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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 13h

<- remembered i have a like circular canvas for portraits n shits that's just been sitting there for months. i could do something ill advised with that... After comms

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🌟☀️ sieg ☀️🌟 @ straight up sex homunculus @xentinael.bsky.social · 16h

did you know?

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 19h

i need to work on the like swan lake singularity bc tristan and odile accidentally becoming buddies is soo important to me. two people who are remembered with context to a romantic partner being able to just like hang out together... i dont think either of them would consciously think abt it but <3

120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 1d

everytime i look at her my brain just instantly conjures up this image

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 1d

<- forgot howlike kinda lame typhon ephemeros' design is FJKLSD like the art itself is very very pretty but the design is ehh

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Mia Serena @gbaspgamer.bsky.social · 2d

Dio: Oh? You're a chime?
Jotaro, with a chime on his face: ting

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 1d

YOURE SO RIGHT YOURE SO RIGHT ALL THE TIME.

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🌟☀️ sieg ☀️🌟 @ straight up sex homunculus @xentinael.bsky.social · 1d

something something master putting their head to their servants chest and hearing a heartbeat and knowing that despite everything their physical form is made of Flesh and Organs and Bone and Skin and Sinew and Epithelium even if its simulated or temporary theres a Killing Point underneath their ribs

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 2d

bedi ilu bedi....

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 2d

i feel. like i forgot how to draw a lil but its OKAY. bc im going to eat his appendix

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 2d

LIKE. i DO think all of my headcannoning bullshit isn't too wild or out of character bc i do try to stick to the themes and motifs but also what if I am the crazy one. no. it is everyone else for not understanding (slash silly)

120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 2d

i do feel a little extra crazy being like oh yeah bedi does (thing) which is more impactful because in his backstory (thing that's only vaguely implied if you squint really hard) and (thing i made up) because he rly doesnt have a lot going on in fgo or even the original texts fjdskl

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 2d

would yall love me if i added another bedi-related writing thing to work on . for my health. in between working on comms n such obvi

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 2d

u can see his lil crows feet in this one <3 yay yay yay i like him sm... i think the like vague opalescence in his hair rendering came out rly cute too... normally i render his hair more plain bc it suits the just some guy motif but actually this is cuter i think ill keep doin itl ike this fjdlsk

120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 2d

i feel. like i forgot how to draw a lil but its OKAY. bc im going to eat his appendix

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agravain's parole officer @twunkus.bsky.social · 3d

1 little part of agravains design i rly like is his big ass armored platform boots. i didnt know they had demonias in camelot damn

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ふわチーズ🧀 @fadingz.bsky.social · 3d

シャルルマーニュ
#FGO

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 3d

bedivere....

120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 3d

inherit subservience of a knight to a king to really get my gears goin

120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 3d

it needs to be More than just romance tho . to be clear. none of that weaksauce "oh he spent 1500 years looking for her bc he loved her :)" no he would have done that regardless of romance bc that's just his DUTY as the king's knight. it needs to be a messy tangle of platonic romantic and the-

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 3d

im not a bedi/artoria shipper except when i am <3 it just needs to be Weird and Complicated and then im all over it

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 3d

like i UNDERSTAND why, it's because his story is in the hit visual novel fate stay night and there's nothing more else they could do with him outside of dissecting the Concept of him via singularity 6 and lb6 but also i miss him <3 i think he should dick around more as a treat

120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 3d

i do think i'll go with artoria in eden and do bedi v bedialter showdown somewhere else bc the parallels to camelot singularity ARE very spicy and also its kinda wild that Just Saber Artoria hasn't been in any main story chapters fkljdsfkl

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 3d

god damn it post cancelled i just remade camelot singularity but in reverse .

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 3d

maybe bedi's incompatible at the start of the singularity but as the singularity starts to fall apart the incompatibility breaks or smth? idk im just Heavily thinking abt artoria spotting alter and her heart just DROPS bc of COURSE she'd recognize him but he doesn't seem to recognize her back...

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