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Kenzie | #1 I Hate It Here Stan @adhdswiftie.swifties.social · 3h

Well chili oil made my ears pop but the doctor told me to take 2 days off so I am. I can get shit done tomorrow and I’m excited.

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Kenzie | #1 I Hate It Here Stan @adhdswiftie.swifties.social · 4h

JAN RAVNIK THE MAN YOU ARE

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Kenzie | #1 I Hate It Here Stan @adhdswiftie.swifties.social · 8h

Okay but how can I not go full cottage core when this is the painting my grandma left me when she died? I’m finally going to get it framed and hung when we move. She painted it when I was 8.

Purple lilacs with white accents, sitting in a brown wicker basket on our table, surrounded by green leaves and clouds that have the hint of purple within them, an oil painting

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Kenzie | #1 I Hate It Here Stan @adhdswiftie.swifties.social · 9h

Talking to my mother about the move:

Me: yeah, I’m going for a cottage core vibe with lots of color and coziness

Her: can you please decorate like an adult? Soft beige is just fine for everyone else.

Nope. I’m going cottage core. It’s going to be amazing.

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Kenzie | #1 I Hate It Here Stan @adhdswiftie.swifties.social · 10h

That sucks!!!

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Kenzie | #1 I Hate It Here Stan @adhdswiftie.swifties.social · 10h

Strep, Covid, and flu tests are all negative. I’m easing my anger today by “window” shopping for my new apartment. I think I figured out how to make Super Mario aesthetic bathroom for my kid that can also be used as a guest bath.

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Kenzie | #1 I Hate It Here Stan @adhdswiftie.swifties.social · 17h

I emailed my vice principal the concerns and he is going to hang out with my students today so I can go to the doctor and hopefully finally get a referral to a surgeon to get my tonsils out.

He’s also going to be having a conversation with the librarians about making teachers feel guilty.

Kenzie | #1 I Hate It Here Stan @adhdswiftie.swifties.social · 1d

I’m so tired and I’m like 95% sure I have strep again but the librarians hate when we have subs on days we are scheduled to be there. Idk what to do at this point.

I need to go to the doctor in the morning but also I don’t want the librarians to file another complaint against me.

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Kenzie | #1 I Hate It Here Stan @adhdswiftie.swifties.social · 1d

Last year, it was because I lost my brain when my grandma died and went into survival mode. I’ll just send them an email and make them feel bad.

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Kenzie | #1 I Hate It Here Stan @adhdswiftie.swifties.social · 1d

I’m so tired and I’m like 95% sure I have strep again but the librarians hate when we have subs on days we are scheduled to be there. Idk what to do at this point.

I need to go to the doctor in the morning but also I don’t want the librarians to file another complaint against me.

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Kenzie | #1 I Hate It Here Stan @adhdswiftie.swifties.social · 1d

Oh my gosh thank you so much!!!!!

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Kenzie | #1 I Hate It Here Stan @adhdswiftie.swifties.social · 2d

Hey so SNAP is ending and I work at a school where 67% of my students benefit from it. I added some snacks to my wishlist to give to students who need food. If anyone would like to help me build up my food pantry in my classroom, it would be so helpful. As always, call your reps.

Check out my list on Amazon

www.amazon.com

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Kenzie | #1 I Hate It Here Stan @adhdswiftie.swifties.social · 2d

I started picking out furniture for my new apartment and my mom and mother-in-law and stepmother-in-law all think getting gifts is my main love language so they want me to send them an Amazon wishlist with what I want.

It isn’t, but if you think my Scorpio ass isn’t taking advantage…

a bald man with a ring on his finger is pointing at his face

ALT: a bald man with a ring on his finger is pointing at his face

media.tenor.com

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Kenzie | #1 I Hate It Here Stan @adhdswiftie.swifties.social · 2d

The healing process is going to be rough but I love her.

*DANCING THROUGH THE LIGHTNING STRIKES*

(Also we realized as I was going back it looks like the Tower card which isn’t favorite tarot card soooo)

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Kenzie | #1 I Hate It Here Stan @adhdswiftie.swifties.social · 3d

Not a great photo but omg it looks so good.

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Kenzie | #1 I Hate It Here Stan @adhdswiftie.swifties.social · 3d

TATTOO TIME

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Kenzie | #1 I Hate It Here Stan @adhdswiftie.swifties.social · 4d

Okay so I’ve decided to pivot my sleeve to a sticker sleeve that are all flashes that remind me of a Taylor song. I’m getting this tomorrow because it just is giving me”Dancing through the lightening strikes” to me especially combined with my “love you to the moon and to Saturn” tattoo.

Fine line tattoo umbrella with a storm and lightning bolts underneath it and rain

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Kenzie | #1 I Hate It Here Stan @adhdswiftie.swifties.social · 4d

Okay new lease is signed. Fees are paid.

65 days until I move. I can do this. This is the most amount of heads up I’ve ever had for a move so time to start prepping!!!

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Kenzie | #1 I Hate It Here Stan @adhdswiftie.swifties.social · 4d

Omg its so perfect. Plus there is a balcony and 2 storage units that we get with it. I am so excited.

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Kenzie | #1 I Hate It Here Stan @adhdswiftie.swifties.social · 4d

HOLY SHIT I DID NOT EVEN REALIZE IT WAS MY DREAM APARTMENT IN MY TOWN😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Kenzie | #1 I Hate It Here Stan @adhdswiftie.swifties.social · 5d

Y’all I am so ecstatic about moving. I got home tonight and cried because I only have to live underground for another 9 weeks. That’s it. I’m going to get to live in a place with sunshine coming through the windows and white walls and tall ceilings and bright lights. I’m so happy.

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Kenzie | #1 I Hate It Here Stan @adhdswiftie.swifties.social · 5d

Y’all I am so ecstatic about moving. I got home tonight and cried because I only have to live underground for another 9 weeks. That’s it. I’m going to get to live in a place with sunshine coming through the windows and white walls and tall ceilings and bright lights. I’m so happy.

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Kenzie | #1 I Hate It Here Stan @adhdswiftie.swifties.social · 5d

WE GOT APPROVED FOR A 3 BED 2 BATH APARTMENT I AM GOING TO CRY

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Kenzie | #1 I Hate It Here Stan @adhdswiftie.swifties.social · 5d

I love how much my bestie’s narcissistic ex-husband hates me. I literally show up place because I spend more time with his kids than he does. Those are my nieces. He fucks with their stability so I fuck with his head.

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Kenzie | #1 I Hate It Here Stan @adhdswiftie.swifties.social · 5d

I woke up in a cold sweat because I forgot to finish the application for a new apartment and just went and did it.

Manifesting a new place. We need it.

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Kenzie | #1 I Hate It Here Stan @adhdswiftie.swifties.social · 6d

Got yelled at by parents because of a technical foul.

I am going home to a glass of wine and silence. I need it.

Kenzie | #1 I Hate It Here Stan @adhdswiftie.swifties.social · 6d

I’m announcing a middle school basketball game today.

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Kenzie | #1 I Hate It Here Stan @adhdswiftie.swifties.social · 6d

I’m announcing a middle school basketball game today.

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