Ceiling gets me really excited but first half of last year was a disaster and this is the New York Mets we're talking about, never have optimism in any big name signing

...but that changeup is cool

& at the same time I don't wanna be just seen as "diet queer" I want to be more open with who I am and wear things like thigh highs and oversized sweaters and be at ease

I don't want to water myself down to be "soft" and nonthreatening I don't owe you shit

Sorry for the vent on socials, it's been on my mind for a bit, all I really want is a houseshare with other queer ppl that look at me and see me

I think one of the hard things is I'm not exactly androgynous in presentation and I keep getting misgendered

And I just... Never push back because motherfuckers don't listen

Really things work out soon in finding a new place, I'm so sorry to hear