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@anamiacity1.bsky.social

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squidward from spongebob squarepants stands in front of a chain link fence

ALT: squidward from spongebob squarepants stands in front of a chain link fence

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--•- •• -•-- (¢°v¡d round 7? 8? idk lol) @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 1h

okay so fuzzy blanket feels like caterpillars crawling on me but my sheets which normally feels smooth and soft feel rough like The Motel blanket that my face was smashed into so idk i wish we had another better option to sleep why must we be simultaneously cold and hot WHY i don't understand it ugh

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the problem is, we ate when we were hungry, which makes it harder to stop before we're full 😭 FUUUCK

--•- •• -•-- (¢°v¡d round 7? 8? idk lol) @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 1h

that garlic bread was good. im glad we could still taste it. i know it would've been stronger at a dif time but this might be the one time im happy about all the shit they slather this bread in 😭

--•- •• -•-- (¢°v¡d round 7? 8? idk lol) @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 1h

and it wasn't weird btw we had a great ProfERSiONAL relationship and often joked about "how many 🍃'weeds' is a gummy" referencing my ed¡bI€s vs smoke and what the conversions would be, he'd join our ADHD bunny-trails-of-thought and was usually able to remember the original reason for stopping by lol

--•- •• -•-- (¢°v¡d round 7? 8? idk lol) @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 1h

boss at previous job found one of our twts before even hiring us and then idk when but i feel like it was after we became supervisor he started checking it Sun nights so he'd know what kind of weekend we were coming in from 😂 (this was when we were with ex so LOTS of ups downs but never talked shit)

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--•- •• -•-- (¢°v¡d round 7? 8? idk lol) @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 1h

when we chew we feel it strongly, esp in lower parts of ribcage. weren't gonna omad and then B popped by offering garlic bread right after we had flashback so just automatically said yes cos groggy brain and also it's B and he'd prob be happy that we're eating something...😅...right?...we hope??...😇😶

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--•- •• -•-- (¢°v¡d round 7? 8? idk lol) @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 3h

we had been doing the whole "don't weigh in Oct" but pretty sure we weighed on the 10th (number hadn't moved) and today is the 20th so what if we do the exercises that will expedite gut movement and maybe MAYBE we could weigh tonight, though i suppose since the end is 31 not 30 maybe 21 would be ok?

--•- •• -•-- (¢°v¡d round 7? 8? idk lol) @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 3h

don't wanna eat. was just debating what to have and stummy made the most glorious noise like we should be able to get an accurate weight by tomorrow morning lmao

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--•- •• -•-- (¢°v¡d round 7? 8? idk lol) @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 3h

THANK YOU. looking into this. appreciate you!

--•- •• -•-- (¢°v¡d round 7? 8? idk lol) @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 3h

weird picture i wish we had the ability to put on paper/canvas/screen what we see in head when we feel the existence of our skin. everything else is its own picture but this feels uniquely different. it's like a donut with overlapping sprinkles made of needles but like...neon 3D...FUCK...(i ant¡-a¡)

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--•- •• -•-- (¢°v¡d round 7? 8? idk lol) @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 3h

we had a half load of laundry. we are not done folding it yet lolol everything is feeling increasingly tingly but in a bad way that's bout to turn into sparklers (yk in addition to the regular fibro and other chronic shit)
it's like i can feel the individual elevations of my scars and brain painting

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--•- •• -•-- (¢°v¡d round 7? 8? idk lol) @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 3h

😂🤣 lemme go get my teleportation device 🤣

lmao we haven't heard any that start that way for a minute but with some new music lately we've had to turn it down to check if it was irl or not 😂

--•- •• -•-- (¢°v¡d round 7? 8? idk lol) @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 3h

damn im sorry that happened, violent or not it's hard to lose somebody 💔 have u been able to identify your triggers and have any of them gotten better? curious what/if anything has been helpful??

oh that's lovely! we salute your method: APPROVED. Thank You for taking care like that FR. appreciated.

--•- •• -•-- (¢°v¡d round 7? 8? idk lol) @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 3h

sometimes i want to send my boss a link to my page here. then other times we remember all the crazy shit other headmates post and are glad we thought through it hard enough once to create an "unbreakable rule" that we never have to question cos we've already questioned every aspect of the situation.

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--•- •• -•-- (¢°v¡d round 7? 8? idk lol) @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 3h

want to try blanket but every texture is too painful or overwhelming and we'll prob just feel too hot anyway

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--•- •• -•-- (¢°v¡d round 7? 8? idk lol) @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 3h

ni-niight sleep well 💕💤

--•- •• -•-- (¢°v¡d round 7? 8? idk lol) @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 3h

having lived in Many different situations, each category Def has its ups and downs...craving that calm rn tho haha if i never had to hear another siren...that'd actually be weird af but that's why rap exists lmao

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--•- •• -•-- (¢°v¡d round 7? 8? idk lol) @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 3h

tysm omg i appreciate you 😭🖤 it happened like 5.5 yrs ago but still affects driving, esp at night. sometimes we just Can't. but it helps when pedestrians make eye contact and/or very clear body language like "im Gonna Wait HERE" or "i see u coming but there are still a few lanes between us" idk haha

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--•- •• -•-- (¢°v¡d round 7? 8? idk lol) @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 4h

shivering like im cold but also feeling hot

a man in armor with the words so it begins

Alt: Théoden, at the beginning of battle, saying, "So it begins."

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--•- •• -•-- (¢°v¡d round 7? 8? idk lol) @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 4h

yay glimmers 😌💛

--•- •• -•-- (¢°v¡d round 7? 8? idk lol) @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 4h

been super drunk and was almost certainly trying to accomplish what happened, i just wish the report would've included an address so i could send his mum flowers or some shit idk. anywho sorry brain going a million mph today didn't mean to trauma dump 💀

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--•- •• -•-- (¢°v¡d round 7? 8? idk lol) @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 4h

ya know...we've been cursed with being in the city for long enough now sometimes we forget that not everywhere is city 💀 u got a dif vibe for sure then haha

it was eerie walking across the empty hwy after they had completely redirected traffic so they could take pics. my main comfort is the guy had

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--•- •• -•-- (¢°v¡d round 7? 8? idk lol) @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 4h

love that so much :') sounds very...free

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--•- •• -•-- (¢°v¡d round 7? 8? idk lol) @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 4h

pls RT

we're on a quest for a new binder.
PLS DROP RECS!!

rn we have both M and S g¢²b, both of which smell after a very short time wearing them, and sometimes we have to wash multiple times for them to even smell neutral. the M is a bit big now but still usable, S almost too big (will be with gw)

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--•- •• -•-- (¢°v¡d round 7? 8? idk lol) @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 4h

oh okay Good hahaha i was nervous someone irl was giving u shit for being affected by a dream but im glad all's well 💖😂💕