there's no harm in trying to soften the edges. I will need to do it even when it hurts and when I want to lash out instead. but what else can I do. fighting this with hate has only brought me more harm

carrying this with me is so heavy. every day is a reminder of what was done to me, how my mind was intentionally and purposefully broken, and how I was discarded as a failure and left to live with the consequences of what I never asked to be. it's painful. I want to just be able to live without it

maybe it won't work long term but if it helps I guess it matters, right

so like jagermeister?

thank you! <3

🥹 ♥️ always an honor. thank you

🥰 I'm sure I'll be fine <3 <3 <3 thank you!!

won't mention who obviously, but in an emetwol commission I did years ago (one that I never posted, it was a bad experience for me overall for many reasons) one of the revisions they asked me was to "straighten his nose". I was crying inside

filled thank you <3

Thank you Bee 🥹♥️

It's okay! I was just venting tbh! 😅 mostly about the window frame and my aversion to straight lines.

yeah I do that 😂 in this case it's night time, but I try to keep that in mind if there's daylight!

adfjhj don't be sorry, I said I have to improve not that I don't want to do it 😂♥️

if I do it by hand it's wobbly. if I use the line tool it's too clean. so I do both and I struggle