Wally Wookie (FullMetalWookie) 🏳️🌈
@wookietron9000.bsky.social
This feed is my mental health journal, working on my shit:
cPTSD, BPD, CSA, TBI, bipolar2-ultradian, CPP, disabled veteran, USCG retired, GNU/Linux, XFCE4, handy with tools & PC's
Fuck slumlord capitalism
(they/them/slave/it )
13 Aug 2023
Seattle
cPTSD, BPD, CSA, TBI, bipolar2-ultradian, CPP, disabled veteran, USCG retired, GNU/Linux, XFCE4, handy with tools & PC's
Fuck slumlord capitalism
(they/them/slave/it )
13 Aug 2023
Seattle
Pinned
My space, here on Bluesky, is my mental health (MH) journal, I have issues and I'm constantly in motion learning to deal with them. I've come a long way, and I use this journal to work things out
I'm not here to be fixed, I'm not broken. I need to write, think, interact, understand, and move on
I'm not here to be fixed, I'm not broken. I need to write, think, interact, understand, and move on
Ok, here we go
November 29, 2025 at 3:50 PM
Ok, here we go
I'm not up for a dump run (right now). I'll take Kita out and we can go the corner store #2 and check-in with a friendly to see what I feel like/look like
November 29, 2025 at 3:48 PM
I'm not up for a dump run (right now). I'll take Kita out and we can go the corner store #2 and check-in with a friendly to see what I feel like/look like
Hongry. Wookie is hongrys
November 29, 2025 at 3:35 PM
Hongry. Wookie is hongrys
I couldn't sleep last night so I meditated until 0500. All the feels and thoughts associated with my mother were replaced with piles of poop to remind me what having her in my life will do
I'm mostly ok. and it will wane. I just cannot with her...she turns my entire life into drama & control
Poop
I'm mostly ok. and it will wane. I just cannot with her...she turns my entire life into drama & control
Poop
November 29, 2025 at 3:19 PM
I couldn't sleep last night so I meditated until 0500. All the feels and thoughts associated with my mother were replaced with piles of poop to remind me what having her in my life will do
I'm mostly ok. and it will wane. I just cannot with her...she turns my entire life into drama & control
Poop
I'm mostly ok. and it will wane. I just cannot with her...she turns my entire life into drama & control
Poop
I don't have to overcome my depression...in fact, that attempt will fail everytime
What I have to do is listen to it, give myself some hug, outlast it. It will be back and I want to be on speaking terms with it
What I have to do is listen to it, give myself some hug, outlast it. It will be back and I want to be on speaking terms with it
November 29, 2025 at 3:05 PM
I don't have to overcome my depression...in fact, that attempt will fail everytime
What I have to do is listen to it, give myself some hug, outlast it. It will be back and I want to be on speaking terms with it
What I have to do is listen to it, give myself some hug, outlast it. It will be back and I want to be on speaking terms with it
I couldn't find my 38 Special album from way back so I bought it again. It's been over a decades prolly. It's full of feels, all kinds of feels and it's a good check-in. Going on Daily Playlist #1 and #2
November 29, 2025 at 3:03 PM
I couldn't find my 38 Special album from way back so I bought it again. It's been over a decades prolly. It's full of feels, all kinds of feels and it's a good check-in. Going on Daily Playlist #1 and #2
I need to perform for at least a week
It's gonna cost me, I need to plan for this and not lump it all at the end
I'm operating on a new list that is only Categories, not bullet points. Basically, what fits where
It's gonna cost me, I need to plan for this and not lump it all at the end
I'm operating on a new list that is only Categories, not bullet points. Basically, what fits where
November 29, 2025 at 3:01 PM
I need to perform for at least a week
It's gonna cost me, I need to plan for this and not lump it all at the end
I'm operating on a new list that is only Categories, not bullet points. Basically, what fits where
It's gonna cost me, I need to plan for this and not lump it all at the end
I'm operating on a new list that is only Categories, not bullet points. Basically, what fits where
I've been working on a second Daily Playlist that still has triggers but also has hours-long stretches of quality trance music. I need to refine a few things but it is a keeper. I've put it all on my second, tiny MP3 player
It's gonna play all day today and I'm gonna keep notes in my head
It's gonna play all day today and I'm gonna keep notes in my head
