"bobodys nerfect" sure is _one_ way to describe someone whos gone to bat for literal fascists several times during trumps 2nd

also its *wild* for the blue-maga crowd to keep parroting the "asking for the bare minimum is DeStRoYiNg LeFtIsT PoLiTiCs" line & then wonder why normal people arent excited

speaking of bandcamp 🥺👉👈
its #bandcampfriday today...

no new music for me this week (2025 keeps being ROUGH 😢), but all my old stuff is there, most of it PWYW/NYOP

shinmai.bandcamp.com

wanna help a disabled queer nerd out, and get some CC-BY licensed music as an added bonus? heres your chance :3

in this house we help when we can <3

that i have not seen, even though im european, but i _did_ just see Ron Moss (formerly Ridge from the Bold and the Beautiful) advertise frozen pizza on instagram 😅

not saying its okay to ghost commissioners (or people in general, thats v hurtful and getting ghosted by people has caused me endless amounts of heartache over the years)

just... pick your battles, ig? 🤷‍♀️ dont chop off your own leg to beat someone over the head with

its just money and hurt feelings

i feel like... the likelihood ill get the art (or even my money back) is... practically zero
and theyll almost certainly have more clout and/or audience than i, so *if* they chose to, they could just ruin my life online (and with friends' mutuals, id obv risk souring relationships with said friends)

man i wish for once it wasnt a well-off middle-aged cishet white dude who gets to ride the "posts a p bad but lukewarm take => somehow gets decent replies => 'thanks for the thoughtful conversations'" coaster

can minorities have the "most generous interpretation of your opinion" stick for a while?

fucking real :(

i spend SO much time re-writing and re-drafting my messaging over and over, and feel like i _still_ always mis-communicate :E

one more nsfw-ey piece of them for additional ref :3

Heres Aranda, my cat-enby princex, and they consent to being used for nsfw :3

life is supposed to be worth living
and sometimes that means bread

(this is a lesson im still learning myself for non-nutrition things, tbqh. but one step at a time)

eating right IS self-care
but
one of the few pos things this year was my doctor drilling into my head that if you consistently eat sorta-kinda right 3-5 meals per day, going a bit (or hell, a LOT) crazy 1 day, you p much physically CANNOT set yourself back enough to "undo" the other 6 days that week

if you had a pfp and i gave a single fuck
i mightve shopped your pfp in place of the garfields and replaced the caption with "teacher here, the essay sucks ass AND the trans TA being targeted graded it wrong, ackshually 🤓"

but alas

ok...
so see how garfield there is standing in front of a big "no garfields" sign?
and hes going "huh i wonder who thats for"?

the meme highlights when someone replies to a thread, about e.g. tonedeaf/privileged behaviour, by doing the _EXACT_ thing the thread they are replying to is all about