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grubmaiden

@grubmaiden.bsky.social

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Multimedia Artist & Writer // Game Art, Fashion, Characters, Design // Trans Sapphic Fairy // 18+ Only // I run a SL store called mercurial

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grubmaiden @grubmaiden.bsky.social · Jun 13

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grubmaiden @grubmaiden.bsky.social · 7h

I was going to add this quote to the end of my silent hill review. I think it's all hitting me again

grubmaiden @grubmaiden.bsky.social · 7h

I think this crushing overwhelming darkness and sadness that holds my light hostage would go away if I had a henchman who does everything I want and follows me around

grubmaiden @grubmaiden.bsky.social · 9h

made myself sad looking at vintage postcards

grubmaiden @grubmaiden.bsky.social · 11h

I was filled with unbearable sadness and pain in the middle of cooking burgers and I was like oh god not while im making burgers and then I ate and now I'm fine.

grubmaiden @grubmaiden.bsky.social · 12h

Day 18 Not super happy about how this one turned out but whatever

grubmaiden @grubmaiden.bsky.social · 18h

grubmaiden @grubmaiden.bsky.social · 20h

Something must be in the water thats making me wanna talk more. Maybe I'm just less depressed.

grubmaiden @grubmaiden.bsky.social · 20h

youtu.be/8JcgHNTGU10 #EBM #synthpop

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grubmaiden @grubmaiden.bsky.social · 22h

Guy who hates pokemon so much that he plays and talks about it all week

grubmaiden @grubmaiden.bsky.social · 22h

I want to eat a whole pumpkin pie right now I feel spiritually pregnant

grubmaiden @grubmaiden.bsky.social · 22h

This is the hubris talking. I'm not saying pokemon is in a good spot right now but no you could not lol

grubmaiden @grubmaiden.bsky.social · 22h

Boob morning breasties

grubmaiden @grubmaiden.bsky.social · 22h

Nobody really tells you this but sometimes you can wake up and do nothing on your phone and it's like my lifehack so that the day feels shorter and like I can do less and feel more fatigued.

grubmaiden @grubmaiden.bsky.social · 23h

That's why I love ghost teams

grubmaiden @grubmaiden.bsky.social · 1d

There's a scene in it where Jennifer Connely falls into this horrible sewer water corpse pit and some of it gets in her mouth and I have never been more disgusted by a movie since that horrible James Gunn grossout flick. I wanted to throw up all over the place they're fuckin nasty in Italy

grubmaiden @grubmaiden.bsky.social · 1d

Clock Tower maybe could've benefited from copying it a little bit more because in none of these games can you actually talk to bugs. I am the grubmaiden and I wish to command the grubs.

grubmaiden @grubmaiden.bsky.social · 1d

I watched that fucked up Argento movie where Jennifer Connely talks to bees and I realized how much the first Clock Tower copies it. Scissorman is not even an original character thats just that freak kid who was in Phenomena.

grubmaiden @grubmaiden.bsky.social · 1d

Clock Tower 3 is awesome. You exorcise ghosts, fight serial killers, AND its the very first time a Clock Tower games controls haven't completely sucked ass. Oh, and you're also a magical girl with magical powers and arrows. They shouldn't have called it Clock Tower 3 cause it's a different beast.

grubmaiden @grubmaiden.bsky.social · 1d

Day 17 I hate hatch shading so much i erased it and it still looks like shit well fuck me. My girlfriend is kinkshaming me for this one im SORRY

grubmaiden @grubmaiden.bsky.social · 1d

I put in big letters "THIS IS THE PBR VERSION" and "THIS IS THE NON-PBR VERSION" and people still didnt get it.. Its not my fualt

grubmaiden @grubmaiden.bsky.social · 1d

This time for my product im gonna do pbr textures and non-pbr baked lighting just because i really really really want this to go well but i dont know how im going to sell it because when i sold a pbr fatpack separately it made people confused for some reason

grubmaiden @grubmaiden.bsky.social · 1d

Put me in Star Wars and I would've saved Anikin with my homewrecking skills

grubmaiden @grubmaiden.bsky.social · 1d

Why did they ever let that guy on the council? His toxic relationship with Padme was like a million red flags. Though I guess the Jedi Order at that point was an unaccountable husk of what it was supposed to be. But that only begs the question of why, but on a deeper level, right?

grubmaiden @grubmaiden.bsky.social · 1d

We can indulge, enjoy, participate in all of the same things as other people. We can take things we once held strong attachment to and keep them at an emotional distance to where our sense of self or peace of mind is not staked on it. It's really hard sometimes but if we ease up the poisons lessen

grubmaiden @grubmaiden.bsky.social · 1d

This is the nature of attachment that I learned from either buddhists or Star Wars I forget. It's not necessarily the presence or existence of the thing that hurts, but rather our relationships with it. The way we internalize how it exists in relation to us or us without it.