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Kajiru @kajiru.bsky.social · 14h

BRAT STREAM! Shock Stream!!
Playing Buck Shot Roullette with Okari, Marlo, and Ulrich!
Then probably Liar's bar after that
www.twitch.tv/lavenderbuppy
Maaaaaybe VRC after that!

Live in a few minutes!

LavenderBuppy - Twitch

This is an alt account of Kajiru. This is where I stream to relax, vibe, unwind, or work backlog of art. On my main I specialized in streamer/viewer interaction, here I'm more focused on what I'm play...

www.twitch.tv

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Kajiru @kajiru.bsky.social · 1d

Art Stream today! Drawing Stickers!
I've been wanting to get around to making these
So lets start with a few bases!
www.twitch.tv/Kajiru
Will likely do a few free raffles too.
Not sure how to price these...thinking 4 for 100, 10 for 200?

🟥 Live in 5!

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🛸dog @aliendoge.bsky.social · 11d

cuties ^w^
for @screamingdoggo.bsky.social

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ElephantEmpress 🔞 @elephantempress.bsky.social · Sep 9

Chibi of my girl Lisette ❤️🖤🤍

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Kajiru @kajiru.bsky.social · 6d

Oops...thought it was today, it's actually tomorrow, my bad x.X

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Kajiru @kajiru.bsky.social · 8d

Donut Day! Drawing Donut Stickers!
May also do a few tires, I guess.
Also start putting together sticker packs
www.twitch.tv/Kajiru
Donuts are 10$ but I'm doing channel point stickers FIRST!

🟥LIVE IN 15!

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Kajiru @kajiru.bsky.social · 10d

Happy Saturday! Trying out Cloverpit today!
And then were gonna play Mycopit with friends!
Gambling horror + Squad Shooter!
www.twitch.tv/Kajiru
See you there!

🟥 LIVE SUNE! See you there!

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Kajiru @kajiru.bsky.social · 11d

Returning to Silent Hill 2!!
Finally with a new computer, can beat this game!
Looking forward to playing this, and SH f
www.twitch.tv/Kajiru
Happy Spooktober! Happy Friday!!

🟥 LIVE IN 15!! See you there!

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Kajiru @kajiru.bsky.social · 12d

Playin some Phasmo today!
Probably do some chill Nightmare games
We'll do some solos, and then play with friends!
www.twitch.tv/Kajiru
Maybe we'll do some of the bigger maps too!

🟥 Live in 15!!

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Kajiru @kajiru.bsky.social · 12d

Oh shit, hope you're ok friend! Sending lots of love!

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Kajiru @kajiru.bsky.social · 13d

Welp, OBS and/or Twitch has decided I don't stream today. Dunno why my connection was just extremely aweful start to finish. Tried everything to fix it. See you all tomorrow!

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Kajiru @kajiru.bsky.social · 13d

What if I made my own sticker pack?
Drawing stickers today! For telegram and Discord
Free Art Raffle x1 Sticker today!
www.twitch.tv/Kajiru
Come vibe and hang out ❤️

Gonna be a lil late, probably 15min!

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The Autistic Coach | Matthew (he/they) @theautisticcoach.bsky.social · Apr 7

You weren’t “high-functioning.”
You were masking.

You weren’t “coping.”
You were dissociating.

You weren’t “fine.”
You were in burnout.

They praised your performance.
But never saw the cost.

You deserved care.
Not applause.

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Kajiru @kajiru.bsky.social · 15d

Here's hoping...

A lot of the therapists I looked at were 100-130$ per session

Thinking I'd rather pay 150-200 if thats what it takes to get someone who'll actually help me

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Kajiru @kajiru.bsky.social · 15d

This combined with everything else going on...

I just fucking can't anymore. I don't know what to do, I don't know what to be hopeful for, and I just feel sick.

Gonna try and at least get insurance and a doctor soon, need at least that win. Maybe I'll try therapy again after.

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Kajiru @kajiru.bsky.social · 15d

On top of that...being late, and then cutting the session VERY short, for what felt like 30min of a lot of dead air, seemingly distracted with 'scheduling'. Not to mention twice I tried to bring up something important.. and being interrupted for something else.

Waste of money and time..

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Kajiru @kajiru.bsky.social · 15d

I'm so fucking demoralized right now.

Things with the therapist were slow..but I was trusting the process. But today, therapist pretended to 'go grab a power cable' for their laptop. Only to accidentally leave the sound on, so I could hear her take a call with her b/f.

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Kajiru @kajiru.bsky.social · 17d

I'm Back! Come Explore Pretty Worlds with me?

I should be back for good! VRC COMMUNITY NIGHT!
Playing games, world exploring, KAREOKE! and dance worlds!
www.twitch.tv/Kajiru
BONUS SUBS ARE HERE! Will we unlock the hyena free art raffle??
50 gift subs = Custom Chest Rub Animation!

Live in 10min!

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RiniHalloweenies 🎃🔪 @riniweenies.bsky.social · 22d

I had to do it to'im

#furryart

Sketch of an anthropomorphic lion napping and wearing a cropped hoodie and undies.

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Kajiru @kajiru.bsky.social · 18d

Zypher Song has been a favorite for a long time!

But more recently I've grown to love Chasin Cars and been enjoying a few shanties

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Kajiru @kajiru.bsky.social · 18d

All the songs I've kinda collected and found that I feel I'm pretty comfy singing or getting close to singing well. So, lots to practice and work with!

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Kajiru @kajiru.bsky.social · 18d

Singing has been such a fun and nice way to get out emotion, actually have a sore ish throat for the first time u.u

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Skeleion🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @skeleion.bsky.social · 23d

What do you wanna tag next? 🎨🖌

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Kajiru @kajiru.bsky.social · 21d

For reasons I don't want to discuss... I REALLY needed to get into VR for REALLY important hugs.

And this is the moment I find out my headset isnt working.

I've been meaning to get the Beyond 2 but...I just REALLY need VR hugs right now.

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Kajiru @kajiru.bsky.social · 21d

Universe has a funny way of kicking you when you're down.

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