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HealerGuy

HealerGuy

@healerguy.bsky.social

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Current writer, aspiring author, hoping to finish a book before next summer! Lover of games, haver of ADHD, obsesser of Final Fantasy XIV, resident of Massachusetts who can never spell the state right the first time. He/him/they/them.

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HealerGuy @healerguy.bsky.social · Dec 27

There's this really weird thing that happens with me every holiday season.

I find a new creative obsession. One that doesn't last. Most of my creative energies go into it.

This is the first year that's happened with me that I've managed to push all that energy in to my #writing.

1/8🧵

HealerGuy @healerguy.bsky.social · Jan 15

A prologue and fourteen chapters done. Three drafts each.

47,556 words.

I've hit the point in the story where all the setup is there. Now it's about knocking it all down, and sticking the landing.

Is it ok to be extremely proud of this? Because I am.

#writing

HealerGuy @healerguy.bsky.social · Jan 13

There's an older version of myself coming back that I'm not too fond of.

So... if anyone can recommend any sort of substitute for it?

www.amazon.com/Natrol-Sleep...

(Sorry, amazon link, gross, I know)

I'm hoping that once I get more active it'll help but things are kinda sucky right now lol

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HealerGuy @healerguy.bsky.social · Jan 13

I'm taking other stuff to try and help sleep. A new sleeping pill AND a valerian root supplement. But it isn't working. I'm dreaming WAY more than I used to (which is neat) but I'm definitely not getting proper sleep and it's effecting me during the day.

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HealerGuy @healerguy.bsky.social · Jan 13

I'm starting to worry that, having taken it for ten years, I've grown a little too dependent on it. But the fact of the matter is that I've been sleeping terribly for weeks. Might be the lack of physical activity or the recovery process from last year's genuine trauma, but I'm not sure.

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HealerGuy @healerguy.bsky.social · Jan 13

Tiny little call for I guess not action but suggestion?

Some ten years ago I had a therapist who recommended a sleeping pill from Natrol called Sleep 'n Restore. Melatonin, valerian root, all natural and smells like ASS, but god damn did it change my life.

They stopped making it last month.

🧵 1/4

HealerGuy @healerguy.bsky.social · Jan 13

Other names:

Labor Thief Intelligence

Environmental Destruction Intelligence

Fake Artist Intelligence

Super Dumb... butthole... intelligence, listen, I'm tired, alright? I can only come up with so much. 🤣

HealerGuy @healerguy.bsky.social · Jan 13

For the FFXIV players, I of course need to acknowledge that I main Warrior (a *tank*), but I still count it as a healer.

If you know, you know.

The icon for Nascent Flash, a Warrior ability in FFXIV that heals you for every attack on an enemy for a short time (but long enough to fully heal you).

It's a sillhouette of a person holding an axe with a spiral pattern behind them, all colored in green and yellow with a touch of red.

As an ability, it is broken as fuck, and I wouldn't have it any other way.

HealerGuy @healerguy.bsky.social · Jan 13

It's pretty simple.

I play FFXIV, an MMO, and I realized over the past year that I really enjoy healing (even though I'm not the best at it). And looking back to when I played Overwatch for a bit, my main was Zenyatta, a healer.

Figured it was a cool enough sounding name.

Dani Fiend 🧟‍♀️ 🏳️‍⚧️ 📚 @danifinnwrites.bsky.social · Jan 13

Explain your username:

Long, long ago, in the wilderlands of twitter, I took some bad advice and decided to publish under my irl name.

Years later, when I realized how terrible an idea that was (& also that I was trans), I made up a name vaguely recognizeable to those who might know my old books

Vyria Durav, Dragon Princess of the Night @vyriadurav.bsky.social · Jan 13

Explain your username:
I'm literally Vyria

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Gorey Cask of Amontilladoing @coreybrickley.bsky.social · Jan 13

No those things are all enjoyable and rewarding. The frustrating bit is having to work 3 jobs to barely keep your head above water and never having time to dedicate to these pursuits

Peretsky @peretsky.bsky.social · Jan 12

These people are your enemies

HealerGuy @healerguy.bsky.social · Jan 12

www.twitch.tv/healerguystr...

