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TJ @oddballlion.bsky.social · 10h

Ontop of it I feel ugly, stress is destroying my body.

My mind is just swirling around the fucking toilet.

Met with prejudices & off hand negative assumptions about me leaving me in a shitty spot.

Minds in a bad way, I'm fucked.

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TJ @oddballlion.bsky.social · 10h

I really wanted to quit & leave.

I wanted to find a job.

No one wants me, no one will hire me. Its hopeless.

This was all I had, considering a return even with the prior breakdown & statements feels humiliating.

Attempted to end it, dry fired.

I fucking hate this.

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TJ @oddballlion.bsky.social · 1d

Some hopefully is water retention.

Hoping so, as that'll be far easier to lose.

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Luis Huerta 🔜 CCXP Mexico @gamutfeathers.bsky.social · 2d

My Intuos pen broke and I need a replacement, right before I have to finish up deadlines with my work. I am out of commission atm, so a ny small tip and help is appreciated 💔🐉
ko-fi.com/gamutfeathers

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TJ @oddballlion.bsky.social · 2d

Slowly getting those numbers back up. Soon, gonna get up to 200 per game again!!!

°0°👍👍✨️🎳

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TJ @oddballlion.bsky.social · 3d

little something I did for @gingintigtig.bsky.social a couple years ago

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TJ @oddballlion.bsky.social · 5d

Its people like these that get me to further lose any sense of my worth & abilities.

Here I am, capable & knowledgeable, able to perform requested tasks correctly but rejected. There they are, incapable & useless but employed, theyre being paid to be useless & incapable.

*inserts gun in my mouth*

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TJ @oddballlion.bsky.social · 8d

...then adventuring we shall go.

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TJ @oddballlion.bsky.social · 8d

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TJ @oddballlion.bsky.social · 10d

Wish I coulda gotten a photo but saw one of these on the road earlier. Nissan Silvia~♡

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Lou Inglese @chaos440.bsky.social · 17d

Got my performance review.

Old floppy drive with printed label 'Works, but makes Sad Noises'

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TJ @oddballlion.bsky.social · 14d

Well, seems @kerun.bsky.social got a role in an anime and didnt tell me about it.

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TJ @oddballlion.bsky.social · 14d

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TJ @oddballlion.bsky.social · 14d

I hit my goal here, thank you everyone! Can definitely keep on an OK flow into October here.

Will try to buckle down and get my mind on track with everything.

Again. Thank you all. Will get to planning/drafting something for y'all here along with a couple other things.

TJ @oddballlion.bsky.social · 14d

Still waiting for payments to process, falling short - trying to avoid a late fee too. Open to doing a kinda group funded piece if folks want?

Trying to hit $175, cover what's needed ontop of taxes too.

ko-fi.com/oddballlion

Support TJ

ko-fi.com

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TJ @oddballlion.bsky.social · 14d

Still waiting for payments to process, falling short - trying to avoid a late fee too. Open to doing a kinda group funded piece if folks want?

Trying to hit $175, cover what's needed ontop of taxes too.

ko-fi.com/oddballlion

Support TJ

ko-fi.com

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TJ @oddballlion.bsky.social · 17d

....aaand my computer mouse decides to flatout just give up on functioning in total, even when plugged in.

SUPER. FUCKIN'. DUPER.

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TJ @oddballlion.bsky.social · 19d

just a little something as a thank you to y'all

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TJ @oddballlion.bsky.social · 19d

just a little something as a thank you to y'all

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TJ @oddballlion.bsky.social · 20d

i mean........ I'd still eat it. :9

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TJ @oddballlion.bsky.social · 20d

Highest I ever had was like lower end of 280-ish was a LOOOOOOOONG time ago. Dumb luck because 2nd highest was in the 230s range.

I've gotten rusty and I need to work myself back up again. Thankfully still managing on average 96-115 per game. One day, will get a perfect game ;w;

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TJ @oddballlion.bsky.social · 20d

nope - few have me beat there ;w;

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TJ @oddballlion.bsky.social · 21d

Local fur group up in Whatcom had a bowling meet....

1st roll, my ball cracked on me...

( ///^;)🫱🫱

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TJ @oddballlion.bsky.social · 21d

BRB

Getting raptured.

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TJ @oddballlion.bsky.social · 23d

Once Im not a broke joke and heading toward Seattle again, gotta drag you to a few places.

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TJ @oddballlion.bsky.social · 23d

TOS update, huh???

Ah, corporatism shitting the bed, again.... for the umpteenth time.

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