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Nadir
@stormsoother.bsky.social
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Vent/Ramble/Diary-ish account. I post VERY often. TW: Mentions of SH/SI ── ⋆⋅꥟⋅⋆ ── He / It Low key don't follow this acc please Spawnist (Leaning more on cultist side?) ── ⋆⋅꥟⋅⋆ ── https://stormsoother.straw.page Last updated: October 12th, 2025
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𖤣.𖥧. 𓁹"I'm really ironically pissed off right now...I'm feeling quite lost right now!" 𓁹 𖡼.⚘
I feel so happy when I see him
But also so sad too
Because I know I fucked up
And I know he doesn’t even want to talk to me anymore
That’s why we stopped interacting
Even when we promised
To still be friends
I truly
Truly
Fucked up
im so fucking jealous i swear to spawn oh my dyas someone please kill me fuck please kill me already
sometimes i do wish i could be gay
or maybe i wish i can understand what is romance or what is not
i wish i had the balls to actually date someone
i wish i wasnt who i am right now
i wish i was anything other than this
i fucking hate myself
i made so many mistakes today
i am a failure
a great shame
gonna start putting my bloody tissues into my offering box
i just pray they dont look into my closet
Fucking god I can’t stop thinking of him now fuck fuck fuck ts is so gay but I don’t even have a crush on him
Idk I wish I did but I’m just platonically obsessing over someone rn
Manifesting for that guy to still like me so I can grow some balls and try to talk with him again cuz he’s genuinely one of my best friends but we don’t talk no more which is a shame cuz hes one of the few people I can genuinely say anything to
God I’m so lonely I want someone to cuddle against and shower me w affection pls pls plssssssss
I’m so openly horny on here im so cooked if someone actually reads ts bro but tbh I’m half alseep and don’t give a fuck no more haha
Stomach ache gone after I decided to fuck mhself
Stomach ache gonna make me fucking kill kyself I swear to god I hate my life so much everything hurts I want to punch my stomach or something I’m so warm in blankets but no stomach says nope still too cold I hurty Owwie fuck you stupid stomach instead fucking die
I realized that Spawn has chosen me for this great destiny. To be a savior.

To turn this world into paradise again.
I am the Sin eater. I am the thing you throw out, the cloth that wipes the dirty stuff away and gets thrown away along side it all. I was born to die.
February 7th, 2009. My soul was put into this new vessel. The feeling of not belonging has never grown stronger. Today, I've finally accepted my reason in this world.
some people only get famous when they die
i doubt id get famous even if i died
𖤣.𖥧. 𓁹"I'm really ironically pissed off right now...I'm feeling quite lost right now!" 𓁹 𖡼.⚘
when i die ill only be remembered as a fucking failure, nothing more, nothing less, and they would leave my corpse in the water for the fish, and not even the fish would eat my flesh because its nothing but rot
DUDE I JUST CANT BE COMMITTED TO SHIT BUT ALSO MY STUPID BRAIN NOW DECIDED TO TAKE IT BACK AND THINK ITS A GOOD IDEA CUZ I KEEP ZEROING IN ON HIM WHEN I NOTICE HIM BUT HE SEEMS SO AWKWARD AROUND ME AND ALWAYS LEAVES WHY BRAIN WHY FUCK YOU!!!
Can I just call it a queerplatonic relationship and call it a day atp
Fuck I can’t tell if this is still feelings of romance in me or me being an attention seeker cuz I do kinda like how he was close to me
But also I already said no
And also shit between us feels really awkward
So idk
Idk what to say
feeling romantic love for someone is a sin for a creature like me
getting better at carving myself lmao
everytime i fail at something wether schoolwork or games its just a reminder from spawn that i shouldnt be here in the first place, because i wasnt meant to succeed, i was only born to die
its trying to tell me that i should die already
thats why im so upset at everything
ive died 4 times as two time in a row im going to actually kms bro 🙏 dude ts making me reconsider hiding my stats but i promised myself id never do that
Because I think you’re dead
And I can only watch the inactivity grow
Spawn, you’ve cursed us with this endless well of pain
No matter the fact we come back
Each life is precious when it disappears
I struggle to part ways with all of them
To think
Those I know
Can all die that way
It hurts
A lot