And here we go 💜🎮

Time for some #HalfLife

HealerGuyStreams - Twitch

Aspiring author, streamer by hobby, here to discuss art and creativity while playing games!

HealerGuy @healerguy.bsky.social · Jan 12

Every with all the mental health stuff and back problems... some things are too fun to give up.

www.twitch.tv/healerguystr...

Gonna be streaming more Half Life in about 15 minutes!

HealerGuy @healerguy.bsky.social · Jan 10

Thank you ❤️

I'll be ok. I've had way worse bouts over the years, this one just comes after the most exhausting year of my life and it's finally caught up with me lol

HealerGuy @healerguy.bsky.social · Jan 10

Seasonal depression is a hell of a thing.

I'm not even all that sad. I just... don't want to do things.

Thankfully this hasn't effected my writing at all but unemployment is becoming an issue, which sucks, because, well... energy.

But I'll figure it out soon enough.

HealerGuy @healerguy.bsky.social · Jan 6

Alas... had to cut it short.

My back is severely disagreeing with my aging gaming chair.

Ah, well... tomorrow, it is a veg around and do fuck all day.

HealerGuy @healerguy.bsky.social · Jan 5

www.twitch.tv/healerguystr...

Half Life time! We're live, back pain and all! 💜🎮

HealerGuyStreams - Twitch

Aspiring author, streamer by hobby, here to discuss art and creativity while playing games!

HealerGuy @healerguy.bsky.social · Jan 5

Somehow, today's pack pain is *not* from sitting weird. I actually did something to deserve it!

... ow!

HealerGuy @healerguy.bsky.social · Jan 5

I'm gonna be gritting my teeth through the pain and streaming tonight, continuing our playthrough of the original Half Life!

Stop on by and laugh at how old my back is!

www.twitch.tv/healerguystr...

HealerGuyStreams - Twitch

Aspiring author, streamer by hobby, here to discuss art and creativity while playing games!

HealerGuy @healerguy.bsky.social · Jan 4

Oh, hey, happy new year, by the way.

Even to you guys, increasing number of porn bots that may or may not be AI generated.

(Actually... no. Not to you.)

HealerGuy @healerguy.bsky.social · Dec 29

www.twitch.tv/healerguystr...

And we are live on #Twitch! 🎮💜

HealerGuyStreams - Twitch

Aspiring author, streamer by hobby, here to discuss art and creativity while playing games!

HealerGuy @healerguy.bsky.social · Dec 29

I may not be posting all that much on here right now, but I AM still #streaming tonight.

Not Lunacid, though. I realized that, great as that game is, getting lost on stream is way less fun than getting lost by my lonesome while watching Schitt's Creek or whatever.

So, starting something "new..."

HealerGuy @healerguy.bsky.social · Dec 27

www.vice.com/en/article/d...

Looks like the discovery, name, and concept are all true, but that picture is not only fake but not nearly as alien as the real thing 😐

Deep-Sea Predator Built for Killing Discovered 8,000 Meters Underwater

Dulcibella camanchaca is a deep-sea predator with a body made for “capturing, killing, and feasting," scientists say.

HealerGuy @healerguy.bsky.social · Dec 27

Never lose that good side. ❤️

Happy holidays, happy New Year, and may 2025 suck at least marginally less than this year.

Gonna be a bit quiet on here for a bit. But I'm sure I'll check in soon enough when I have something concrete to share.

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HealerGuy @healerguy.bsky.social · Dec 27

And there are some people on here that have helped motivate me on that.

You might know who you are, in part. If you do... thank you. Even in the weird, often shitty morass that is the internet, there are good people who remain their better selves when incentivised to be worse.

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HealerGuy @healerguy.bsky.social · Dec 27

Anyway, all this is to say: even with the lack of updates on here, my writing is going better than it ever has in the near 6 years I've been doing it.

I'm going to finish this god damn book before summer. I mean, hell, maybe before spring.

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HealerGuy @healerguy.bsky.social · Dec 27

And I'm good focusing on other things right now. When you have limited energy reserves, you gotta make sure you use them in the right way. And mine always bottom out around the new year.

Shocker, right? Person with mental health problems suffers during holidays? Heavens forfend! 🤣

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