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rhys𓍯
@xiyadie.bsky.social
the world's mine ∅yster, which I with sw∅rd will open ☭️♡₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁

░󠀺 𓃠 Caution𓍯𓃹 ₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁
♡ DNI: minors, non disordered
♡ TW for triggering content (ednos, &c)
♡ TW for blocks of incoherent texts
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🌸Ꮺ ⊹ 𓃹 𝕀𝕟𝕥𝕣𝕠 ❺.⓿ 🌸

𔓘 rhys | 21+ | she/her | edn∅s
𔓘 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕝𝕪 pro-recovery, pro-harm reduction
𔓘 devote aesthete, pink lover and sweet tooth.
𔓘 calørie log, life, other affinities, &c, &c.

🥀 minors, fatphobes, bigots, non feathersky/ lemonwatersky DNI.

🥀 𝕡𝕝𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕖 𝕓𝕝𝕠𝕔𝕜 𝕚𝕗 𝕥𝕣𝕚𝕘𝕘𝕖𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘 🥀

🌸Ꮺ ⁠⊹ 𓃠⁠
░ ⋆⁺₊❅*⋆❅*𖢔꙳𓃴

🐻‍❄️ 𝓓𝓔𝓒𝓔𝓜𝓑𝓔𝓡 ⋆⁺❅ 𝒲𝑒𝑒𝓀 ⓿➊ - ⓿➋

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December 2, 2025 at 4:47 PM
living with no selfie camera for about 2 years now. developed a different kind of vanity.
December 2, 2025 at 6:43 AM
762. 🗡️
December 2, 2025 at 5:47 AM
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U end up with ppl resorting to addiction (using the same substance over and over ) to meet a psych need that could have been met with financial stability, or reliable therapy access

Like if i kept a cockatoo in an empty cage, eventually it would pluck its own feathers out just to feel something
December 1, 2025 at 10:35 PM
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*optional opinion //Chronic addiction is a symptom of social neglect , it's not a personal flaw . Its a tool to reduce cortisol briefly to restore prefrontal cortex function that cort. Inhibits

If u bottleneck this need to reduce cortisol thru poor infrastructure limiting access 2 altern.
December 1, 2025 at 10:35 PM
ending day with 855 🔪 hah!!
December 1, 2025 at 12:18 PM
░ ⋆⁺₊❅*⋆❅*𖢔꙳𓃴

🐻‍❄️ 𝓓𝓔𝓒𝓔𝓜𝓑𝓔𝓡 ⋆⁺❅ ⒠⒜⒯⒮ ⒤⒩ ⒲⒠⒠⒦⒮

❅ ∆πt: m∆k£up by k¥vngm1n l££
❅ Updated on: d£¢emb£r 2

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November 30, 2025 at 6:19 PM
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🐻‍❄️ 𝓓𝓔𝓒𝓔𝓜𝓑𝓔𝓡 ⋆⁺❅ ⒯⒭⒜⒞⒦⒠⒭⒮

❅ ∆πt by R£gin∆ld £. H1gg1n$
❅ Updated on: December 1-2

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November 30, 2025 at 6:17 PM
░ ⋆⁺₊❅*⋆❅*𖢔꙳𓃴

「 ✦ ₊°。❆ 𝓓𝓔𝓒𝓔𝓜𝓑𝓔𝓡 ⋆⁺₊❅. ✦ 」

❅ ∆πt: M∅∅n f∆iri£s by 1da R£ntovl Outhw∆it£

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November 30, 2025 at 6:01 PM
correction: with the way im typing and talking to the wall, this is my main 😭 I just use the other specific acc for the net friends I love / rexw££ting.

my 30k xw1tt£π acc had been taken down anyway 😭
felt more at peace posting more niche and specific w££b£π¥ on main and actual eedee thinkie brainwormz, lyf tribulations and everything else in here.
November 30, 2025 at 4:26 PM
if I'm not bitten by fleas, I'm being bitten to d£∆th by ∆nts. I seriously look like a stray dawg with all my bites, wounds & scars.
November 30, 2025 at 12:40 PM
felt more at peace posting more niche and specific w££b£π¥ on main and actual eedee thinkie brainwormz, lyf tribulations and everything else in here.
November 30, 2025 at 12:31 PM
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Let's give the bots eds 😈
November 30, 2025 at 11:03 AM
wow what is the point of ∆πt dir£cting when th cli£nt is gonna choose the crappiest option.
November 30, 2025 at 6:13 AM
idk self destruct. I eated super salty, let's see how I go
Last day of meds, my estimation of being recovered on a Monday is pretty spot on.
November 30, 2025 at 5:53 AM
I was thinking of deleting all my w££b d∆πk£π than bl∆¢k posts for a moment, the usual stuff; embarrassment, self consciousness seeping in etc etc but omfg why do I give a damn I've been w££bing since the conception of this acc who was I gonna curate my damn posts 4 like it's a portfolio to? 🫩
November 29, 2025 at 11:00 PM
Last day of meds, my estimation of being recovered on a Monday is pretty spot on.
November 29, 2025 at 10:55 PM
ruminated tf out of my life the moment I woke up 🫩 being alive sux bad, made stupid choices now deal with it, what is new?

Wait there is something new; new month, end of rh month, r£striction & s//h to the max baybeh, back to my regular programming of self destruction 💥
November 29, 2025 at 10:53 PM
thought I was fully recovered today. Super duper impatient 😤😤
November 29, 2025 at 9:19 AM
the way this manifestayshun works 🧠 thanks a ton frrr! dr was rlly sure that was gonna be it, not her fault tho but still 😭
omgsh rhys I pray you don’t have kidney stones, you don’t deserve them, they’re too close to hell 😩😭 I’ll repeatedly say “rhys will have no kidney stones” inside my head for you, I’m manifesting 🙌🏼
November 28, 2025 at 6:34 PM
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At the risk of seeming like his paid professional glazer I am posting this perfect illustration built by @call-me-diablo.bsky.social because it’s so cute and funny and well done
November 28, 2025 at 4:49 PM
can my antibiotics also purge my ▶️ 🪽 aunts stupidity and propaganda towards my mom? thank yew
recovered enuff to get my phone and scroll. 😵‍💫 hoping tomorrow's meds flush all the damn evils for good. 🙏
November 28, 2025 at 6:07 PM
recovered enuff to get my phone and scroll. 😵‍💫 hoping tomorrow's meds flush all the damn evils for good. 🙏
November 28, 2025 at 3:35 PM
had proper medication. I feel way way better 😫
November 27, 2025 at 9:58 AM
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Tearless - 2021

Less a song and more a presentation. A compilation of voicemails I received throughout 2021. I isolated for nearly a year and a half, just left everyone behind so please know their frustrations were valid. This one will be included with our upcoming zine, PTSD.
November 27, 2025 at 8:09 AM