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MDNI (18+) Level forty-two dharma bum and feral writer. Sometimes skin. Sometimes ink. I write about hunger, becoming, and the beautiful violence of being human.

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I am not here at all. @h09ap.bsky.social · 7d

gradually posting poems from my older kink-poetry account:
@wearenothereatall.bsky.social

#poetry #poetsofbluesky #altwriting #writingcommunity #kinkpoetry

i watched her work like someone summoning gods
older than names.
her fingers moved as if binding the air itself—
weaving breath and pigment into covenant.

the light bent toward her,
like it too was caught in her gravity.
like it remembered her from somewhere
before the first sunrise
when the world was still learning how to exist.

i did not speak.
speech felt profane in the presence of ritual.
there are ceremonies you observe from the threshold,
or not at all.
to cross closer would have been
to trespass against something holy.

she was not making art.
she was remembering how to survive.
dragging beauty out of her own marrow,
and laying it bare like an offering
to gods who no longer answer.

i stayed still.
not for fear of rejection—
but for fear of interfering with the shape of her becoming.
to bear witness was enough.
to see was its own wound.

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David Atkinson @davidatkinsonpoet.bsky.social · 2d

#quoteoftheday

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I am not here at all. @h09ap.bsky.social · 2d

#kinkypoetry #altlove #ritualbeauty #queersecret #softwreckage #poetrythread #intimateworlds #powerexchange

I am not here at all. @h09ap.bsky.social · 2d

#poetry #poetsofbluesky #micropoetry #innerchild #blueskypoets

I am not here at all. @h09ap.bsky.social · 2d

#poetry

They had become a home.
Not walls, but shelter.
Not roof, but refuge.
The kind of place built in breath and fingertips,
in whispered names and shared silences.
I do not know how to carry a house
once the light inside has gone out.
I only know the shape of absence
and the echo of locked doors

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frissondreams.bsky.social @frissondreams.bsky.social · 20d

can you kiss me better than the sun? 💋🌞🍑

#peach #sunlight #maidoutfit #lingerie #sexy #nfsw #hot #portrait #selfportrait

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Erebus Deimos | Horror Fetish @horrorfetish.bsky.social · 8d

I would love it if you cast a vote for me. I've made the quarter finals. I would also love any shares to help me get more votes. 🙏

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I am not here at all. @h09ap.bsky.social · 3d

For @cruorcrypt.bsky.social

#poetry #altwriting #poetsofbluesky #feralthoughts #ritualtext

White text on a black background. A minimalist poem reads:

we shed shame
together
like old clothes

i traced the ending
of their features
as if they would be
my beginning

and in that silence
i carried
their absence

waiting
to be
split open

to slip back into myself
bare as skin
clothed
in hope

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I am not here at all. @h09ap.bsky.social · 3d

I habitually vanish so words can stand in my place. Sometimes, words remember what the body forgets.

I am not here at all. @h09ap.bsky.social · 3d

#philosophy #heraclitus #stoicism #impermanence #change #flow

Yellow square graphic with centered text reading “Everything flows, nothing stands still.” -Heraclitus. The quote is written in soft orange serif font on a warm yellow background.

I am not here at all. @h09ap.bsky.social · 3d

I've been thinking about Henry Darger a lot lately. The way he turned solitude into ritual—and ritual into a world. Maybe all creation is a way of saying: see me. Even if you're the only one doing the seeing.

I am not here at all. @h09ap.bsky.social · 3d

Any room for a fellow traveler?

I am not here at all. @h09ap.bsky.social · 5d

🖤🖤🖤

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Dirk Hooper @dirkhooper.bsky.social · 5d

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Much 🖤 to you all! 😍

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Kafka’s Concubine @kafkasconcubine.bsky.social · 13d

Thoughts?

Should we be responsible for what others accidentally scroll through on the timeline while at work??

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I am not here at all. @h09ap.bsky.social · 5d

I love your content. Cheers. 👀 👀 👀

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laura "laura” cavegift @cavegift.bsky.social · 6d

gundam is awesome because every show has major flaws and drawbacks an like completely inexcusable plot/character moments and often kind of squander their potential a bit. but you rotate the Whole Object in your mind and despite or even because of its flaws it shines brilliantly

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Jon M. Sweeney @jonmsweeney.bsky.social · 5d

Sometimes it just feels like a poem was written exactly for you. I've read this one a hundred times, have even heard WB read it, but when I began to read it this morning the first line brought tears to my eyes.

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Guy Venables @guyvenables.bsky.social · 6d

My cartoon for Friday's metro

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Crypt of Vampyrx Amor 🦇🫀 @cruorcrypt.bsky.social · 6d

𝐺𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑎𝑛 𝑜𝑑𝑑𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑓𝑎𝑖𝑟 𝑖𝑛 𝑎 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑝𝑙𝑒 𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑘𝑠. 𝑃𝑒𝑟𝑓𝑒𝑐𝑡 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝑟𝑖𝑏𝑢𝑡𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 ℎ𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑙𝑜𝑡𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑜𝑑𝑑 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑠. 𝑭𝒖𝒏𝒅 𝒎𝒚 𝒄𝒖𝒓𝒊𝒐𝒔𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒆𝒔, 𝒑𝒆𝒕.

#findom #femdom #themdom #petplay #gothdomme #ebonydomme #realkink

Vampyrx sits on a bench outside with a gate and trees behind them and a cloudy overcast sky. They’re wearing thick platform knee high boots with metal hardware. They’re also wearing a leather jacket, a Michael Meyers Monet tshirt, fishnet, glasses and a short black bob with bangs. They have red lipstick on and are staring down at you, the camera is angled up with their feet being a focal point.

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I am not here at all. @h09ap.bsky.social · 6d

All my gabs are flabbered. I suppose this means I've "reached a certain age." Sometimes nostalgia hits like a stake to the chest.

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⛥H. Kyoht Luterman⛧ @hkluterman.bsky.social · 13d

An American Werewolf with Worms.
#art #werewolf #AWIL #fanart #furry #furryart

The werewolf from An American Werewolf in London scooting on his butt with his feets up in a very silly and awkward position. He doesn't look thrilled.

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Film Updates @thefilmupdates.bsky.social · 7d

Ayo Edebiri photographed by Tyler Mitchell for Vogue

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I am not here at all. @h09ap.bsky.social · 7d

I approve of this message.

M A @lurkinthebushes.bsky.social · 7d

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Lolly Vieira @lollyvieira.bsky.social · Jul 29

Hello #poetsofbluesky I wanted to share a personal #poem about my #childhood in an #abusive home.
Thank you for reading 💜

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The Risk of Ignorance

A tale from my childhood.

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Lolly Vieira @lollyvieira.bsky.social · Aug 6

Current work in progress
#paint #painting #paintersofbluesky #art #abstract #artistsofbluesky

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