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@whimsicalblair.bsky.social

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Blair! ◇ Level 29 ◇ Illustration enjoyer ◇ Occasional gamer ◇ FL, USA ◇ Bi, 'not important romantic' 🔞 No minors pls ✌️ Into toon things 🦋 header by @heyitsmyles.bsky.social ◇ mental or personal ramblings ahead

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Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · Jun 21

I made a Zaqa account for receiving anonymous messages or fun stuff. If you're someone who doesn't want to direct message me but would rather just quickly send an anon message, I made this. zaqa.net/WhimsicalBlair

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Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 2h

Something I do want is at least some kind of rigid interpretation of things. Is there an accurate way to identify as something you fit in the technical sense?

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 2h

There's no rigid cycle you can make up between "this is hard" ➡️ "this is easy". It depends on the person and only I can say if a set of work is hard or easy in the moment.

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 2h

Even if telling me I'm dumb or don't matter can work once in a blue moon, I can't just be told that during the opposite end of when it's relevant. It could help you, but you can't possibly project that onto me accurately.

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 2h

And imagine if it's the wrong person trying to practice negative reinforcement using a tactic they possibly can't along with the lie, or someone who thinks you only give positive/negative reinforcement or punishment on a schedule rather than what they need in the moment.

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 2h

And it's not like calling myself queer is a lie, but imagine if some other statement were and the person tried telling me something like it. Sometimes I'm only frustrated by tonation and interpretation. And other times I fear the statement alone being false or trying to be negatively reinforced.

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 2h

Even if I don't spread it around.

And there's a specific tone in "you're queer" that sounds off when my mind tries to interpret it. Because it's like those voices are trying to tell it to me.

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 2h

I don't know how to use "queer" in regular circumstances, but if I'm told I'm not queer and my brain absorbs that thought, it'll gaslight me. Not just like it's imposter syndrome, but like a separate person. Even if from a deep subconscious level, it's correlated with imposter syndrome.

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 3h

I'm not cute

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 22h

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Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 1d

I don't care about labels such as "victim", I just know you're not excused due to it. This can't be more than a block, or set of blocks.

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Travis Bickerstaff @bickpixx.bsky.social · 2d

I felt like drawing @atomicapplecore.bsky.social's bunny. They got such a cute design! ❤️

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Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 1d

I say A, I'm told I'm like someone who has A. I say the opposite, I'm told I'm like someone who has the opposite. Nature didn't do shit though.

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 1d

My irrational single word or several word "dyslexia" doesn't make sense. Just had to let out I know how it can sound, but it's just more along the lines of mental illness. It's different day to day but hard to shrug off. I don't think any of you really want to know what it means.

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 1d

I also know that doodle is yawn, but I question how I draw eyes specifically

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 1d

I have deep interest in everything I claim, I just haven't been applying that for *reasons*

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 2d

I'm pretty serious this time
If I'm going to improve, my style and characters are going there as well.

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 2d

I don't share enough of myself on here, but I drew toon eyes that might show up in a developing style. I can’t stand just ovals.

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 3d

I hate being paranoid

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 3d

Better
Old stuff. Any reasonable person absolutely doesn’t think like this.

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Yay, Sound of Terror🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈 @yeaunganimation.bsky.social · 5d

Painted Hairball sketch from the other day. He is ready to mingle at a Halloween Party.

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SnowyBat @snowstormbat.bsky.social · 5d

Skater otter

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Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 4d

I revise
I think I'm triggered when "who" isn't used literally. When I can't possibly comprehend that as a fitting word. It's weird.

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 4d

I'm triggered by the word "who" if literal for no reason

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 4d

Mom concluded she should be filling that out too since she has a lot of these listed herself

Blair 🏳️‍🌈 @whimsicalblair.bsky.social · 4d

If they don't take her answers, there's one person (you know) I could get to answer the same stuff. And grandparents are dead.