anyway i can hear colours rn and also my eyes keep vibrating its makjnv reading fic v inconvenience . if im not magically better after i finally manage to sleep im going to sue the army or whatever phil said

the part that rattled me the most is that theyre married now. what da hell. yes we’re all like 26-27 but tf r u doing marrying someone from school also yall cheated on eachother like 5 times in the time i actually knew you wdym youre MARRIED!!!!!!!!!!

my head is filled with cotton and bees and blinking hurts yet im still perpetually on my dp/de nonsense it’s like a default background program that’s perpetually running atp . idek what day it is bro

but anYyYyyYyway i wanna discuss Why it got changed from ‘im confident you’ll find me’ to ‘can you find me?’ like i truly think the story changed tying into the whole dema not actually burning thing i still think We fucked up somehow THERES SMTH WE’RE MISSING all points east better resolve some shit

also just now realising ppl at pilots night probs thought i’d lost it bc i always sing the og ‘i dug my heels next to eachother as evidence for you to discover’ in the first chorus LMAO

how did i not know about tjis earlier im ANNOYED. also the way this showed up on my alt like why am i even being shown this i have no pilots related shit on my feed ever and literally only follow the pope oh hang on nvm

i thinkim a little out of it from the sheer amount of cold medicine ive taken on top of how Weird the fever has made my brain but who gaf everything is funny 2 me rn . is nice to not be wallowing in despair for once

I JUST LOOKED AT THE ACCOUNT THAT POSTED IT WHY AM I ON THE JUMBOTRON😭😭😭😭😭 so there’s this 27 year old toddler here

in my happy place i think

tbs is sharing stuff other ppl posted and im losing it im just having a religious experience in all of these

we didn’t get robot voices sadly 😭😭 or we could’ve i Was an hour late bc i was having a bpd so i might’ve missed it sskdhskdbd but it meant i arrived As overcompensate was playing and it was hype factor 12 so not the end of the world ig 💔

i have like no immune system so unsurprised i got sick bc ive only been out in town one other time this year and i got sick then too lmao lowkey hating life rn but that was also the best night ive had in years so no regrets🙂‍↕️genuinely was so healing!! esp when we all sang oldies hugging in a circle😭

RITN BACKING VOCALS R SO FUN TO DO THOSE AND THE DOWNSTAIRS ONES WERE MY FAVS !!!!!!!!

PLEAAAASE MY VOICE IS STILL FUCKED I WAS SCREAMING SO MUCH (also woke up sick today so it’s even more cooked rn) this was me at like 11pm the next day 😭😭 but omg we like all full sent on the screams esp shy away and the end of hds it was SOOO GOOD i need clikkie night MONTHLY

we did the trees circle too 😭 such good energy

the crowd was so good tho we all did the little ad lib things (hwfg, it’s blasphemy, roblox hands up, WOoah (wOah) yEah yeah yeah in morph etc) and split the room up for mulberry st and all did the phone flashlight thing like it healed the part of me that died when i couldn’t go to clancy fr😭😭

THAT WOULD PISS ME OFF SO BAD our dj was so good, the only bad thing they did was cut off natn just before the rap lmao the entire building was in uproar but it went into message man so i couldn’t complain bc mm has been my number 1 for my entire clikkie life until drag path lol

ok thank u 🫡

RIGHT LIKE ???????? my drunk ass still managed to do zacks entire verse it was like i’d been training my whole life for that moment . they also did jumpsuit into levitate like they knew what was up. and Real highkey was the nd function and i never wanted to leave 😭😭