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Z @zackaryxanatos.bsky.social · 8h

Yeah… pretty sure I am just (barely) tolerated by people… calling me “friend” is most likely just a pity thing… fairly certain of this at point. 😓

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Jennie Breeden @jenniebreeden.thedevilspanties.com · 14h

Happy Indigenous Peoples’ Day

Fuck Columbus

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Z @zackaryxanatos.bsky.social · 17h

thanks for trying

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Z @zackaryxanatos.bsky.social · 18h

even if I somehow "get better"... it's too late... who the fuck wants to commission or hire some unstable prick like me? Yeah... giving up makes sense... not existing makes sense... it's not like there's anything left... just another lonely monkey howling alone in the dark... no one really cares.

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Z @zackaryxanatos.bsky.social · 18h

thank you for trying

Z @zackaryxanatos.bsky.social · 18h

thank you for trying

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Z @zackaryxanatos.bsky.social · 18h

thank you for trying

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Z @zackaryxanatos.bsky.social · 18h

I appreciate the few that tried... wish I could believe it but lets be honest... I'm just text on your tiny screens... the moment I stop typing... none of you will remember this fucking loser... maybe that's why I'm even still on here... screaming into the void is better than nothingness... for now.

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Z @zackaryxanatos.bsky.social · 19h

remember... when the internet was just a bunch of weirdos that just wanted to explore cyberspace, connect with one another, make/share things for free, & indulge in some fun silliness or naughtiness? Yeah, it wasn't perfect but it felt less superficial, commercial, or artificial than now... just me?

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Z @zackaryxanatos.bsky.social · 1d

I really dont… 😖

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Z @zackaryxanatos.bsky.social · 1d

I still don’t know if I should make these words public either… think it would be upsetting to listen…

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Z @zackaryxanatos.bsky.social · 1d

… I have re-recorded this multiple times… it just gets longer & sadder… I don’t know how to say what I want to say without it becoming morbid & depressing… but this hurts… so fucking much & I want it to stop… I really don’t think I have the strength to keep lying to myself anymore…

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🤍Queen Raccoon🖤 [Vtuber] @queenraccoon85.bsky.social · 1d

I may be an evil lil shit, but sending masked, armed, unknown agents to kidnap innocent people for no reason is horrible

It may be a silly frog costume, but what it represents is beautiful 🤍🐸🖤

Also i made a custom brush to shade this, ill show in comments

#fuckICE #digitalart #oc #procreate #art

Digital art piece of QueenRaccoon dressed as the awesome frogs protesting against ICE, with a big tongue wrapping around, hand reaching towards camera, and sign saying “frogs together strong!”. With the phrase “FUCK ICE” being used as the brush i used for shading and background

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Z @zackaryxanatos.bsky.social · 1d

This is sweet of you to say but I have been an active creator for far too long… almost 40… with nothing to show for it… at some point one has to admit defeat… I couldn’t even force myself to do anything I want because I just can’t… it hurts too much… being a loser sucks too much… & I’m tired of it.😖

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Z @zackaryxanatos.bsky.social · 1d

Yeah… but I don’t believe in me anymore… haven’t for a long time… almost 40 & I have nothing to show for it… just disappointment from family, too many exes, no real career, mental health problems, & just constant reminders of my own failure & uselessness… I don’t want more of this… do I? 😖

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Z @zackaryxanatos.bsky.social · 1d

Be honest… I should give up on everything, right?

I really want to know… it’s obvious I got nothing left anymore… just wasting everyone’s time… right?

World’s got bigger things going on than dealing with another failure… right?

What good or change can I bring… Nothing, so just give up… right? 🥺

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Barbara Rybolt @barbararybolt.bsky.social · 1d

#ProudBlue #Resist #FreePressMatters

No, just say no, seems to be the reaction of many well-known news organizations to the demand by the SOD Hegseth that beat reporters must agree to new rules by tomorrow, Tuesday, or hand in their press passes. I hope they all walk away.

Reporting is not PR.

Brian Stelter @brianstelter.bsky.social · 1d

The Pentagon is telling beat reporters to sign restrictive new rules by Tuesday or surrender their press passes by Wednesday. Many news organizations are rejecting the ultimatum and saying they will not sign. Here's my latest >>> www.cnn.com/2025/10/13/m...

Media outlets, including MAGA channel Newsmax, refuse to sign Pentagon’s press access rules | CNN Business

The Pentagon is telling beat reporters to sign restrictive new rules by Tuesday or surrender their press passes by Wednesday. Many news organizations are rejecting the ultimatum and saying they will n...

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elsievoteblue.bsky.social @elsievoteblue.bsky.social · 1d

Listen up folks 💙This guy is speaking facts about the situation in America with the racist 💩 heads !!
MAGA is poisoning our democracy!!
#DemVoice1
#DemsUnited
#ProudBlue

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Z @zackaryxanatos.bsky.social · 1d

I don’t know who or what I am anymore…

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Pokket 𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝓎𝓅𝒾𝓃𝑔... 💬 @pokket.bsky.social · 1d

Happy Indigenous Peoples Day

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50501: The People’s Movement ❌👑 @50501movement.bsky.social · 1d

Mike Johnson really doesn’t want you to go to the largest peaceful protest in American history: NoKings.org

NO KINGS
For the love of America

OCTOBER 18
www.NoKings.org

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Z @zackaryxanatos.bsky.social · 1d

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Mark Hamill @markhamillofficial.bsky.social · 1d

Respect to those who got here first.

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Jennie Breeden @jenniebreeden.thedevilspanties.com · 1d

On the first super cold rainy day of autumn, Portland turns OUT! Emergency Naked Bike ride to protest ICE. The cold isn’t stopping us.
In Oregon, it’s legal to be naked in public as long as you’re protesting.
#nakedbikeride #ice #protest

Naked bike riders demonstrate against federal troops in ‘quintessentially Portland’ protest

Protesters rallying against the Trump administration in Portland put the city’s quirky and irreverent reputation on display Sunday by pedaling through the streets wearing absolutely nothing — or close to it — in an “emergency” edition of the annual World Naked Bike Ride.

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Z @zackaryxanatos.bsky.social · 2d

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