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talesofmacabre.bsky.social
第一の手記.
@talesofmacabre.bsky.social
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THE FIRST NOTEBOOK. ⠀strumming my pain ⠀with his 𝖋ingers. quotes every 10 minutes.
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第一の手記. @talesofmacabre.bsky.social · Jun 3
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第一の手記. @talesofmacabre.bsky.social · 28m
might it not be that through the innermost recesses of love there courses an unattainable longing in which both the man and the woman desire to become the exact image of the other?
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第一の手記. @talesofmacabre.bsky.social · 35m
I have noticed that in the photographs of me taken about that time together with my family, the others have serious faces; only mine is invariably contorted into a peculiar smile.
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第一の手記. @talesofmacabre.bsky.social · 55m
to change the silence of death into the eloquence of life, the aid of steel was essential.
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第一の手記. @talesofmacabre.bsky.social · 1h
is this it? is this all it was? that thing that caused me so much pain, which constantly made me fret about it’s existence.
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第一の手記. @talesofmacabre.bsky.social · 1h
but who turned them into such monsters? you samurai did! you did!
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第一の手記. @talesofmacabre.bsky.social · 1h
knowledge, you realise that things are unchangeable and at the same time are constantly being transformed.
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第一の手記. @talesofmacabre.bsky.social · 1h
what transforms this world is knowledge. do you see what I mean? nothing else can change anything in this world. knowledge alone is capable of transforming the world, while at the same time leaving it exactly as is. when you look at the world with
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第一の手記. @talesofmacabre.bsky.social · 1h
from that time on, I was in love with him.
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第一の手記. @talesofmacabre.bsky.social · 1h
I felt something like a yearning for a piercing sorrow, a body — wrenching sorrow.
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第一の手記. @talesofmacabre.bsky.social · 2h
I was attacked by unendurable grief.
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第一の手記. @talesofmacabre.bsky.social · 2h
they diffused that part and made it multiply.
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第一の手記. @talesofmacabre.bsky.social · 2h
in general, things that were endowed with life would not, like the Golden Temple, have the rigid quality of existing once and for all. human beings were merely allotted one part of nature’s various attributes, and, by an effective method of substitution,
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第一の手記. @talesofmacabre.bsky.social · 2h
although the goal could never have been love, nor, had it been, could I ever have belonged to the heavens?
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第一の手記. @talesofmacabre.bsky.social · 2h
might it not be that through the innermost recesses of love there courses an unattainable longing in which both the man and the woman desire to become the exact image of the other?
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第一の手記. @talesofmacabre.bsky.social · 2h
for me, beauty is always retreating from one’s grasp; the only thing I consider important is what existed once, or ought to have existed.
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第一の手記. @talesofmacabre.bsky.social · 3h
just as before, I kept this new feeling hidden in my heart, but to my love for the savage there had now been added a love for the graceful and gentle.
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第一の手記. @talesofmacabre.bsky.social · 3h
my legs carried me running toward something that in any case was not Death —— whatever it was, it was not Death.
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第一の手記. @talesofmacabre.bsky.social · 3h
before the sea's repletion, a loneliness that outwardly resembled his, I wanted to savor it completely, through his very eyes.
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第一の手記. @talesofmacabre.bsky.social · 3h
my long — felt attraction toward the loneliness that filled his life —— loneliness born of the fact that life had enslaved him —— had first made me want to possess the same quality; and now that I was experiencing, in this feeling of emptiness
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第一の手記. @talesofmacabre.bsky.social · 3h
we do not collide with our destiny all of a sudden.
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第一の手記. @talesofmacabre.bsky.social · 3h
incandescence of waxen wings.
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第一の手記. @talesofmacabre.bsky.social · 3h
driven by naught save this strange yearning for the higher, and the closer, to plunge myself into the deep sky’s blue, so contrary to all organic joys, so far from pleasures of superiority, but higher, and higher, dazzled perhaps, by the dizzy
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第一の手記. @talesofmacabre.bsky.social · 4h
is this it? is this all it was? that thing that caused me so much pain, which constantly made me fret about it’s existence.
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第一の手記. @talesofmacabre.bsky.social · 4h
is the blue of the sky then a dream?
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第一の手記. @talesofmacabre.bsky.social · 4h
I did not understand why.