of love
the practice of modern witchcraft is taking the world of magic by its feet and dragging it kicking and screaming into the harsh confines of academic objectivism. books are where gods are torn from their disciples
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