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Androo/MisterRoo @androosmitty.bsky.social · 42m

75 minute wait at the dentist office for my mom to get seen. Had a few conversations with her. Repeating a few. I love my mom and will care for her to the best of my ability but I am so worried now and scared...

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Androo/MisterRoo @androosmitty.bsky.social · 3h

I feel this is going to be even more of a life line for me for the first year till everything is settled. I'm sorry if it comes off that I'm posting it multiple times a day even... the stress of all of this is causing me blackouts of memory. (yes I am seeing a doctor for that now.)

Donate to Help my Family after my Father's passing, organized by Andrew Smith

Hello, my name is Andrew Smith. Due to the unexpected passing of my father Gregg… Andrew Smith needs your support for Help my Family after my Father's passing

www.gofundme.com

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Androo/MisterRoo @androosmitty.bsky.social · 3h

Also, I am fine if any of you wish to pass along the go-fund-me link to other external social media sites as long as they are not too... adult/etc focused. As days go by and expectations and things are being discovered...

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Nadia Oxford @nadiaoxford.bsky.social · 8h

THEY DON’T WANT TO CHANGE THIS
THEY DON’T WANT A HERO
THEY JUST WANT A MARTYR
A STATUE TO RAISE!

WATASHI WA TOKIIIIIIIIIII @ibistoast.bsky.social · 1d

NO MATTER WHICH ONE OF US LIVES
THE GROUND WE’RE STANDING ON
WILL CRACK AND BLOW AWAY
#protomen

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Androo/MisterRoo @androosmitty.bsky.social · 7h

And I know I should not let it distract me, but I really kind of might try streaming for an hour tonight when my copy of legends ZA unlocks. It's only the switch 1 version so I hope it will work fine.

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Androo/MisterRoo @androosmitty.bsky.social · 7h

We will be streaming the viewing and funeral on my brother's Facebook page, and like I said before. I'm fine sharing the funeral home link to those that ask for it and I know if you wish.

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Androo/MisterRoo @androosmitty.bsky.social · 7h

Not delaying it, so I'm getting my chest and knee X-ray now. No delaying things like my dad did. I want to make sure I am ok to stand the next two days for the funeral.

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Androo/MisterRoo @androosmitty.bsky.social · 2d

I honestly feel horrible having to ask this but, it's the only way we can secure the next 6 months after my father's unexpected passing and also me becoming my mother's only support and care taker as she struggles with late stage cancer. Any support is welcome. gofund.me/b1830615a

Donate to Help keep my Family in our home after my Father's passing, organized by Andrew Smith

Hello, my name is Andrew Smith. Due to the unexpected passing o… Andrew Smith needs your support for Help keep my Family in our home after my Father's passing

gofund.me

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Androo/MisterRoo @androosmitty.bsky.social · 10h

Till we here back from the funeral home, kind of in limbo this morning. feel helpless and we all agreed not to really dig into things till after this week. I'm not sure what to do at this point.

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Androo/MisterRoo @androosmitty.bsky.social · 11h

I just checked my blood pressure and it's 163/112. I just... I'm not strong enough for this. I'm sitting here in the bathroom and I just... I wanted to escape before this happened. I'm both tired and my body is so on edge.

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Androo/MisterRoo @androosmitty.bsky.social · 11h

My brother and mom walk into the kitchen and are not phased but act as if nothing happened. Dad walks into the now clean living room and suddenly starts tearing apart furniture. I'm just sitting there in the dream stunned then wake up.

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Androo/MisterRoo @androosmitty.bsky.social · 11h

I fell back asleep at some point, then I had a dream. Was sitting in the living room. But it was different. It was all cleaned up and my bedding gone. Then I hear dads voice come in from the front door. He walks into the kitchen, I'm surprised because he died. He seems different.

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Androo/MisterRoo @androosmitty.bsky.social · 15h

I don't even have my own will... How the heck do I do that!?!

