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Shen Qingqiu's Guide to Domestic Bliss

💘 chapter 1/8 5.2k words
💘 unhinged sexually obsessive LBH meet unprepared and frightened SQQ
💘 blackened post abyss LBH
💘 extremely self-indulgent porn ahead
💘 eventual HE

archiveofourown.org/works/628892...
adamwithspice.bsky.social
My friend reminded me about this last night and I was just 😭 at this point I'm not even surprised lmao. I actually like that he's not very PC because that's the kind of thing I think tackling in characters is fun but that just adds onto my thesis of how Not Okay he'd be transmigrating into a woman!
adamwithspice.bsky.social
He has a tendency to view girls who act girly as being stupid ie when NYY stops having a crush on LBH that's when he starts viewing her as intelligent which is...rough. but I had forgotten he uses the tranny word until a friend reminded me. god help me he's so embarrassing 😭
adamwithspice.bsky.social
but LBH with a fem!SY would just be..... deeply unfortunate. I guess because I read LBH as being purely gay, and SY as being bi. No matter the amount of soulmatism LBH wouldn't be truly happy with a woman imo
adamwithspice.bsky.social
I agree on the dynamic where SY would like LBH in all forms and genders though his misogyny would definitely be at play there. You could still write something compelling and making SY get over himself and how he feels about women
adamwithspice.bsky.social
I've always had a fondness towards the Thai design because he looks like a cold bitch and I find that very suitable for 1) being a villains design 2) so much funnier for him to look like That while we know inside he's a complete mess of a man
adamwithspice.bsky.social
I gen don't think he knows what trans would even mean, he'd only understand "femboy". But he would still not be trans if Sqq's body happened to have a vagina, because SJ presented as male, was considered by society as male, and considered himself male. As would SY - so the trans aspect falls apart
adamwithspice.bsky.social
I agree!!! I think it would be a LOT for him to repress and cope with and it would not be pretty at all. Idk if there's any fics like this out there? I have seen one that I remember distinctly where he was transmigrated into one of bingges wives and goes to to get a male body again
adamwithspice.bsky.social
you could make a trans man allegory for sure & I like envisioning worlds where he IS trans, but re: the novel's actual SY he isn't trans. If you gave a cis man a vagina I don't think they would immediately feel "I'm now trans" or "I'm now a woman" they would just feel upset and/or violated 🤔 imo!
adamwithspice.bsky.social
Yeah mainly this is what I meant - for me being trans is when you are making a choice to act on the incongruity of your assigned gender vs who you actually are. In his case, SY wouldn't be trans because he WAS actually amab. so there's no journey to undergo unless it's being a trans woman
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s-shizun….! your hands!!!! >__< #bingqiu #svsss
SQQ resting his hands on top of white lotus Binghe’s head as he talks to someone offscreen. Binghe is spiralling into the mental abyss from happiness
adamwithspice.bsky.social
this being the binghe that gets his heart crushed is why it's so sexy tbh
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adamwithspice.bsky.social
having a side of you so repressed for so long only to have it so abruptly uprooted and shoved in your face would be so much to deal with! his poor wives, they need to unionize
adamwithspice.bsky.social
yayyy I was trying to draw the viewer's eye to Bingge and the braid! the wives as set dressing to emphasize how distracted he is, and how little he cares about anything but the braid - he's such a sad little guy
adamwithspice.bsky.social
the only connection he still has 💔 he is NEVER taking it out
adamwithspice.bsky.social
this isn't even opening the can of worms that having a pussy does not equate to being trans in a fantasy setting, which a lot of people seem to use as shorthand (SQQ can have a pussy and not be trans, it's okay)

I just have a lot of feelings about this weird little man OTL
adamwithspice.bsky.social
if you want to write him being feminized/turned female/put in a female body in anything but a horny way, you'd have a lot to wrangle with in terms of him being so misogynistic and transphobic and I fear people are too worried about dealing with his unlikeable traits
adamwithspice.bsky.social
he's even genuinely quite put off at first at the idea men would ever want to date other men. his idolization of binghe tempers how homophobic sqq is towards him, but it's not like a small part of his character. and he'd probably be even more disturbed at trans people lmao
adamwithspice.bsky.social
if he transmigrated into a female or afab body, he would probably be deeply upset by it even if he refused to acknowledge it (repression king!). like he constantly talks about being a man, how he envies and admires other masculine men, so "becoming a woman" would be his nightmare scenario
adamwithspice.bsky.social
but like otherwise, he is very caustic when he wants to be, including towards binghe. he is extremely intelligent and has a memory like a bear trap. and he ESPECIALLY has a black and white view on sexuality and gender. he genuinely worships masculinity.
adamwithspice.bsky.social
I have a lot of really complex thoughts about SQQ because he's a super complex character but honestly it does perturb me how ...pervasive? the fanon of him being a weak-willed helpless brainless little wife is. if it's for purely horny, I get it, feminize him! even the novel does in the extras
adamwithspice.bsky.social
bingge is so sadly pathetic in the extra he needs to be bullied
adamwithspice.bsky.social
he is just a little baby!!!! he needs his shizunmommy 🥺💔
adamwithspice.bsky.social
I think about him all the time 🤧