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@underthenight.bsky.social
someone's side account for more personal stuff
I block non-mutuals on main, this will probably be a thing until priv accounts are real
I block non-mutuals on main, this will probably be a thing until priv accounts are real
Wanna cry a lil bit I think
November 28, 2025 at 7:02 AM
Wanna cry a lil bit I think
I'm at my parents' house and don't have a car
Though I should probably try working outside my room for a change of pace even if being near my parents working makes me nervous as fuck
Though I should probably try working outside my room for a change of pace even if being near my parents working makes me nervous as fuck
November 28, 2025 at 2:40 AM
I'm at my parents' house and don't have a car
Though I should probably try working outside my room for a change of pace even if being near my parents working makes me nervous as fuck
Though I should probably try working outside my room for a change of pace even if being near my parents working makes me nervous as fuck
I don't know what to expect of myself or what I should to live. If I can't get things done and can't even be courageous enough to try to change my situation what does that leave me with.
November 27, 2025 at 7:47 AM
I don't know what to expect of myself or what I should to live. If I can't get things done and can't even be courageous enough to try to change my situation what does that leave me with.
I don't even know what I want to do with my life anymore
November 27, 2025 at 7:40 AM
I don't even know what I want to do with my life anymore
I just hate that I keep delaying shit for no reason because I have no good reason to come out of it. God fucking dammit I hate my ass for being so slow. It's probably something deeper but I can't even do anything useful about it beyond therapy!!!!!! (Which would probably help but god!!!!!!!!!!)
November 27, 2025 at 5:07 AM
I just hate that I keep delaying shit for no reason because I have no good reason to come out of it. God fucking dammit I hate my ass for being so slow. It's probably something deeper but I can't even do anything useful about it beyond therapy!!!!!! (Which would probably help but god!!!!!!!!!!)
am I just stupid because I keep doing something else instead of writing this one paragraph that I need to send to my professor just because I can't think of one more good trait about myself as a student. probably not but god don't I feel stupid as hell
November 27, 2025 at 5:05 AM
am I just stupid because I keep doing something else instead of writing this one paragraph that I need to send to my professor just because I can't think of one more good trait about myself as a student. probably not but god don't I feel stupid as hell
I'm sure I'm just seen as wishy-washy and fickle by my family at this point. never really deciding on anything and only making decisions at the last minute. I can't even make the leap to let go because I'm afraid of cutting myself off from my family
November 27, 2025 at 2:40 AM
I'm sure I'm just seen as wishy-washy and fickle by my family at this point. never really deciding on anything and only making decisions at the last minute. I can't even make the leap to let go because I'm afraid of cutting myself off from my family
i gotta draw him with his nuts out
November 26, 2025 at 7:13 PM
i gotta draw him with his nuts out
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at this point I don't really the mind the idea of not landing a SWE job just because of how deeply mired that is in genai
November 26, 2025 at 6:37 PM
at this point I don't really the mind the idea of not landing a SWE job just because of how deeply mired that is in genai
Yeah and it also doesn't help that most of the open SWE positions that want a CS degree either use GenAI, do some evil shit in general, or both
November 26, 2025 at 10:02 AM
Yeah and it also doesn't help that most of the open SWE positions that want a CS degree either use GenAI, do some evil shit in general, or both
This and having to type out all my individual skills is the worst
Man why do I have to sign up for your company's recruiting portal first before I put the resume in
Man why do I have to sign up for your company's recruiting portal first before I put the resume in
November 26, 2025 at 9:48 AM
This and having to type out all my individual skills is the worst
Man why do I have to sign up for your company's recruiting portal first before I put the resume in
Man why do I have to sign up for your company's recruiting portal first before I put the resume in
My problem is that I just haven't been putting in applications for some reason. I know it's just a numbers game at this point but I feel like I'm broken for not even bothering to put up that number
Like I should be doing this to live but I'm not putting in the effort for some reason
Like I should be doing this to live but I'm not putting in the effort for some reason
November 26, 2025 at 9:45 AM
My problem is that I just haven't been putting in applications for some reason. I know it's just a numbers game at this point but I feel like I'm broken for not even bothering to put up that number
Like I should be doing this to live but I'm not putting in the effort for some reason
Like I should be doing this to live but I'm not putting in the effort for some reason
I think I'm stuck as a person considering getting myself to work on something to be done on time is a herculean task unless there's some sort of concrete goal for it (so grades and such) but I can't even ask for help about it so I don't know what I should do
November 26, 2025 at 9:40 AM
I think I'm stuck as a person considering getting myself to work on something to be done on time is a herculean task unless there's some sort of concrete goal for it (so grades and such) but I can't even ask for help about it so I don't know what I should do