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November 29, 2025 at 2:56 PM
I've been working on a second Daily Playlist that still has triggers but also has hours-long stretches of quality trance music. I need to refine a few things but it is a keeper. I've put it all on my second, tiny MP3 player
It's gonna play all day today and I'm gonna keep notes in my head
It's gonna play all day today and I'm gonna keep notes in my head
stream of consciousness sort of bullet points flying everywhere
November 29, 2025 at 2:47 PM
stream of consciousness sort of bullet points flying everywhere
I'm making piles of things that I am definitely keeping and things I'm on the fence about
roomie says he's heading out in a couple'ish days. Then I can move my trailer, get dumpsters, empty the house
roomie says he's heading out in a couple'ish days. Then I can move my trailer, get dumpsters, empty the house
November 29, 2025 at 2:47 PM
I'm making piles of things that I am definitely keeping and things I'm on the fence about
roomie says he's heading out in a couple'ish days. Then I can move my trailer, get dumpsters, empty the house
roomie says he's heading out in a couple'ish days. Then I can move my trailer, get dumpsters, empty the house
also, I hid all of Kita the husky's plushie toys during her flowering (she was in heat) and she has made zero milk on the tail end of her cycle
This is important because unused milk gets nasty and can cause things like mastitis
This is important because unused milk gets nasty and can cause things like mastitis
November 29, 2025 at 2:43 PM
also, I hid all of Kita the husky's plushie toys during her flowering (she was in heat) and she has made zero milk on the tail end of her cycle
This is important because unused milk gets nasty and can cause things like mastitis
This is important because unused milk gets nasty and can cause things like mastitis
This morning after coffee
I'm angry
I'm feisty
I'm over the top a bit (prolly)
It's mixed-state
I'll dial-in the specifics as I go so I can take a look at management gaps
I'm angry
I'm feisty
I'm over the top a bit (prolly)
It's mixed-state
I'll dial-in the specifics as I go so I can take a look at management gaps
November 29, 2025 at 2:36 PM
This morning after coffee
I'm angry
I'm feisty
I'm over the top a bit (prolly)
It's mixed-state
I'll dial-in the specifics as I go so I can take a look at management gaps
I'm angry
I'm feisty
I'm over the top a bit (prolly)
It's mixed-state
I'll dial-in the specifics as I go so I can take a look at management gaps
roomie and I have been considering temporary fence fixes and we agreed on a sandwich brace. So far it is good. Looks like Kita the husky has her space back. She ran zoomies and then sniffed for skwirls
November 29, 2025 at 2:17 PM
roomie and I have been considering temporary fence fixes and we agreed on a sandwich brace. So far it is good. Looks like Kita the husky has her space back. She ran zoomies and then sniffed for skwirls
One thing this trigger needs are some tears. I've been holding back
November 29, 2025 at 1:56 AM
One thing this trigger needs are some tears. I've been holding back
Fooded
Now we lay down for a napping
Now we lay down for a napping
November 29, 2025 at 1:48 AM
Fooded
Now we lay down for a napping
Now we lay down for a napping
So, I'm pretty much down to the fuckin wire and need to perform for about a week. DOable
November 28, 2025 at 11:54 PM
So, I'm pretty much down to the fuckin wire and need to perform for about a week. DOable
I am not "subject" to my swings. My swings happen, I see them doing their shit, and I do my best to do my own things. I manage. My swings are a part of me and require me to manage, I am not their victim
Everyone has their own take. This is my flawed approach
Am I sad or angry? No. I got over that
Everyone has their own take. This is my flawed approach
Am I sad or angry? No. I got over that
November 28, 2025 at 11:52 PM
I am not "subject" to my swings. My swings happen, I see them doing their shit, and I do my best to do my own things. I manage. My swings are a part of me and require me to manage, I am not their victim
Everyone has their own take. This is my flawed approach
Am I sad or angry? No. I got over that
Everyone has their own take. This is my flawed approach
Am I sad or angry? No. I got over that
And people are all, "you HAVE to love your mother, she's YOUR MOTHER"
No, I hate her and the air she breathes and all of her flying fuckin monkehs. This woman triangulates like none other.
