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This Colorful Abyss
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Indie author, drama teacher, hella queer.
Lvl 41 - Hellaverse, OFMD, GO stan account
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Also sorry but why are we resigning outfits of real life people? Like she went with the outfit she had, probably could afford, and likes! Y’all acting like she a Millionaire. Half of yall drawing problems dress in jean and a t-shirt everyday with shit stained converse.
November 11, 2025 at 8:07 PM
I’m ready to bet anything that he was either still on heavy drugs or heavily alcoholic at that point. Sounds like he cleaned himself up before adopting Loona, if we take what he says in Seeing Stars for true (“she’s not fit to be a mother, I saw her doing lines of coke in the green room”)
November 11, 2025 at 8:11 PM
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it IS heartbreaking but it’s also a little funny if it went like

Blitz: *falling asleep* wow it’s cool that my succubus girlfriend is willing to just suck my dick all the time and asks for nothing in return. i really lucked out

Ver: *wide awake, trying to murder him with her eyes*
November 11, 2025 at 7:55 PM
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November 11, 2025 at 7:53 PM
Sadly we have to work in very close contact. I just hope the day after tomorrow she will let it go and we can pretend everything is fine.
November 11, 2025 at 7:46 PM
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Listen, there are some hills I will die on, and "Blitzø has stellar head game" is one of them. 😂
November 11, 2025 at 6:41 PM
In any other place. I surely felt like walking today but now with a mortgage on my back have to be very careful
November 11, 2025 at 6:36 PM
It’s complicated. First, very few schools learn Italian here, and as just a drama teacher I wouldn’t make much. Second, I’ve spent nearly 10 years building a group of clients for my afterschool drama classes and I can use the school for free, which isn’t a given
November 11, 2025 at 6:36 PM
Tomorrow because I cannot face the principal yet. I have an emergency therapy appointment online and hopefully a chat with a friend scheduled for tonight.

Thanks everyone for your support. The past few weeks have been absolutely mental.
November 11, 2025 at 6:29 PM
Thank you so much for saying that. I don’t think I’m going to work tomorrow. I need a day to recalibrate before I face her again.
November 11, 2025 at 6:21 PM
I thought so too in the past but when I get needy people say I take too much. I feel like I’m giving back too but evidently it’s not enough. I’m better off alone
November 11, 2025 at 3:08 PM
She is under pressure with the parents and the school board and I get that, I shouldn’t have called at all. I am so stupid
November 11, 2025 at 3:04 PM
I am but now I’m afraid to exploit their kindness and having the friendship feel too one sided
November 11, 2025 at 2:59 PM
I feel guilty now for defending myself. I could have done so many things differently. I should stop asking for help altogether
November 11, 2025 at 2:55 PM
Thank you for saying this, it helps a lot. I definitely shouldn’t have called her but I was desperate. I feel so sick and tired
November 11, 2025 at 2:51 PM
Happen. The other colleagues are being kind.
November 11, 2025 at 1:58 PM
Asking for help. I stayed at work but feel like not going tomorrow, I can’t stomach seeing her and I work side by side with her for most of the day. The only thing that makes me breathe a bit easier is that off they fire me they’ll have to hire three people to do my job so I don’t think that will
November 11, 2025 at 1:58 PM
Basically playing the victim today (apparently she too didn’t sleep because of me). I stood up for myself and said since she always says we’re friends I called her in a time of need. She said that friendship goes both ways, implying I’m using her - which hurts deep because I struggle so much
November 11, 2025 at 1:58 PM