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@grey420x.bsky.social

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tøp fan but also just posting whatever happens in my brain << 20 — they/it — nonbinary butch lesbian >> < keeper of @ofthestyyx.bsky.social > 🔞

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grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 10h

i really hate that i cannot afford medicine 🫶🏼

grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 17h

i just need time

grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 17h

having a very adhd brain day i think (i go from ranting to now thinking i’ve got great ideas and wanna ignore the fact that i mentioned art block)

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grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 17h

cue california from chappell roan

grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 18h

my main struggle ironically has always been words and so i’m trynna come up with lyrics (lol) however my music stuff is fine and sounds fun

grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 18h

(and at this point my brain wants me to have something to show but i think that’s just my brain being impatient with how processes go???)

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grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 18h

why are hobbies expensive to just do the thing???? like i’ve still got the mind to continue my project however i feel like to be able to do it more efficiently for me i need to spend a months income to gather things (i can technically still do it the hard way it’s just that way takes longer)

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grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 19h

doesn’t help that art block and imposter syndrome wants to creep in but that’s a fight to try to fight if i wanna change anything

grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 19h

will probably completely start over on like 5 months worth of ideas (it’s not much tho just trynna think it right)

grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 19h

hhhhhhmmmmmmm??????

grey 🔞 @grey420x.bsky.social · 21h

been feeling vibes. been feeling excited but also anxious. been feeling mixed,,,,, not sure what this means but hopefully in like a week this weird vibe will not be as in my head ?????? i don’t know