feeling bad

Well I ate and drank enough to forget about my problems so it's nice that my mom reminded that I should probably submit my application on Saturday

Reality checks are always fun

I kept drawing instead of getting work done. story of my life for the last 3 fucking months

every day is a constant metronome between "well I wouldn't want to leave my family after saying otherwise, that'd be fucking selfish of me" and "i need to get a job and move the fuck out"

why can't I get this DOOOOOOOONE

gmornin oomfs

honestly I can't really predict my future beyond this and that's what's scary

uh oh feeling bad again

lrp doing something to me

Ennnnn…. #hypOCfanart

Sometimes I wonder if I'm like, stupid for not chasing the bag by turning away from SWE and then I look at what the hell's going on in there and genai

YA SEE KIRBY, IM A HOLLERIN HOOTIN HIMEDANSHI. A HEE A HEE HEE

I do be feeling pathetic about how little I've cared about actually helping myself get a job after college

honestly even though i agreed to go to grad school again im rethinking it again. i know i said yes like a second time and promised not to walk back on it but the fact that im really dreading it feels like it's been a bad idea

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