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Greeting πŸ¦·πŸ‚
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Schizophrenic transgender woman making therapeutic art πŸ‚ 1997 | She/Her | UK https://aybaonline.carrd.co Profile picture by β€ͺ@saproartist.bsky.social
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My Doomworld profile gets so many more visitors now, lots of them I’ve never spoken to.
You know how sometimes conceited people express that they’d like to see their own funeral to see who turns up and who cries or whatever β€” This reminds me of that in a sort of way.
If I said something you will know that it was me.
I still play with toys, secret to my immortality
Absolutely. It will have a place on my site 🧑
Thank you so much, Mari…
I will continue making, for myself as has always been best for my heart.
I share some love and a hug with you also 🧑
Not at the moment, but I took a snapshot of the OP, so I still have all of the text.
I may also add that to my personal site in the future…
Currently chipping away at a Doom 2 texture replacement wad for personal use β€” May share on my site 🧑
It's okay! I always welcome people to have contentions or not enjoy my work, lots of my closest friends don't like my art. My problem in the thread was Scuba Steve implying that I was a bad artist for not doing exactly as he commanded.
I like feedback, I like discussion, but I won't be dictated.
I cleaned my room β€” I am immortal.
That’s true. It’s unfortunately late for that. I’ll continue on elsewhere.
Something, something I’ll figure out.
I just desperately need to get away from them. I don’t want anything to do with that forum.
Don’t worry… No more Doom.
I will find a way to live forever.
Ah! Lovely to see you again... Thank you so much for connecting with my work β™₯
I really try to make my work possess a frustrating difficulty and messiness... Fighting the Hysterians is a metaphor which only really works if they are a struggle, and fighting them feels crude and unnatural. I'm still trying to work on this specific aspect, and I have more freedom to do that now.β™₯
Escaped now to somewhere safer, I hope. Authority figures will always do this, abuse of male power looks kinder to the people outside of its targeted gaze. Being polite is more important than exercising empathy.

Doomworld is a horrible place.
I’ve decided to host my art on my personal site. I pulled my work because there was pressure from established users on Doomworld to make changes to specific, intentional parts of my maps just because they know better. I don’t want authority figures to make me uncomfortable anymore, not again.
Belot is tested to work on any DSDA-adjacent port, I can at least report that it works in DSDADoom, Nyan Doom, etc. My future work will run standalone to avoid this kind of thing. 🧑
i would have been a good mariachi if i knew how to play guitar or have sex
this was a frustration because i hate this idea