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you’re that bird looking at the monitor, and you’re thinking to yourself, β€˜i can figure this out.’ maybe you have some bird ideas. maybe that’s the best you can do. 18+ for language, humor, artistic nudity, butchery. likes and follows are full of porn
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don't follow this page if you drive a kia or are younger than the nintendo DS lite. you will burst into flames like a sinner in church
so evil for metaphor to make the meatheaded delinquent boy a wet eyed 6'8 puppydog who's always cold and really likes to bake. like. why would they do that.
i promised myself i'd draw a nice sketch page so i could post him + fidelio on the public account but im ngl yesterday was a clusterfuck and i wanted to draw his thigh hair
sometimes i forget people within driving distance follow this shithole account

hi guys enjoy that
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Pics from a trip the other day

πŸ“· A7ii, Sirui 85mm or Tameron 28-75mm

#photography
thank you for making the drive out. it wasn't sunny, but, it was a really gorgeous day in its own kind of way. especially once we got close to cornell and the rain started letting up.

it was surreal, but cathartic.
10:45 is the hardest time of the day so far. i keep watching the clock, wondering why i'm watching the clock, then i remember she's not here to walk with me or eat dinner.

fuck me, dude.
i got horny clocked by how i draw hands the other night and now i'm paranoid in my own home
honor and loyalty are stupid, empty words until you meet someone who actually shows them to you. and by that point, you hear those words so often you don't want to frivolously assign them to something so precious.

nobody who's never met an akita will understand just how much i learned from you.
thank you for confidence, and accountability, and conditional love that mandated i give that back. to you, and the world. for having any faith in me.

nobody else ever did till i took a risk with you.

i'm sorry i put you through everything. not everything worked out. but i'm glad i met you.
for years of staying strong, staying by my side, facing crisis teams and belligerent drunks and car thefts with no fear

for finding the most hurt person in a crowd and staying by their side too

a quick, quiet, painless end is the least of the thanks you deserve
thank you for everything
she still grumbled at the vet with enough drugs in her to kill a pony.

we (line cook and ER med employees) gave her a hit list of people in hell we want her to bite. we requested it be cremated with her to make sure she gets it, wherever she's headed, and takes a detour. one last job.
she passed at a quarter past eleven this morning
the rain out today isn't going to make your joints ache, and you'll be riding with people who love you more than my family ever claimed to.

i'm sorry you couldn't spend more time with us.
vet's orders were "we don't care, we'll manually express to clean her up for transport if we need to, feed her whatever she'll eat, it won't kill her before monday"

it's not enough, for all she's done for me. and it feels so fucked up to sit and eat with her. but it's the least she deserves.
being a cook's dog isn't actually all that great when said cook actually knows how to train a dog. no handouts, no dog in the kitchen, dog bowl only, etc.

however.
I'm sorry for your loss... what a sweet face and soft eyes. rest in peace, ginger.
is this a medical job thought or a driving in [CITY] thought
wake up, OH BOY I CAN'T WAIT TO GET THINGS DONE TODAY!

the vet called
"oh boy, can't wait to get home and get a bunch of shit done after my open!"

slept thru my alarm

it's raining

the bird room is 75 degrees and god i don't have it in me to not sleep for 4 hours
nevermind i wanna color that first i think