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we all have to act, actors or not #meself
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aciliwe.bsky.social
my politics:
free education + free condoms = save the world slow and gentle

(worth trying that way or another)
aciliwe.bsky.social
all it needs is paws…
aciliwe.bsky.social
I miss the prarries
I called the prairies home.
I am still walking in cycles,
can’t call me
me,
not rightfully.
I am the centre
of my universe
the way I see it,
the way I experience
everything
is through
moi.
I am something.

#prairies
aciliwe.bsky.social
I keep hearing the train at night
tonight 23:32
a little past
my bed time,
I am in bed
thinking of you
talking of your dad
and the damn
trains

#loveisbroken
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mitchellsquid.bsky.social
A better mouse trap
Mitchell P
#art
aciliwe.bsky.social
finding the balance
between the part of me that
aims at chaos
and the part of me
that aims for order
this is
alchemy
aciliwe.bsky.social
I dance solo
that is my soul state
that maybe is my problem

#meself
aciliwe.bsky.social
I have bound myself
in the Zazerkalie
the images of me around
me,
the broken mirror
maze —
is ma reality.
I know two things:
a) it has something to do with me
b) all is shattered
I have to deal with those two things,
everything
else
is
out of my control
and hopelessly so.

#meself
aciliwe.bsky.social
achieving clarity is not that easy pf a task. I personally like defining terms upon each discussion but it can be a tedious business.
I think this is the point if discussion to make things clear.
I think social media is more about self indulgence, than clarity or discussion.
don’t hate the player…
aciliwe.bsky.social
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brevity is the sister of wit, they say
aciliwe.bsky.social
complex ideas are not always straightforward 🤔
aciliwe.bsky.social
#anotherlife
so fucking special
she wrote about
watercolours and cocaine
I miss that girl,
my mouth was full of ash
my thing was matches,
razorblades,
gouache.
I slept through sirens,
I walked through nightmares.
I made it here somehow,
and I can’t quite
put it together.
I didn’t belong,
I don’t.
aciliwe.bsky.social
I know why I keep
getting the devil
card,
not because of you
but
because of me.
I am demonic by nature.
I came from the land
of the madmen,
and then I mated with
the gods in the prairies.
The sky is so big
in the prairies
and the gods are closer
to the earth.
I am not evil,
I am a destroyer.
aciliwe.bsky.social
I had nights when I was staying up late, all alone and staring into the abyss.
I ended up befriending the abyss, and now we occasionally hang out.

#meself
aciliwe.bsky.social
I am not trying to forget,
I stopped running,
I couldn’t no more,
I’ve broken just about
all of my mental bones,
nothing holds me together,
and I somehow
drift with the current,
I can’t fight
no more,
I can’t push myself.
I have to try
and live
somehow,
good luck
to me.
aciliwe.bsky.social
people and their clever ways not to appear stupid

#meself
aciliwe.bsky.social
I almost loved you so much
that it would’ve changed
something —
everything,
but I tried to escape
this
because it was
terrifying.
I couldn’t do it.
I got the punishment,
I got bound to it.
It could have just been
simply painful and humiliating,
instead it’s just this…
And I
deserve it.
aciliwe.bsky.social
you get used to that
aciliwe.bsky.social
the purple is marvellous