still the case

my ex used to tell me something along the lines of “you just have to treat them like NPCs” LOL. oddly enough i felt the bigger party size for chaotic made it easier for me to go into pf more often than for 8-man raids

i want to try fixing it first before i commit to buying another one because i kind of don’t want to spend that money…

i have a plan but i just also feel really depressed because i didn’t want to lose momentum on my projects 😭😭😭 but maybe the universe is telling me to relax and not stress so much abt it

thinking about misika with a pair of giant cymbals just sitting there waiting for the cue