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ego 🥀7.3 💔 comms open

@anxxero.bsky.social

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💜 oc and ffxiv obsessed • ast 💫 • drk 🥀 🩷 ego death • 🎂 5/15 🖤 part-time furry • i own the boyfailure (leo)

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ego 🥀7.3 💔 comms open @anxxero.bsky.social · Jan 15

💫 heya im ego, he/they
⭐2d illustrator/animator, practicing 3d in the bg
🌟im insane about my wol and ffxiv. ast is my baby
🌙c()mms ➡️ DM or vgen: vgen.co/anxxero

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ego 🥀7.3 💔 comms open @anxxero.bsky.social · 3h

im so tired of being in some kind of horrible pain every day

ego 🥀7.3 💔 comms open @anxxero.bsky.social · 3h

evil stomach ache begone

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ego 🥀7.3 💔 comms open @anxxero.bsky.social · 5h

they spread

ego 🥀7.3 💔 comms open @anxxero.bsky.social · 5h

the problem isnt like im ill all day. its only at night that i have problems bc im alone and the loneliness gets to me. so ive worked something out so that wont be an issue i have to worry about out of state <3

ego 🥀7.3 💔 comms open @anxxero.bsky.social · 5h

got something worked out so i can still go to gateway ;w; really happy about that

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ego 🥀7.3 💔 comms open @anxxero.bsky.social · 5h

HELP YEA xD

ego 🥀7.3 💔 comms open @anxxero.bsky.social · 5h

i dont have a po box but i wouldnt mind giving you an address ;w;

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ego 🥀7.3 💔 comms open @anxxero.bsky.social · 20h

i was looking forward to gateway so much but it might turn out that i wont be going because i cant stabilize...im so disappointed in myself, and frustrated with this hole ive fallen into

ego 🥀7.3 💔 comms open @anxxero.bsky.social · 1d

some progress shots so u know how messy i truly am

ego 🥀7.3 💔 comms open @anxxero.bsky.social · 1d

puts his ears in a lil bow

#leokallios

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Elpis Darling @elpisdarling.bsky.social · 1d

Dynamis -- [Marlith ] -- Lavander Beds [7w - p3]-OPEN
New Sets in the large, for you to enjoy and just let your creativity out. With Love -- Elpis.

#etoilestudio #etoilestudios #gposers #ffxivhousing #gpose

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ego 🥀7.3 💔 comms open @anxxero.bsky.social · 2d

exhausting week, but i think im starting to stabilize again. hopefully no attacks tonight

ego 🥀7.3 💔 comms open @anxxero.bsky.social · 4d

man me too

ego 🥀7.3 💔 comms open @anxxero.bsky.social · 5d

i want to be something. i want to be more than my trauma and mental illness. i swear theres more to me than this.

ego 🥀7.3 💔 comms open @anxxero.bsky.social · 5d

i hope to make my own art book some day. for myself. and the people who enjoy my work.

getting support and resources for it feels so far away and impossible though. but its been a dream ive had for as long as i can remember. and i dont want to be another failure who gave up.

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ego 🥀7.3 💔 comms open @anxxero.bsky.social · 5d

yei some stickers to trade at gateway if i stabilize in time to go. the manu was kind enough to reprint ego but the margins are different. oh well its fine

#leokallios • #egokallios

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ego 🥀7.3 💔 comms open @anxxero.bsky.social · Aug 9

loving leo can be difficult because his partner will also have to love his traumatized other half, ego, who is a far cry from leos softer personality. there is no choosing one because it will just cause problems to arise

#leokallios • #egokallios • #egomusing

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ego 🥀7.3 💔 comms open @anxxero.bsky.social · 8d

going through a really bad spot, sorry

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ego 🥀7.3 💔 comms open @anxxero.bsky.social · 10d

cw: eyestrain

severed

#leokallios

ego 🥀7.3 💔 comms open @anxxero.bsky.social · 11d

cw: eyestrain

psychedelic moods

#leokallios

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Agui!🌻| MCM London R-23 @aguichart.bsky.social · 13d

[1/3] Expectations... #ffxivart

A full coloured comic
In the first panel, two excited children run through the streets shouting:
-The warrior of light has arrived to our city!
-Let's find him! He's so cool!
In the background Asteria (my warrior of light) was walking away with the Scions, G'raha Tia can be seen at her side.

In the second panel, Asteria's eyes look behind her as the children continue shouting:
-I heard he's a huge hero with a big sword and super strong!!

The third panel is Meteor, the official warrior of light in the game, the poster boy, smiling proudly as he poses with his sword while Asteria thinks:
-Of course "he" is... I know that's what they are expecting from me. I know how the Warrior of light should look like... A handsome man with big swords. Manly. Tall. Smart. Not me...

The full page is just a museum of those heroes Asteria will never forget.
-A proper hero like those legends...
There's a painting of Estinien with a Nidhogg head on the frame and the tag "The Azure Dragoon".
A painting of Haurchefaunt with blue flowers and his shield ith "The knight".
An Ardbert one with his axe and Seto on the frame with "The Warrior of Darkness".
And finally a "Crystal Exarch" one.
Asteria is showing us her back, in the shadows while everything around her glows. She thinks:
-People who inspired us, who saved us...
-Those who should have been chosen. Instead of me...

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ego 🥀7.3 💔 comms open @anxxero.bsky.social · 14d

i wish people were gentler with psychotic disorders. kinder. more understanding

ego 🥀7.3 💔 comms open @anxxero.bsky.social · 14d

trying to weather what feels like the onset of another psychotic breakdown, i might send myself back to the hospital if it doesnt calm down. i hope its just stress.

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ego 🥀7.3 💔 comms open @anxxero.bsky.social · 14d

theres actually a problem w egos sticker, i tried to have it fixed before they got made but it must not have gotten passed on to production… 🫠

ego 🥀7.3 💔 comms open @anxxero.bsky.social · 14d

THEYRE HERE egos bag being a Fucking Mess compared to leos has me like yea. yea. NEJJFJGJJSJ

#leokallios • #egokallios

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