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ban @aptendee.bsky.social · Sep 9

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- ban, fandomless oc (mostly)
- she / they
- 22
- fairy…ish creature. 2 feet tall
- living embodiment of anxiety disorder. overly apologetic nervous wreck
- CWs for depictions of panic attacks, mental breakdowns, potential self harm mentions

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ban @aptendee.bsky.social · 19m

] please keep us posted.

ban @aptendee.bsky.social · 5h

] since you listed out your character inspos i feel more comfortable mentioning the things she reminds me of since i know some people don’t like having their work compared to existing stuff but coming back to this to say this design gives me big frankie foster / eda clawthorne vibes

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ban @aptendee.bsky.social · 6h

I gotta lay down

ban @aptendee.bsky.social · 6h

[ .. thinks about her battats and starts to feel dizzy ]

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TRAGIC CLOWN @lesserbells.bsky.social · 16h

So self aware, I intend to die this way
There is nothing that anyone can change

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ban @aptendee.bsky.social · 6h

] like she’s been flirted with and everything but nobody’s ever. made a move on her like That

ban @aptendee.bsky.social · 6h

] i think this is the first time anyone has ever said anything remotely like that to her

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ban @aptendee.bsky.social · 6h

( is she flirting with me?? is this something friends do????? )

ban @aptendee.bsky.social · 6h

,, ////////??

art of ban being flustered by @x_somari_t_a

ban @aptendee.bsky.social · 6h

[ .. glancing down at her own chest and then back at her ] i don’t. Um

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ban @aptendee.bsky.social · 6h

To whom.

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ban @aptendee.bsky.social · 6h

are you the one doing the motorboating or are you on the receiving end

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ban @aptendee.bsky.social · 6h

i don’t think it’s weird to have something you’re passionate about. but you should pace yourself, for sure.. i don’t want to see you feel any worse.

ban @aptendee.bsky.social · 6h

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ban @aptendee.bsky.social · 7h

.. ////////

ban @aptendee.bsky.social · 8h

i’m not.. terribly optimistic, as much as i’d like to be.. i just hope /they/ can deal with it.

ban @aptendee.bsky.social · 8h

.. i won’t be.. unhappy, either way. i promise.

you’re free to make that choice for yourself—? it’s really not a big deal..

ban @aptendee.bsky.social · 8h

[ .. oh. the sound of her being confident makes /them/ start blushing. these two are never going to stop tossing that back and forth, are they. ]

see—!! you’re a hard worker, and i appreciate that about you..

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ban @aptendee.bsky.social · 8h

.. it /would/ make me happy. if you chose that?

[ no, that’s not.. they’re seeing things. they’re so dissociative, it’s hard to tell.. ]

ban @aptendee.bsky.social · 8h

i hope so. i mean.. your teen self was also down on their luck, and you turned out okay, but.. i just hope they have the same sort of influences.

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ban @aptendee.bsky.social · 8h

[ .. snrrk. she’s cute, when she’s not constantly crushed under the weight of the world. ]

well, if you worked hard on it, you’d probably deserve all the credit anyway.

[ d. does she have a nose? it looks like she has a nose, and then it’s gone again.. ]

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ban @aptendee.bsky.social · 8h

[ .. a little snort. sitting on the ground. that way, if she follows suit, they’ll be somewhat more even. ]

i want /you/ to make that choice.

ban @aptendee.bsky.social · 8h

me too.

.. poor kid.

ban @aptendee.bsky.social · 8h

.. mm.

( probably. it doesn’t make you any less concerned. )

yeah.

ban @aptendee.bsky.social · 8h

.. what do /you/ want?

[ crouching a little to get on her level. ]