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Psionic Alienation
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More Future, All Bad.

I'm Curse. I'm the plural host of an unpersoned alien nightmare collective, 199 members. I'm transfem, nonbinary, polyam. I write things, fuck up photographs, and do some music stuff.

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This, that, it/its
Numbers are one thing I do not have for you rn, big shrug who knows. Still need to get 400 for my ex and everything else is uncertain. Nowhere I can seem to buy food that is edible for me for less than miserably high prices. Like that's clearly a joke type prices.

Feeling sick so this is all I got
November 26, 2025 at 10:54 PM
Thank you for helping me so much, I genuinely dont think I'd even be out of the hotel without your help
November 25, 2025 at 6:45 PM
Vivaldi can in fact do that. I'm the tab hoarder type and I don't see slowdowns until I have several windows of over 100 tabs a piece. It's very performant and robust, that is in fact one of the key features of it for me.
November 24, 2025 at 8:10 PM
FWIW I like Vivaldi, but its a taste you either will love or despise. Extremely powerful browser for a power user, cluttered and bloated and yet somehow performant for someone who casually browses websites.
November 24, 2025 at 7:30 PM
Laundry involves getting a ride to a laundromat, staying there while I do laundry, probably ordering food and etc while I'm there, and being driven back.

Its a lot! But thanks to the help of some wonderful people I have some time to get it all, which is really important.
November 24, 2025 at 7:21 PM
For context, my ex helped me move so I wasn't in a hotel anymore, but a minor car accident occurred while she was driving me. I also need to get things like pots, pans, carpets, towels, curtains/rods, clothes hangers, chair, shampoo, shelves, power tools, probably 10000 things I haven’t thought of.
November 24, 2025 at 7:21 PM
Thank you for the thread.

Recently housed, was gifted some necessities, but money is basically empty. I need food, laundry, a billion little things, need to raise 400 to help repair my ex's car. Also need 1200-1700 before Jan 1st for rent.... But that's less pressing. Paypal is [email protected]
November 24, 2025 at 7:21 PM
Reposted by Psionic Alienation
As an enormous surprise, the guy across the floor from me is moving out and gave me a microwave and clothes rack just out of the blue. I need groceries and other stuff but that's about 80 dollars just magicked away with no spending. Somehow.
November 24, 2025 at 7:02 PM
As an enormous surprise, the guy across the floor from me is moving out and gave me a microwave and clothes rack just out of the blue. I need groceries and other stuff but that's about 80 dollars just magicked away with no spending. Somehow.
November 24, 2025 at 7:02 PM
Thank you for the thread once more.

No change from last time except that I am officially out of food money today, and that means I have 20 dollars total. The lack of transit and everything means 20 dollars doesn't do anything for me... Details in quote, I may be sick today and focus is really shot.
Thank you as ever.

Coming closer to the end (for awhile) on this. Just need food/appliances/etc, and to cover my ex's car. ???? on the first thing and 0/400 on the second. I'm going to explain a bit of the struggle below, also.

Paypal is [email protected].
November 24, 2025 at 3:06 PM
Thank you.

Still the same, except I havent received anything for a day or two so this is the last day I can eat. Feeling worried. 0/???? for food and etc, 0/400 toward my ex's car situation.

Paypal is [email protected], deadline is weird: ~50 before tomorrow, 150 asap, rest before Jan 1st.
November 23, 2025 at 4:02 PM
Reposted by Psionic Alienation
Thank you as ever.

Coming closer to the end (for awhile) on this. Just need food/appliances/etc, and to cover my ex's car. ???? on the first thing and 0/400 on the second. I'm going to explain a bit of the struggle below, also.

Paypal is [email protected].
November 22, 2025 at 6:13 PM
I have no earthly idea what the actual cost of it all is going to be, because I don't even know how much I need or of what. So question marks are what I got. If I somehow wind up with extra, rent is due by New Years.
November 22, 2025 at 6:13 PM
And then on top of that theres the thousand tiny things that add up to destroy you: curtains, curtain rods, drill, plates and bowls, pots and pans, cooking utensils, chair, carpets for the wood floors, this list continues basically indefinitely.

Hence the question marks.
November 22, 2025 at 6:13 PM
And of course, if an emergency happens it's all over, back to zero of zero on that.

Then theres the laundry problem. This is going to involve transit, spending time there (possibly including ordering food to the laundromat), paying for actual laundry stuff, so on. This is not going to be cheap.
November 22, 2025 at 6:13 PM
So, because I have no good way to reheat food and am disabled and unable to drive, I have to order in constantly. I can only really get ahead of this cycle by getting over 50 in a single day. This is tough still though, I need to get 150 ish to stop ordering in. (Microwave+small load of groceries.)
November 22, 2025 at 6:13 PM
Thank you as ever.

Coming closer to the end (for awhile) on this. Just need food/appliances/etc, and to cover my ex's car. ???? on the first thing and 0/400 on the second. I'm going to explain a bit of the struggle below, also.

Paypal is [email protected].
November 22, 2025 at 6:13 PM
Reposted by Psionic Alienation
Thank you as always for the thread.

I got rent done/paid. I still need to get some basic appliances, groceries (eventually...), pay for food until then, eventually get money for laundry, and help my ex with her car.

Deadline ???, 0/400 help my ex, 0/??? misc survival, PayPal is [email protected]
November 21, 2025 at 2:42 PM