nick ♡s melba 4ever
@ttoysoldierr.bsky.social
• she/her • 30 • 🍋💧🌌 🔂 •
HW: 272
GW: 140
highly interactive w my followers • alt music enthusiast •
❗️DNI MINORS❗️
HW: 272
GW: 140
highly interactive w my followers • alt music enthusiast •
❗️DNI MINORS❗️
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🪼nick, she/her, 30
🫧diagnosed w/ GAD, depression, EDNOS, ADHD
🩵disabled—low vision
🪼ace, married, & child free
🫧pescatarian
🩵s/h free for 4+ years
🪼atheist, leftist, ally
❌DNI minors❌
🪼nick, she/her, 30
🫧diagnosed w/ GAD, depression, EDNOS, ADHD
🩵disabled—low vision
🪼ace, married, & child free
🫧pescatarian
🩵s/h free for 4+ years
🪼atheist, leftist, ally
❌DNI minors❌
Update: I got my hair cut today. It’s shoulder length now with short layers and I have bangs again. It feels SO much better.
Second year of me getting sensory overload because my long hair is touching my winter coat and it makes me want to shave my head
December 5, 2025 at 6:34 AM
Update: I got my hair cut today. It’s shoulder length now with short layers and I have bangs again. It feels SO much better.
Second year of me getting sensory overload because my long hair is touching my winter coat and it makes me want to shave my head
December 4, 2025 at 2:14 PM
Second year of me getting sensory overload because my long hair is touching my winter coat and it makes me want to shave my head
Creamy shrimp pasta and steamed Brussels sprouts
December 4, 2025 at 1:13 AM
Creamy shrimp pasta and steamed Brussels sprouts
Not to be a hater but I wouldn’t be caught dead in a pair of crocs.
December 1, 2025 at 9:58 PM
Not to be a hater but I wouldn’t be caught dead in a pair of crocs.
Not me peaking at my Christmas gifts because that’s how much I hate surprises
December 1, 2025 at 3:24 PM
Not me peaking at my Christmas gifts because that’s how much I hate surprises
any w1tches on the tl? My sibling is asking for speII b00ks for Christmas and I could use a recommendation or two. I’m an ath/eist who just wants to support their beliefs correctly.
December 1, 2025 at 1:57 PM
any w1tches on the tl? My sibling is asking for speII b00ks for Christmas and I could use a recommendation or two. I’m an ath/eist who just wants to support their beliefs correctly.
it’s beginning to look a lot like fasting season
December 1, 2025 at 1:51 PM
it’s beginning to look a lot like fasting season
I need to romanticize having a coffee in the shower the same way I romanticized having a whiskey in the bathtub.
December 1, 2025 at 1:11 PM
I need to romanticize having a coffee in the shower the same way I romanticized having a whiskey in the bathtub.
Got to my mother’s house and she’s testing me.
November 30, 2025 at 9:48 PM
Got to my mother’s house and she’s testing me.
Ordered a salad at a restaurant recently & said I wanted the chicken to be left off because I don’t eat any meat except for fish, & the RESTAURANT OWNER came to our table to apologize because their whole menu has beef in it because they fry everything in beef tallow. Even the croutons on the salad.
November 30, 2025 at 12:41 AM
Ordered a salad at a restaurant recently & said I wanted the chicken to be left off because I don’t eat any meat except for fish, & the RESTAURANT OWNER came to our table to apologize because their whole menu has beef in it because they fry everything in beef tallow. Even the croutons on the salad.
In honor of The Day, I’d like to share some of my thoughts on holiday food
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November 27, 2025 at 12:51 PM
In honor of The Day, I’d like to share some of my thoughts on holiday food
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Happy dreaded food holiday day! Everybody pls remember that indulging a little bit today is going to be better for our mental health in the long run one plate of food isn’t going to erase our progress.
November 27, 2025 at 12:02 PM
Happy dreaded food holiday day! Everybody pls remember that indulging a little bit today is going to be better for our mental health in the long run one plate of food isn’t going to erase our progress.
