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666ofswords.bsky.social
i am able to show up for suicidal people because suicide is something i have acclimated my system to. etc etc etc.
666ofswords.bsky.social
which is to say yr not losing touch with your humanity if you don’t have a visceral reaction everytime you are confronted with a horror. “hope is a discipline“ and as such so is resilience and building comfort with discomfort. humanity is showing up to combat fascism, not how you feel when you do it
666ofswords.bsky.social
bout 15 minutes after i take my sleep meds i’m either so sleepy im scared or lightly crying bc i miss my therapist or reading something horny
666ofswords.bsky.social
me, big brain slapping the ceiling screaming about how the source material was fundamentally lazy and uncurious music journalism: “they made the chef look like sid from ice age”
666ofswords.bsky.social
when we talk about movements, we often equate “learning how to respond to a scary situation“ with ”normalizing and accepting it.” if i’ve learned anything from inside/outside organizing, it is that you cannot stay in stress response, in panic, in fear and also appropriately respond.
666ofswords.bsky.social
the most autistic thing about me is i cannot stand it when normal people try to talk to me about one of my primary special interests, bruce springsteen. you gotta approach me with the most specific angle or i’m going to barf
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prisonculture.bsky.social
The Regime's goal is to grind everyone down. Plain & simple. Our goal is to refuse this by taking turns to fight where and how we can. When one group needs to bow out, then another group needs to step in and so on. We don't all have to do everything. We can all do something though. Stay in the fight
666ofswords.bsky.social
if the end point of this moment and every moment is ”newly politically activated people talk to their neighbors,” that’s actually huge.
666ofswords.bsky.social
they left the function to adjust my bike seat for me 😭
666ofswords.bsky.social
tonight they taught me how to stop and start my bike so my knees don’t hurt and then bought me a banh mi, being a grown up in love from a family where my parents hated each other and me is wild and cute
666ofswords.bsky.social
my partner asks me if i “wanna get cozy“ and then tucks me under three specific blankets, curates a wildly specific white noise array, makes the room very chilly and hands me the stuffed whale they bought me with a cooling tummy, it’s nice.
666ofswords.bsky.social
my partner asks me if i “wanna get cozy“ and then tucks me under three specific blankets, curates a wildly specific white noise array, makes the room very chilly and hands me the stuffed whale they bought me with a cooling tummy, it’s nice.
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prisonculture.bsky.social
You would never argue about swimming with someone who never swims and doesn't know how. Why would protesting be different?
666ofswords.bsky.social
had an apptmt for an eval i waited two years for and they told me i was “deconditioned” bc i had been in php and there’s nothing wrong with me, its normal that my heart rate goes up to 140 when i stand up
666ofswords.bsky.social
excited to tell my psychiatrist that my meds make me so sleepy i get scared
666ofswords.bsky.social
my new thing with my sleep meds is when i’m with someone else, i am so aware of how sleepy i am that i get scared of how sleepy i am and my partner has to comfort me and tell me that it’s ok, i am just sleepy, until i fall asleep
666ofswords.bsky.social
anyway i am very tired of not being taken seriously and also i am unable to take myself seriously to the point that if someone indicates they respect me, i have to immediately do something to sabotage it 🐛
666ofswords.bsky.social
listen i haven’t done shit but all of my organizing is built on the back of a saturday inbound call customer service job at a corporate maids service with an unmonitored copier and stamp machine
666ofswords.bsky.social
rfk goes on and on about antidepressants but my meds make me spontaneously orgasm and made my ass fat. organic food could never.
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mskellymhayes.bsky.social
Another reason to mask at protests, aside from COVID safety and protection from doxxing, is that a lot of responsible documenters don't want to publish protesters' faces (esp without their consent) right now. Your face being in a shot may prevent people from sharing a worthwhile image publicly.
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prisonculture.bsky.social
The courts can’t do a lot of the things that some people want them to do and it’s feeding despair.
666ofswords.bsky.social
i’m always like ”idk if i read as non-binary“ and then theres video of me presenting to some board with the cuntiest raspy voice on earth in a pink jumpsuit
666ofswords.bsky.social
a cosmopolitan lady who also takes human-sized shits
666ofswords.bsky.social
she also loves: being held so she can rest her head on my shoulder and look at both of us in the mirror, eating kibble straight off the couch, drinking water from a cup right after me, trader joe’s treats with the red lid.
666ofswords.bsky.social
that’s my best friend
scout the cat making big eyes at nothing in particular. she’s a dilute tortie with a light patch under her chin.