turned out i animated on 3s... god damn it thats the worst. now i feel like i have to put in some better keyframing and inbetweens just so its properly on 2s. ahhhhh. know what? i still like it as it is rn. i also made a simple version with my name popping up, cuz it works as a channel hello i think

on the good side, i started dating again, our pen and paper campaign came to a satisfying end (finishing a 2 year project is its own rush!), and animals are as always a delight.

OH AND HOMESTUCK BEYOND CANON IS REALLY GOOD RIGHT NOW? someone teleported me back to 2014 when this was all i cared abou

and if you are nosy, here is a bit of actual info:
- i have developed horder tendencies out of anxiety
- programming is making me rethink my intelligence so much, man i suck at this
- my brothers health is declining rapidly. i love and worry about him a lot

if you ever found joy from my paintings, then they are for you! im taking your hand and saying, sometimes the good things happen not just at you, but for you.

i will probably paint this tiny chick in the future. look out! uwu

it is always an ebb and flow. if you ever get discouraged (and with the stage of our world, who can blame you?), please keep being there as well. as i get to know it, life is about finding your own joy and tiny corner of the world you can care for.

i have stopped writing descriptions very long ago. I dont do as much art anymore, and im not always in the best headspace. working on yourself is hard, and i really hate venting in public.

what you need to know is: im still here, and i will continue to do so. art will come again,