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lyre's account for fun and games ♡ hirofumi apologist. 19 he/him gnc 🏳️‍⚧️ #csm tag for analyses. horror, fashion, and computers lover live laugh poetry csm and movies. ✮ c:keiblehh and mika ninagawa
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ranges of taste, bitter and sweet
AND I COULDN'T BE MORE GRATEFUL, FANGY. THANK YOU, SERIOUSLY 🫂💗
THE BEAUTIFUL SELF BROTHERS STRIKE AGAIN 💗🫂
bluesky needs to stop yap shaming me in dms... "this message is too long" like omg stfu stop judging me about the 1.6k words i'm about to drop here
how does a writer acquire an editor? do i ask my writer friends to set aside hours of their time for me? that doesn't feel right!
the one(1) person i show my (non-published) writing to loves what i have so far.. soo happy
thank you everyone :,) 💗 i have to go clean my entire apartment .
you are trans. you will always be. i wish the world was better, i'm sorry. i love you
i know, right now, how hard it is. yet, any doubts of your transness or your worries that you're not doing it right; that you're taking up space undeserved, you're at fault for enjoying the way you look or sound without having done ___, cast that away from your mind immediately.
and i want you to understand that the things that may disorient you- certain factors to consider alongside your transness, don't make you failed. you will never be. please live and live fully and choose your life in the way /you/ define. being transgender is so beautiful.
i want all trans people to do what's best for them, know there's always time, and it's never too late. i implore you to make the decisions that you must make. i beg you not to feel pressured by anything, choosing your euphoria, self-expression, and happiness above all.
again, i will never speak for anyone other than myself and those who see themselves in my situation.
i was raised, like many chinese kids, to esteem my family and elders and i- do not have the courage to leave, i don't expect that for trans people of colour whose culture is so, so important for them, especially for myself as an immigrant. it's complicated. it's not quite as open and shut.
appear at alleged odds in not just appearance, but culture. plainly, i will never be able to leave my parents if they weren't supportive of me. which i know they won't be. if they were to ever know, there would be great pain. it's like a little insulated capsule.
who i aspired to be like, will 'fail' under western lenses of masculinity. i think of indigenous and black communities whose experiences with gender, /hair/ in particular, differ.

we grow up and navigate our lives, transness and race intersecting in ways that
i want to mention how western gender roles can be imposed on trans people of colour. the men from stories of my childhood, growing up in beijing china,
i said to my best friend, one of the handful of people in my life to know, 'i wish i could just tell people and they'd accept it. that they wouldn't question me or look into my future, that i won't have to explain myself. i'm being unfair, aren't i? is that not expecting too much?"
this has been a source of guilt. i know. i know this isn't something a trans person 'should' be like, much less to exist for others to take me seriously, which is what i want most of all.

i know. it's caused me pain. and i will never speak for anyone other than myself
i haven't transitioned and i don't see it in my future because- i'm not someone who's comfortable with the idea of changes happening to my body. whose trauma, culture, and way i was raised are all factors i must consider for myself.
it's a sunday night, i'd like to discuss my transness

i've known i was a man since i was 13. the euphoria of just /knowing/ who i was, finally assured of my identity… alleviated my dysphoria a substantial degree and it's continued to be like that
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🧵chainsawman + The Gendered Disparity between how Mothers Treat Their Children
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Early Denji garnered a lot of attention for not following the rules of how to write a protagonist but that’s only surface level When people say a good protagonist needs a goal what they mean is the they need some inner conflict that’ll drive them towards action
Denji is a bad protagonist n Fujimoto just finds way to make him worse (I mean from a writing standpoint not morals n I mean this somewhat as a compliment but mostly as fascination)
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Chainsaw Man Femme Fatales + Feminine Domination Part I 🧵
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Hiya angels let’s talk about Asa’s relationship with women!! 🧵
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thinking about the liberal politicians willing to try to compromise with fascists by abandoning minority groups they don't really like - i wish they understood that fascists will come for everyone eventually. even themselves. fascism unopposed is a ruined state with everyone dead
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asa on rust mw2 challenging chainsaw man to 1v1 screaming "I WAGE WAR"