Alo
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Alo
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26 | he I love my cats so much you dont understand Please no kids, thank you
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when i say "no kids thank you" i mean it, please don't follow if ur underage
iris just ran into my room from outside with a bird in her mouth, it was still alive. My room is full of feathers and both apollo and iris are in full hunter mode

no metaphors nor anything this time just, nature i guess

the bird got caught and we put it outside, who knows if it can fly still
i want to rush through it, fake my own thoughts and feelings, and pretend everything is going well, that nothing ever affects me and everything will go back as usual

i don't think i can this time, not again
cats are wonderful. it's the reason i get up every day, to feed them, pet em, clean up, etc

I wish that was enough to make everything better, but as long as I have them, i think I'll be safe
I've been working on fixing the river, as much as i want for water to run it has been dry for a while now, but finally today i got to get some drops out of my system
The mind is a wanderer undeterred by anything, even if it might drag the heart through the mud, hold fast because you cant stop it, you can distract it temporarily but when you're least prepared its wandering will begin yet again, through an adventure of roses and thorns
maybe it was a mistake, you shouldn't count the seconds, look and find what you fear, and yet you know the feeling wont stop unless you do something.
Damned if you do, damned if you dont
perhaps running away isnt a bad choice. Even if the work is left unfinished, you might be able to resume later
posting meaningless and obvious drivel like this has helped a lil, provides a breather somehow, i hope it doesnt end up being a negative later
like swimming through mud, i cant see from where the light shines, desperately trying to find it before drowning
however drowning never comes, you can continue to search at your own pace, but never stop searching

don't give up and keep going i tell myself, with hopes of looking back once its over
shallow as it may be, i do wish everything could be solved by extending your hand and having others to pull you out of the spiral. and yet i recognize that hollow hope will end up dragging you down faster, without putting in your own effort. And sometimes, fear you might drag others down with you
faking your own self to make your current surroundings better, at the cost of slowly draining yourself and reaching a point where you don't know what is fake and what is your truth. a pain that lingers and aches, ever present within yourself. And yet you might find comfort in its familiar pain
Have you ever seen that episode of the fairy oddparents where the kid wishes he was never born
Its one of those that decided to stick in long term memory and makes me constantly think about the concept
Sometimes, I can't help but remember how people used to call me a robot back in school. I wish I truly was one so that I could disable some of my receptors and become Unfeeling
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to hell with your server give me more copper pictures (or angel)
ngl i really fuck with these character sheets cuz of how colorful they are, im really used to the black and white so this is a B I G glowup imo
this is cope cuz clem got kidnapped by the prophet
Respectfully, of course.
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APOLLO IS SO LARGE while iris is just loafing and enjoying life
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Of course, Boss, Graduated wit honors!
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