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tilde 🦊🌹

@til.bsky.social

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tilde 🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 1d

i might. undecided tho

tilde 🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 1d

damn this might justify a trip to get it out of storage then

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tilde 🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 1d

wait really? just the paperback with that translation?

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tilde 🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 1d

don't know what to do about facial hair removal. i got tired of electrolysis again cus it doesn't feel like it's denting it enough. still have to shave daily and the neck is still untouched

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tilde 🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 2d

im fucking broken

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tilde 🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 2d

ah Fuck i forgot to go to the Swirlies show i had tickets for :/

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tilde 🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 2d

i just need to be held you know

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bites u @bitesu.kawaii.social · 3d

welcome to transgenderism! we have:

dehumanization fantasy (animal)
dehumanization fantasy (robot)
dehumanization fantasy (corpse)
dehumanization fantasy (divine psychosis)
dehumanization fantasy (womanhood)

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tilde 🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 3d

for a while now yeah

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tilde 🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 3d

the goal is to play all of itaots front to back. vocals are further away from being *good* but also i dont totally dislike how i sound considering im starting from zero with that. still feel im lacking some direction but ill figure that out, need to play amped with fx to get inspired sound-wise

tilde 🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 3d

guitar status: derusting after falling out of the practice loop. focusing up on getting rhythms better. in the aeroplane over the sea got sloppy i keep forgetting the lines. king of carrot flowers pt 1 is just about cracked. adding communist daughter (easy) & holland 1945 (easy but fast) to practice

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tilde 🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 4d

with the thinning veil today, feelings once cast away may find themselves sneaking back into one's mind. or is that just me

tilde 🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 5d

always been a quiet sort but in this era im hit with the inhumanity of being me more ever, but in a way im relatively at peace with at least its not an anxious tension rly

tilde 🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 5d

feel like a sort of creature that's not rly supposed to be around human citizens in public spaces like there's something wrong with my presence. it's chill though

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tilde 🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 5d

if u see a fox u have to show me

tilde 🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 6d

jesus, that sounds scary. best wishes

tilde 🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 7d

aside from yknow, everything else, i feel so alienated from sexuality

tilde 🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 7d

i need to either collapse from exhaustion or to relight the metabolic fire in me forever

tilde 🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 7d

its all in my head until i push past it and get floored the next day. but it's all in my head i need to break these chains just to see what happens, how real it is

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tilde 🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 7d

feeling that fundamental incurable error in my body that induces paralysing fatigue

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tilde 🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 11d

if ur sad and its 3am and you haven't eaten today u can just throw some japanese style curry blocks and some milk in a pot of lentils

tilde 🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 11d

2027, 2077, 2033, 2012

tilde 🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 11d

it's also fucked how these things happen and kinda get swept under the rug because from elsewhere in the world posts like this are basically how i know shit like that is going down. anyways stay safe out there

tilde 🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 12d

www.youtube.com/watch?v=fkOa... hadnt listened to the lost tapes before i think it might be peak Can

Can - Obscura Primavera

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tilde 🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 13d

yeah in this era of my life i feel something like this too. i feel like a frightened dog. i dont rly know how trust/comfort works either aside from simple Exposure...

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