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fun haver 🐾🌸 @ranni.bsky.social · 5h

weird combination of guilt & relief mixed with the apathy of emotional burnout

just have to hold strong, i can’t go back

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fun haver 🐾🌸 @ranni.bsky.social · 5h

putting my own wellbeing first feels like the most guilty act of all when it hurts another.

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fun haver 🐾🌸 @ranni.bsky.social · 7h

i forgot this game is Like This

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fun haver 🐾🌸 @ranni.bsky.social · 8h

office politics is easy because i’m too autistic to figure out my place.

i just do work and see what happens

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fun haver 🐾🌸 @ranni.bsky.social · 13h

twiddles my thumbs.. work is hard today 😞 learning new stuff is nice i just don’t feel very productive and we’re behind on letters

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fun haver 🐾🌸 @ranni.bsky.social · 16h

ouh can’t decide what to do on lunch

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fun haver 🐾🌸 @ranni.bsky.social · 1d

like yes it took 3-6 months before feeling mostly ‘settled’ but it was worth the effort ! i was changed for the better

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fun haver 🐾🌸 @ranni.bsky.social · 1d

the last time i joined a random ass discord i made friends i still talk to 2 yrs later

i should hunt around for a community again

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fun haver 🐾🌸 @ranni.bsky.social · 1d

angry people fucking scare me.. I just shut down. i had enough of that as a kid with my stepdad

i don’t need it from others as well

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fun haver 🐾🌸 @ranni.bsky.social · 1d

cutting someone off sucks, and i miss the good times but i don’t want to get verbally abused a third time

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fun haver 🐾🌸 @ranni.bsky.social · 1d

8am wake up for work goes so hard when u wake up at 6am most days

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fun haver 🐾🌸 @ranni.bsky.social · 1d

this is true but ive taken too much time off already :c

fun haver 🐾🌸 @ranni.bsky.social · 1d

I should probably go for a blood test and figure out what’s going on but scheduling a GP appointment and taking medical leave means being inconvenient and actually seeing a doctor

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fun haver 🐾🌸 @ranni.bsky.social · 1d

wave of nausea & nearly passing out 30 mins before work finished was not on my bingo card today but alright

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fun haver 🐾🌸 @ranni.bsky.social · 1d

i keep meaning to message back friends i am just either socially dead or at work 😓

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The Autistic Coach | Matthew (he/they) @theautisticcoach.bsky.social · 1d

You think you’re bad at relationships.

But maybe you’re just tired of performing one.

You learned to show care in ways others didn’t understand.

Through honesty.

Through warning before a sound.

Through silence that meant safety.

That’s not failure.

That’s autistic love.

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fun haver 🐾🌸 @ranni.bsky.social · 1d

because the process has switched up like twice today when last month i just did the report as instructed. nobody checks this shit evidently so maybe I’ve just cleared a couple hundred data entries using an incomplete process ??? dude??!!!!

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fun haver 🐾🌸 @ranni.bsky.social · 1d

the embarrassing part is i was asked for my notes as the basis of the documentation

but then i was told today that like 95% of it doesn’t need fixing

so why does the report pull through those ‘issues’ if they don’t need auditing????

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fun haver 🐾🌸 @ranni.bsky.social · 1d

this work im tasked with is crazy nobody can agree what the correct procedure is and we don’t have documentation

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Elara Albrecht ☀️ 🛡️ @forgedbysun.bsky.social · 2d

My FC did a theme gpose challenge and the theme was simply 'booty shorts'.

I'd argue there isn't a (adult) character out there who doesn't look good in booty shorts.

So here's a lady night, booty shorted up.

Feel free to share you own so I can scream with glee!

My female hyur OC - Elara Albrecht, stands in a pair of booty shorts, a torn fishnest top and a crop top. One hand is behind her back, holding a hidden sword, the other hanging between her legs, she looks as if she is about to act.

Her eyes look down, maybe behind her, it isn't very clear.

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fun haver 🐾🌸 @ranni.bsky.social · 2d

considering it concerns bigotry i felt like it’s worth keeping up rather than preserving my own comfort 😭

idk i shoulda just posted it on main next time

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fun haver 🐾🌸 @ranni.bsky.social · 2d

i love you dearly but i need you killed posthaste

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fun haver 🐾🌸 @ranni.bsky.social · 2d

ah for fuck sake please do not blow up. this is my personal account not xiv 😓

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fun haver 🐾🌸 @ranni.bsky.social · 2d

it’s why i usually don’t pose with others, the amount of people I’ve given callie to in 2 years is 6-7, i only regret one of those.

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fun haver 🐾🌸 @ranni.bsky.social · 2d

sorry. when ur in this community for long enough you figure out who’s a cunt or not and then u see oomf collab with them and u wanna say somethin but can’t

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