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not only is it disgusting, unglamorous, painful, and dangerous, it doesn't even work. you might get rid of ~50% of the c4ls but you also might lose teeth and damage your heart. it'll go up your nose and give you sinus problems. you'll pull muscles and your back/chest will hurt. and on and on.
if you don’t purge pls pls PLS do not start, it has actually taken over my life
November 27, 2025 at 2:13 AM
not only is it disgusting, unglamorous, painful, and dangerous, it doesn't even work. you might get rid of ~50% of the c4ls but you also might lose teeth and damage your heart. it'll go up your nose and give you sinus problems. you'll pull muscles and your back/chest will hurt. and on and on.
Ve had oil free potatoes for five days in a row
November 26, 2025 at 4:15 PM
Ve had oil free potatoes for five days in a row
Every time I’m sober I can’t imagine drinking, and every time I’m drinking I can’t imagine being sober. It feels like there’s two of me.
November 26, 2025 at 3:06 PM
Every time I’m sober I can’t imagine drinking, and every time I’m drinking I can’t imagine being sober. It feels like there’s two of me.
My problem with alcohol never resulted in severe withdrawals and sometimes I rationalize and find myself thinking that this means I don’t have a problem. My bank statement says otherwise, and so does my endless hangover, high resting heart rate, and constant diarrhea.
November 26, 2025 at 3:05 PM
My problem with alcohol never resulted in severe withdrawals and sometimes I rationalize and find myself thinking that this means I don’t have a problem. My bank statement says otherwise, and so does my endless hangover, high resting heart rate, and constant diarrhea.
Soup dinner and 50mph wind gusts.
November 26, 2025 at 1:41 AM
Soup dinner and 50mph wind gusts.
y’all we moved fourteen boxes to the thrift store down the street from my house.
November 26, 2025 at 12:21 AM
y’all we moved fourteen boxes to the thrift store down the street from my house.
minestrone for dinner
November 26, 2025 at 12:20 AM
minestrone for dinner
JP walked into the room and hijacked my phone call with my sister no less than three times to talk to her about music and we are actively on a video call going through our late grandma’s stuff like dude please read the room. So now he’s sad because I asked him to leave us alone.
November 25, 2025 at 9:41 PM
JP walked into the room and hijacked my phone call with my sister no less than three times to talk to her about music and we are actively on a video call going through our late grandma’s stuff like dude please read the room. So now he’s sad because I asked him to leave us alone.
Today’s potato is slightly bigger. Currently not weighing food or counting calls.
November 24, 2025 at 3:08 PM
Today’s potato is slightly bigger. Currently not weighing food or counting calls.
I keep waking up super early, like 6am early, and idk what to do with my time, but it’s not super frigid outside so I suppose I could take a walk but I think it’s supposed to rain
November 24, 2025 at 1:47 PM
I keep waking up super early, like 6am early, and idk what to do with my time, but it’s not super frigid outside so I suppose I could take a walk but I think it’s supposed to rain
10 days sober after a neat little dive off the deep end after my cat died in a super traumatic way
November 24, 2025 at 1:44 PM
10 days sober after a neat little dive off the deep end after my cat died in a super traumatic way
Update: they are in a foster home and we can’t meet them until after the food holiday is over because everyone is so busy and that makes sense to me so I can be patient. Currently clearing out a room to act as a transitional space just in case we do get approved to adopt 🤞
JP and I put in an application for two kitties a couple towns over. We will see if we get to meet them soon!!
November 24, 2025 at 5:14 AM
Update: they are in a foster home and we can’t meet them until after the food holiday is over because everyone is so busy and that makes sense to me so I can be patient. Currently clearing out a room to act as a transitional space just in case we do get approved to adopt 🤞
JP brought these home for me 🥰🥰🥰
November 23, 2025 at 7:42 PM
JP brought these home for me 🥰🥰🥰