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honey⁵ @honeybread.on.computer · 8h

sometimes i imagine just getting up from my desk and walking into the woods

silas @kirby.writes.news · 9h

and maybe what i need is just to cry but maybe what i want is to cry and have somebody hold me and tell me it’s okay maybe i want to pet someone’s head and tell THEM it’s okay but why do i feel so stupid about this!! i was born to love and be loved gently

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silas @kirby.writes.news · 9h

no cuz like in all seriousness i could tear up at the concept (please swim fast)

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silas @kirby.writes.news · 9h

i am craving physical affection like what i really need is to hold somebody’s hand and also a hug that lasts [a long time] and maybe if someone could just lay on top of me flat like a pancake maybe that could heal me

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silas @kirby.writes.news · 14h

heaven knows i’m miserable now

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silas @kirby.writes.news · 14h

until I become the sky in the night or the light in your eyes in the morning

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silas @kirby.writes.news · 1d

i am an impenetrable concrete wall

silas @kirby.writes.news · 1d

done being silly now back to my regularly scheduled outward performance of stability

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silas @kirby.writes.news · 1d

i’m soooo good at hurting my own feelings ur jealous

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silas @kirby.writes.news · 1d

no it’s fine i’m still normal i guess i just have this lonely shroud around me but despite being certain that i’ll remain peripheral to anything i’ve ever wanted i am doing fine

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Dr. Bucky Isotope, PhD, BOFA @buckyisotope.bsky.social · May 17

Over there sits your childhood stuffed animal slowly losing atoms to chaos. Piece by piece he says goodbye. Piece by piece you join him.

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silas @kirby.writes.news · 1d

why do i go from totally normal to literally 🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔 in 34 seconds

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silas @kirby.writes.news · 1d

i LOVE my no supplied reel spams i have so many to watch when i get home later

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silas @kirby.writes.news · 3d

this guy was creeping on me and creeping me the fuck out at my friends party last night and then i found out he wasn’t even supposed to be there because he ALSO creeps my friend the fuck out

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silas @kirby.writes.news · 3d

sometimes you meet people and the vibe is bad. sometimes you meet people and you’re like oh i really don’t get a good feeling about you. then sometimes you meet a man and it’s like - i feel like i am in danger around you.

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silas @kirby.writes.news · 3d

sometimes i wake up feeling so so terrible and then like half an hour later i remember having horrible and terrible dreams and im like oh

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silas @kirby.writes.news · 5d

i’d like to be processed like whatever they do to the meat that will eventually become hotdogs

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silas @kirby.writes.news · 5d

i’d like to be processed

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silas @kirby.writes.news · 5d

Remember Me (Lullaby) par Gael García Bernal, Gabriella Flores & Libertad García Fonzi sur Apple Music

Morceau · 2011 · Durée 1:09

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silas @kirby.writes.news · 5d

listening to the coco soundtrack so i can become even more full of sadness

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silas @kirby.writes.news · 5d

i actually cannot explain how i am feeling to anyone because i am practically delusional. i’m full of rotten

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silas @kirby.writes.news · 5d

i agree and i wish i could stop hating myself for it

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silas @kirby.writes.news · 5d

i need a villain arc or something instead of being whatever pathetic thing i am now

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silas @kirby.writes.news · 5d

tired of muscling through it! tired of complaining! tired of being tired! tired of feeling like i don’t matter at all

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silas @kirby.writes.news · 5d

sometimes i want to be able to come on here and say i don’t like myself without feeling like the worlds biggest 5 year old crying into the void

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