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ashley “alessa” dreemurr-webwillow
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the reincarnation of the golden witch. 29. the most disgusting pegasus in all of equestria. pagan. anarchist. rebel princess-poet. guitarist/vocalist in nameless mist (DSBM band). no minors. tavros kinnies DNI. she/it pronouns pls.
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we havent spoken in a little over a month and for how awful that month was it was at least nice not hearing from her but i may need to talk to her again and i really really dont want to and my anxiety is spiking super high at the thought of it
if thinking about having to ask my ex for help paying for medical bills makes me want to kill myself- if thinking about having to talk to her at all makes me want to kill myself- then shes probably not healthy for me is she
i somehow managed to get some things done musically tonight

im feeling really creatively dead (and, like, dead in many other senses) lately but it was nice to get a beat together and put vocals on something else
the voice is an instrument like any other and since im down a significant number of instruments from before i need to take advantage of every single one i still have

and that includes my voice

not to mention i really like what i can do with it now
if my last record was my "vocal debut" then this next record is going to be even more adventurous

im gonna be exploring where my voice can actually go a lot more because i want to do all sorts of stuff with it
its not to hide my voice or anything

i just like how nasty it makes it sound especially in some of the bigger soundscapes

most of my regular singing doesnt get covered by distortion or anything so its not like im not still showing off what im actually capable of
is "spoken word through distortion" kind of a cliche?

yes

am i going to keep doing it anyway?

also yes
my life is going nowhere i may as well at least get more adventurous musically

i can do whatever the hell i want
and BETTER LYRICS TOO ive gotten so much better at composing words
im gonna let my broken little schizo brain vomit all over my DAW and see what we get out of it
more spoken word

more depressing lyrics

im gonna make the last one look like piss in comparison
i really should find the time to listen to music again
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#Kinktober2025 Day 13: Monster-Fucking

As we know from previous pages, Suna can get really rude when she's horny.
I guess she must be really horny, cause she's being extremely rude, not that Penelope is complaining.
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That's right, if you're more into beeg_swirl over smol_spiral then you can request that instead! Many eye possibilities exist here! Just ask and I can see if what you want is workable! Reach out! Via DM here, via Discord (@Vynil), via MESMERIZED ONLINE, via Twatter, or email ([email protected]).
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Happy Halloween 👻
What’s your favorite scary movie?
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咲夜さんの手袋でいっぱい出た
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busy week so have this from my exhausted brain