No, I hate her and the air she breathes and all of her flying fuckin monkehs. This woman triangulates like none other.
November 28, 2025 at 11:44 PM
And people are all, "you HAVE to love your mother, she's YOUR MOTHER"
No, I hate her and the air she breathes and all of her flying fuckin monkehs. This woman triangulates like none other.
No, I hate her and the air she breathes and all of her flying fuckin monkehs. This woman triangulates like none other.
You know, and I'm headed back to Montana to help my sister with some stuff and spend time with her (because she's a goddamned delight) and my fucking mother lives there, also. I can do it. but fuk
November 28, 2025 at 11:42 PM
You know, and I'm headed back to Montana to help my sister with some stuff and spend time with her (because she's a goddamned delight) and my fucking mother lives there, also. I can do it. but fuk
I'm cooking a turkey breast, homemade greembeam casserole, and some stovetop stoughing
It's all I'm up for and was yesterday's original plan
I did the turkey with a dry rub.
It's all I'm up for and was yesterday's original plan
I did the turkey with a dry rub.
November 28, 2025 at 11:36 PM
I'm cooking a turkey breast, homemade greembeam casserole, and some stovetop stoughing
It's all I'm up for and was yesterday's original plan
I did the turkey with a dry rub.
It's all I'm up for and was yesterday's original plan
I did the turkey with a dry rub.
The last time I lived in a camper trailer I didn't know how to cook. I didn't care. Everyone else cared, but I didn't care
I care now
I care now
November 28, 2025 at 11:32 PM
The last time I lived in a camper trailer I didn't know how to cook. I didn't care. Everyone else cared, but I didn't care
I care now
I care now
I've been going through the pantry picking what is going with me
I'm going to get some colored dots and write the use-by year. It's clear to me that I cannot keep track of this shit without some helps
Gotta round up my bedding and blankets, fold my laundry, start prepping things for their new home
I'm going to get some colored dots and write the use-by year. It's clear to me that I cannot keep track of this shit without some helps
Gotta round up my bedding and blankets, fold my laundry, start prepping things for their new home
November 28, 2025 at 11:29 PM
I've been going through the pantry picking what is going with me
I'm going to get some colored dots and write the use-by year. It's clear to me that I cannot keep track of this shit without some helps
Gotta round up my bedding and blankets, fold my laundry, start prepping things for their new home
I'm going to get some colored dots and write the use-by year. It's clear to me that I cannot keep track of this shit without some helps
Gotta round up my bedding and blankets, fold my laundry, start prepping things for their new home
Security - incoming calls
ALL incoming calls are security risks
Don't give out or confirm or deny personal info
Never say the words "yes" or "no." They can be recorded and used to sign you up for things, change Internet provider, etc. Messy
Just hang up and mark them as spam. Don't say a word
ALL incoming calls are security risks
Don't give out or confirm or deny personal info
Never say the words "yes" or "no." They can be recorded and used to sign you up for things, change Internet provider, etc. Messy
Just hang up and mark them as spam. Don't say a word
November 28, 2025 at 9:38 PM
Security - incoming calls
ALL incoming calls are security risks
Don't give out or confirm or deny personal info
Never say the words "yes" or "no." They can be recorded and used to sign you up for things, change Internet provider, etc. Messy
Just hang up and mark them as spam. Don't say a word
ALL incoming calls are security risks
Don't give out or confirm or deny personal info
Never say the words "yes" or "no." They can be recorded and used to sign you up for things, change Internet provider, etc. Messy
Just hang up and mark them as spam. Don't say a word
trailer - pantry stuff
I'm NOT going to store the cooking oil in the cabinet next to the furnace
I'm NOT going to store the cooking oil in the cabinet next to the furnace
November 28, 2025 at 8:23 PM
trailer - pantry stuff
I'm NOT going to store the cooking oil in the cabinet next to the furnace
I'm NOT going to store the cooking oil in the cabinet next to the furnace
Omg, this movie is maladaptive 7th grade with abusive alcoholic parents
Sharknado
Sharknado
November 28, 2025 at 6:34 PM
Omg, this movie is maladaptive 7th grade with abusive alcoholic parents
Sharknado
Sharknado