Skunks are cute

Got my fit set out for Shabbat tonight. I'm probably the only one dressing out for weekly service but I like looking good

My bunny bracelet (his ashes are in the beads)

Blocked the phone of an abuser today.

That has to be a positive step.

I need a side gig so I can afford more psychologists to talk to >.>

this trans awareness week, i think that you should read this magical realist neo-noir story about a trans PI investigating a messy divorce

then you should tell me how good you thought it was so my ADHD will be convinced to finish the next one

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Had to mute a tag :/

I think I have to be done with kink and hypno.

Maybe for a long time. Maybe forever.

Wondering if people would consent to submit short stories for an anthology that gets published to benefit the publishing company's funding pool for covering publishing costs.

Probably around a more thematic time like pride month or tdor

Ended up in a head shop for the kid last night and realizing I keep pushing my aesthetic towards what our mother used to wear. Hippie clothes.

Trying to contextualize being ruined by past trauma as positive growth.

It's got to be better than chasing reliving it as comfort.

Oh look it's me youtube.com/shorts/zS5oR...

Stop making excuses for my abusers challenge 2025 ;-;

I'm having trouble articulating what happened last night. Being reminded of my trauma, my torture, has never affected me adversely before.

I can't escape that feeling now. It's turning the stomach and sapping everything I have.

When is the time going to come that I can't find my way out of the delusional hallucination?

I wrote a stage play about this some 30 years ago. I can't remember the dialogue only the blocking and set designs.

Trapped in the halls reliving the torture over and over

All of this news is like: "Breaking: world's most pedophile is exactly what you knew he was."

Wow that last hazbin episode was a rough watch for me. Mostly the end of it.

Yeah

I should have gotten into booze or drugs instead of food as a kid

I'm never going to get bottom surgery. There's always going to be something more important, someone in need, someone to help, someone to care for.

I'm going to die despising the body I was born in.

Just need someone who wants to stick an immersion blender in my head

Ethically

For their own amusement

But ethically

Whee just loads of trauma chasing this morning. It's great that it can be done internally thanks to my sister but it'd be nice if it could stop >.>

Truly wish I could come into the kind of funding that'd allow me to gather everyone we care about in one place so I could know they'd never be without shelter and food

@robinisfine.bsky.social brought together an amazing meal last night with some beef/sausage and ricotta stuffed pasta.

Made a little garlic toast out of ciabatta rolls and garlic confit.

Feel like I'm losing my mind
Feel like I'm losing my mind
Over
And
Over
I feel like I'm losing my mind

My bunny is in here