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Androo/MisterRoo @androosmitty.bsky.social · 15h

Woke up at 315am and it's just... Solid panic. How am I going to do anything? This house has so many logistics and costs? The cars, the insurance, medical things... I wish I was gone... I can't do this...

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Androo/MisterRoo @androosmitty.bsky.social · 22h

I'm wary to post the actual funeral listing here as I don't want to have weird shit posted on it, but if you wish I can send the link as we are hoping to have a web-video showing as well. This will only go to close trusted friends. PM me here or on discord.

Androo/MisterRoo @androosmitty.bsky.social · 22h

And my apologies if I can't respond to the handful of you who have sent condolences or donations or ANYTHING... There is just so much going on and I'm just so overwhelmed.

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Androo/MisterRoo @androosmitty.bsky.social · 22h

Going to repost this a few more times, I'm very thankful for those who have been able to send something and I can't thank you enough as it helps out with so much to help me make sure myself and family can have one less stress till we get everything else sorted.

Androo/MisterRoo @androosmitty.bsky.social · 2d

I honestly feel horrible having to ask this but, it's the only way we can secure the next 6 months after my father's unexpected passing and also me becoming my mother's only support and care taker as she struggles with late stage cancer. Any support is welcome. gofund.me/b1830615a

Donate to Help keep my Family in our home after my Father's passing, organized by Andrew Smith

Hello, my name is Andrew Smith. Due to the unexpected passing o… Andrew Smith needs your support for Help keep my Family in our home after my Father's passing

gofund.me

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Androo/MisterRoo @androosmitty.bsky.social · 22h

And as much as I've talked and ranted and cried about in the past... I don't ever wish to hold on to that anger and just... I miss my dad for all the good he gave me and what positive things he did for me. I still feel frustrated & there is still a few things I'm upset on... but I need to let it go.

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Androo/MisterRoo @androosmitty.bsky.social · 22h

Is it weird to say time has both slowed to a crawl and become so fast in passing that I just can't keep track of things? But the only consistent is when I top to pause or try to prepare to sleep or wake up... All I see is my dad. I miss him so much...

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Androo/MisterRoo @androosmitty.bsky.social · 1d

Home and just calling it for the day. I am so worn out. I'm not hungry but I'm eating my leftovers just to make sure I eat something. While I did see a therapist today, things are still haunting me.

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Androo/MisterRoo @androosmitty.bsky.social · 1d

be more accepting to other generations that better aligned with my dad. Mostly to help keep less fussing from people and just to make sure it's still clearly stated for the intent of it's purpose.

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Androo/MisterRoo @androosmitty.bsky.social · 1d

I have made some adjustments to the Go Fund Me listing simply with advice from others and the fact I wrote it while and still am very emotionally a mess right now. Mostly to keep it's working more short and to the point, but also go well...

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Androo/MisterRoo @androosmitty.bsky.social · 1d

Mister Mew Big!

Androo/MisterRoo @androosmitty.bsky.social · 1d

I'm sorry if this might get old but please, until we can get past the funeral and clear everything else that comes after death; I know there might be better ways, but this is what I was recommended by multiple people to try at least. I am looking into other help options once we get past the funeral.

Androo/MisterRoo @androosmitty.bsky.social · 2d

I honestly feel horrible having to ask this but, it's the only way we can secure the next 6 months after my father's unexpected passing and also me becoming my mother's only support and care taker as she struggles with late stage cancer. Any support is welcome. gofund.me/b1830615a

Donate to Help keep my Family in our home after my Father's passing, organized by Andrew Smith

Hello, my name is Andrew Smith. Due to the unexpected passing o… Andrew Smith needs your support for Help keep my Family in our home after my Father's passing

gofund.me

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Androo/MisterRoo @androosmitty.bsky.social · 1d

broke down this morning while trying to find photos of my dad to submit for the photo list at the funeral. Then I just... started cleaning. I'm throwing out everything. my blood pressure spiked again to 178/129. I can't afford to go to the hospital, I have no time to take away from what needs done.

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