I'm going to bed but honestly, I'm not perfect. I have never claimed to be perfect, and I'm sorry even for what I perceive to be understandable reasons, I was such a shithead when I was younger.

But I don't deserve this, Kirby doesnt deserve this. And doesn't deserve people acting fake.

Saying I'm a fucking grooming victim.

And I've done so much work in trying to separate myself from how I was in 2017 when I was **13** and living through my parents divorce.

People holding a grudge against me for stuff that happened so long ago and still being transphobic towards me over the past few days has been wild over me-

And there are STILL people that call me by my older deadname username nearly 8 years later, fully knowing I was a literal young teenager and knowing my older username is basically my deadname now.

I'm not perfect. I never was perfect. I've lied, I've cheated, and I've been vindictive.

I'll be fully up front: I was not a nice person when I was younger. I sadly emulated some of rye's behaviors in a relationship I was having at the time and it's something that keeps me up at night. I was an extremely scared, vulnerable child who lost their entire friend group-

people a few months ago when I first made my thread were more concerned about their own image instead of the topic of me and someone else being groomed violently at the time.

The only thing I'll say publicly about this situation is I hate how some people come out of the woodwork like they've always supported me and you when behind the scenes it's unironcally that one image of doomguy fighting demons except it's these people harassing me or not talking to me

"Hiii, we're friends right? Please understand, being associated with someone that still brings up the rape vore visual novel with a child protagonist 8 years after grooming a little boy was just a goof it was just a laugh haha- why aren't you laughing?"

one: what's a tetralogy

Two: why was it cancelled

PS1 is largely considered the best to my knowledge

With my mentally and physically abusive mom and sibling. We don't have many options and I desperately need enough so I can save myself and get myself an apartment for a few months

Please, please donate any amount of money you have. Any amount helps I'm completely desperate.

gofund.me/e09e72bc5